Now is the age of indoorsman and indoorwoman bee chrysalis. Relying on computers and mobile phones, you can collect and buy all kinds of goods without leaving home. It is really a world full of wonders. Of course, I am also one of them. Usually, I will first collect the objects with eye ties and interests, and then select them one by one, such a lot of goods with good quality and low price have become things in my hand. Hey hey, this is also an interesting thing! Every time I see something I like, I want to buy it, but it is a pity that sometimes I am short of money and can only see from a distance, instead of being mocked. It would be better if one day I bought tens of millions of two-color balls. People just like to have such daydreams, so do I. Recently, I really feel that I have a tendency to become a house god. Nowadays, I must do it every day, surf the Internet, hang Q, browse the web, Taobao, select goods, collect, then, when you see what you like and are satisfied, add it to the shopping cart. I don’t know how many things I have bought. I only know that as time goes by, I unconsciously become a VIP member of Taobao. At that time, a feeling of being a hardcore fan came into being. Although it was a casual accumulation in my life, it became a part of my life. Suddenly I feel proud that I am very suitable to be a Taobao expert. I can directly shop online whatever I want, which is convenient, fast, and inexpensive. I still remember that beige slim-fit lace top showed the throbbing of devil-like figure, and that large pleated puff Sun skirt properly showed the slim, well-proportioned and slender legs in the eyes of many people, the rate of turning back greatly satisfied the vanity as a woman. There are a lot of beautiful things. Some people say that what they say is to share with others to be more interesting. That’s true. Occasionally, after work, I also go shopping in the supermarket, and then sit on the stool at the door, blowing the cool night breeze and eating my favorite snacks. I feel extremely comfortable and comfortable. This is life, it is a part of my life. Slowly get used to it, slowly get used to a person. Now, I have begun to learn to enjoy the monotony of the journey and enjoy the freedom freely. It has also changed from dependence to independence, from vulnerability to toughness, from innocence to being good at hiding. Perhaps, when I didn’t know the geometry, my heart was also eager to be loved and cared. However, after experiencing so many people and things, I understand that everyone’s love for you is not taken for granted. For example, parents’ love comes from their responsibilities and obligations, and the continuation of love is connected by blood. Product pecking, wonderful. Gradually get used to the existence of a person, get used to waiting, and then get used to being indifferent until it finally disappears. Thus in recent days thinking overweight, cause insomnia again and again, phrase is a idiom sleep. It is difficult to calm my heart, which makes me a little impetuous. Night nightmare struck, off guard. I dreamed that during the reign of Emperor Ling of Han Dynasty, Kong Ming’s seven-star lamp array failed. The time and space and history went against the current. The Heaven and Earth changed greatly, and the aura was strong. Literati and Warriors came out in large numbers. The Demons in the Earth called, beauty Care, reading books and listening to music, watching TV plays, sometimes on vacation, I also go to the running film city to watch movies, shopping and delicious food. In fact, I still want to do more things, just turn my mind for a few rounds, I can’t take any action, so I am a God! Hard to force.

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On the morning of the early winter of 1992, my father got up early and went to the market to sell the yellow and yellow. Huang Huang was the dog that Mei Lan brought from her grandmother’s home last summer. Father said that there were three dogs in the family, so he decided to sell Huang Huang because of the heavy burden. Seeing Huang Huang and his father gradually moving away, Mei Lan’s tears covered her cheeks unavoidably. Mei Lan tried to beg her father not to sell Huang Huang, after all, Huang Huang was fed by herself, naturally, the love between Huang and Huang is also the deepest.

