Recently, it seems that I like this feeling and find a vent intersection. No matter I like it, decadent, annoying or strong, I don’t need patience. Just say it out. When no one listens, just listen to yourself. Career, life, a lot of meaningful things or meaningless time, status is always updating, time is always passing, whether you are deserted or motivated, it will not wait for you, even if you know what the final result is, you can’t stop this state or stay at this moment. I like this, full of vigor, I like this moment, silence, I like this state, light sadness fills the whole space, can be ignored, can ignore everyone, can worry-free wandering, you can pretend that you are still young. Today’s sunshine is very good and warm. Although there is wind and no beautiful scenery, the sunshine is still very beautiful. That kind of warmth filled the whole afternoon, the whole time and space. There is an illusion of returning to the youth. The hot youth in the hot sunshine makes people nostalgic. There is a kind of drunk Tao Ran. A lot of nonsense, a lot of ideas, a lot of thinking. I want to shout to the world, but I don’t know what to vent. My thinking is very chaotic. I always feel that things can’t be achieved and I can’t get what I expected. What do I want to be, what will I be, what does it matter? The world has nothing to do with me, I have nothing to do with everything, and I have an illusion that I am incompatible with the world. How can I integrate into this prosperous world? The world is developing and time is passing, but I am not willing to grow up. All people are busy realizing themselves, but I am standing still and unwilling to step out of the circle I drew. I am still me, and I am not me. I will never be the person I want to be, will I? And what kind of person do I want to be? How can I achieve these simple but impossible things? Standing at the same place at a loss, helpless, ignorant, unconscious, and unconscious.

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