Is it good for me to sing? The girl tilted her head and wanted the boy’s answer. The girl thought that the boy cared so much about her and admitted that it was soeasy for her to sing well. Not good, not good boy still didn’t say the answer the girl wanted as always. This answer may not be heard by girls for a lifetime. Life is not so dramatic, and there will be no Damon and Stephen who love Elina from the first season to the fourth season, who are always around her. The actor’s exquisite performance, the closely connected relationship in the story, the fascinating plot, the shooting location, the Canadian humanistic style, and the attractive fluent english original sound make people unable to stop. After watching several episodes in a row, I feel relaxed. Yes, I don’t have to think a lot of things like this. Whether it’s a way to punish loneliness or a way to escape from reality, but I am happy. Although many people see it, when I see it, the warmth it gives me is full. I know that I will continue to work as a waiter after dawn today. I really want to tell myself that it is time to sleep, but it is already like watching a play and I can’t stop it. My reality is corrupt. It is damaged by insects outside. Will you hear about the fame and achievements of a person who has not graduated from high school? Do you believe that a girl who can’t even lose weight can have perseverance to fulfill her dream? Do you believe that a person who can abandon family ties may find his own happiness? Have you forgotten the reason for your departure since you set out for too long? Numb for too long, has it caused indifference to a state of extreme self-styled? People will always change, and I will become very realistic. If I don’t have a house, I am will never marry him and have a child. I don’t want to raise my child one day, he said to me, Mom, I want to learn piano, and then I can only say, oh, sorry, baby, there is not so much money at home. You started to think about changing the world, but you thought it was too difficult. Then you just wanted to change your country, but you still didn’t do it, so you thought maybe it would be enough to change this society, and you took a step back, or you would change my family? In the end, you didn’t change anything, so before you died, you finally realized that if I could start from changing myself, I might change my family and thus change the society, it is more likely to change this country and finally change the world. I think I should be very tired, tired of thinking about life, tired of tangled contradictions in life, tired of this emotion. [End of one day. August 4th] Tired of the constraint form in China, I think that Chinese can never make dramas like Vampire Diaries. Suddenly I think of a movie, a sea pianist, which turns out to be sad, but it really touches people. Yes, emotion is the main melody that a movie can capture people’s hearts. A sea pianist, a genius piano, for a moment, I am hoped that he could walk out of that ladder and be famous all over the world. alone,doesn’thefeelalone? When he threw the hat to the sea and resolutely walked back to the boat, I felt a little disappointed. Maybe this is just a story happening in a remote area. What kind of spiritual enlightenment is written by an American or a foreigner? It is played as a commercial platform in the form of a movie. butanyhow, itasmovedme. Right, America is an attractive country. Who says no? When the ship arrived in America in the movie, everyone was boiling, AmericaAmerica! The Statue of Liberty appeared in mid-air, and America was also like a beast full of charm and danger. In fact, in his or her coffee, I hate some Chinese more. It doesn’t mean that I can’t feel something and stain it. But in some parts of China, maybe most parts are like this, I can’t elaborate on the status I saw one by one. What I saw is not equal to all. I keep silent all the time, which does not mean that I have no prejudice against this world and this era. [End of one day. June 5] I think what is wrong, do you know? It is the fire of disgust in my heart. Sometimes it will burn more and more, so that it misses a lot of good time. I won’t even lower the fire. Well, dear, you have to understand that the world will not be as you wish. When you want to be quiet, the outside world will not interfere with you, and you will not meet any friends who share your values, where you are is like this. This is your own choice, and you must understand. You have been sick, working and sad these days, because you haven’t seen anything full of hope. You believe that all the sufferings will end, and what you have to do is to keep a steady state of mind, not be arrogant and impatient, and quit love and hate. [End] [Dream] in fact, the life of the dream you want is very simple, and it may not be easy to say simple. At the same time, you also want to have a dream of yourself. A house that is not loose and has some emotional designs. Believe me, it doesn’t need to be expensive, but you must like it by yourself. Maybe you understand that dream is very long, it may take a long time. A place I like very much? Some local conditions and customs that I like very much? It’s not my imagination. I want a home that really belongs to me in a certain corner of the world. I suddenly understand that it is not easy to build a small nest of my own. Then it’s myself. I especially hope that I can not love it. Special hope. I especially hope that I can lose weight and wear the clothes I like. Let me stand in a place, quiet, passers-by will look at me, at least it will look very comfortable. I hope to have a notebook that enables me to type and watch movies. I can have money and pay wireless network. In this way, I am hope to have a settlement. If possible, I hope there will be a beautiful man with me. He will have a heart and character that I like. He will not want to get married like me and accompany me through a period of time, then he left. I won’t be sad. I can be immune to this kind of thing. I hope I will not long for the oath of a man and will not be afraid of death. At least I should realize some of these beautiful fantasies. I can struggle for a period of time in my life, but I must also enjoy it for a period of time. I can rush to the reality, but I must have time to stop and stay in the room slowly to see the fallen leaves in autumn or enjoy the beautiful scenery in winter. I don’t want those extreme life feelings to appear in my life again. For example despair. Ecstasy. Most happiness. Most heartache. Young life is like a river. The river flows forward all the time. It will encounter rocks and then stir up spray. Sometimes you feel that you are flowing smoothly all the way, but you have no idea what kind of trouble will happen in the next corner. People are always commenting that most people, including yourself, are vulgar. Then what reason do you have to say that you are different. Not to mention, you as early as early for years at some moments, 1.1 points to, in unknown locations, set ahead of me together barriers. Quietly from the moment of light to the moment of night, close the door and get rid of the world. This is a shabby room, and I am only virtuous.

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