No matter how much Mei Lan begged, father was still indifferent, and he also denounced Mei Lan’s ignorance angrily. Father was a very dignified person, and he often beat his elder brothers and sisters violently because of a little small thing. Mei Lan was the elder in the family. Because she was the youngest and the most obedient, she naturally became her father’s favorite object. I remember one time when my elder sister was going to stay at her grandma’s house for a few days during the summer vacation, but my father was determined not to do so. The stubborn elder sister still insisted on it. What she welcomed was unexpectedly my father’s slap, looking at the tears in her eyes, mei Lan held her father’s back and begged to stop hitting her sister. My sister is only 15 years old, and she is the backbone of our family. All the meals are made by my sister. Looking at all the housework, my elder sister would feel embarrassed, so she wanted to go to her grandma’s house to hide for a few days and enjoy the happiness that a child deserved. However, all her thoughts were destroyed by her ruthless father. No matter how reluctant she was to Huang Huang, the clever Mei Lan did not dare to resist at all. Looking at Huang Huang’s house which she had slept in the past, her tears couldn’t stop. Thinking about the time spent with Huang Huang, the beauty in memory Diluted Mei Lan’s sorrow. At noon that day, Mei Lan remembered clearly that it was the 28th day when she sold yellow and yellow. She suddenly heard the cry of yellow and yellow, so familiar. But Mei Lan thought it was an illusion that the impossible yellow and yellow had been sold by her father, how could it be called? I must miss the yellow too much, so I have such illusion. The dog kept shouting, but also mixed with the sound of the arch. Mother said sister, go and see whose dog it is! Doing? I went, I went, so Mei Lan rushed out first. Mei Lan was shocked at the moment he opened the door. I really can’t believe my eyes. The one standing in front of me is really yellow. How could it be? It was obviously my father who had sold yellow and yellow to a family more than 30 miles away from home. But Huang Huang really came back, shaking its tail and licking her tongue on Mei Lan’s face. Looking at the excitement of Huang Huang and the haggard of Huang Huang, Mei Lan’s heart broke, tears ran out of control, yellow and thin. Why are you still standing? I still don’t want to bring it something to eat. I don’t know when my mother has stood beside me. Now that Huang Huang is back, stay! Seeing mother’s decision, Mei Lan had never felt grateful. Time flies away. Under the careful feeding of Mei Lan, the yellow and yellow gradually become fat, and the hair also becomes lustrous. That morning, my father and several uncles in the village carried a dead dog from the outside. My mother asked: how could this happen! What about the dead dog? Father said: Alas! My friends and I went to Lao Li’s house in the south of the village to drink. When we went home, we saw a dead dog near the village and it was very fat. We saw it and thought it would be a pity if we threw it away, so I picked it up and cooked it for our brothers to drink. My mother complained and knew to drink. What if she was poisoned to death? I think you don’t have to live. Don’t you think that a good dog will be lost? Can’t they eat it by themselves? Maybe they were not willing to eat when they grew up in their own family? Father debate. Looking at my parents’ arguments, I was so speechless. No matter how his mother stopped him, father and his friends quickly peeled off the poor black dog. Father soaked the unshaved dog meat in cold water and prepared to cook it tomorrow noon. He invited friends to drink together. The weather was gloomy at noon, and it seemed that a snow was coming soon. Looking at the full basin of dog meat, I felt a little horrible except that I felt sick. My brother didn’t know when to go home after school. Seeing a basin full of dog meat, he shouted excitedly: there is dog meat to eat. Suddenly, my brother picked up a piece of dog meat and threw it in front of the yellow one. Huang Huang sniffed and didn’t eat it. Damn it, you still don’t eat meat! More greedy than I am! My brother shouted with swearing. Don’t scold my yellow. Mei Lan stopped me and looked at the dog meat falling on the ground. Mei Lan also thought it would be a pity to throw it away, so she said to Huang Huang: eat yellow! That’s flesh! It will be very fragrant. Huang Huang looked at Mei Lan, eating dog meat slowly, but his eyes were full of tears for no reason. After dinner, I played with Huang Huang for a while and then fell asleep in a hurry. When it came to midnight, I suddenly heard the cry of the dog. It was yellow and yellow crying. So Mei Lan got up hurriedly and wanted to see what happened to the dog. Mother pressed Mei Lan down and didn’t go. Maybe the dog meat was really poisonous and yellow was crazy. If you go out now, it will bite you. Hearing the yellow cry, Mei Lan’s heart was beyond words. The night slowly ushered in the dawn, and nothing seemed to happen in the yard calmly. Mei Lan didn’t know how to get through this night. There were heartaches and anxiety. When the sky was dawn, Mei Lan rushed out of the door impatiently and saw the yellow and yellow quiet lying beside the dog meat basin, as if warning that the poisonous dog meat could not be eaten. The wet body was covered with mud. The poor yellow exchanged his own life for the lives of the whole family of Mei Lan and those uncles. After that, Mei Lan heard from her mother that dogs didn’t eat dog meat. It might be to save our family that Huang Huang would come back. Everything seemed to be something in the dark. If there was no pot of dog meat, yellow Would Not Die. If there was no yellow, how many people would die in that pot of dog meat? Dogs are the most loyal friends of human beings. Dogs would rather sacrifice their own lives than save the lives of their families. No matter how Mei Lan’s father hurt it at the beginning, Huang Huang still forgot hatred, saved his father and the whole family, but how great Huang Huang was. Now Mei Lan should understand why she shed tears at the moment she ate dog meat in yellow and yellow! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era

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I once read a story about why Monday is so far away from Friday while Friday is so close to Monday? Oh yeah! Why? Ha ha, why does time come so slowly when you are anxious, and time runs so fast when your heart slows down? When I was young, I always felt that time passed too slowly, looking forward to the festival and New Year. The devil of time is so annoying, always coming so slowly, when I was a teenager and needed time, it accelerated. The feeling of learning tension was really bad. I had to do a lot of homework and recite a lot of things, I am too stupid and always be criticized when I cannot catch up with time. Time always makes me helpless. When I grow up, I still chase Time. After chasing for so long, have you changed? There is no change in time, but I am 72 years older than my daughter! Born, remember, sensible, take care of yourself, earn your own living, mature, and stable up to now, 24 years, one month and 16 days, yes! For 24 years, my parents are old. Every time I go home, I will feel that my parents’ body and face have left the annual rings of years, which makes me sad. I want time to be slower and slower, and time is like water, it is difficult to get ascites from Yongdong stream. Never look back. Time. Slow down. In fact, it is not too fast time but too slow. When I was unable to pursue it, I would grow old, when women were big and changeable! It becomes the sunset in the afternoon, the sunset after the sunset, and the dusk after the sunset turns into midnight. I think life is over. A person’s life is like 24 hours a day, and now it is morning, both sides asked for leave today! I awake! Now I am sleepy again! Then good dream! Really sleepy that. I hope to wake up Monday can be closer to Friday and Friday can be further away from Monday ‥ ‥ ‥ ‥ ‥

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One day reunion of Line 4 people, went to Tianjin five old street of 14 private restaurant, before he he, we always go to a. Reunion always leaves, but now the taste and environment are as good as always. I chose this one at the same time. I was moved again because of a detail I liked together. You say, I still like it. I smiled. At that time, the familiar smell spread immediately, and the throbbing in my heart seemed to reach the highest point at once. The signboards still hanging in the alley and the warm lights in front of the door showed that it was still at the original origin, which was the real taste. Your favorite snack is still there, no need. I am afraid that some bad smell will destroy your good taste and mood. You said, then change something else, smile. I still like your clean smile. Decade. When booking, the boss kept our favorite position with tacit understanding. My friend said, as if we were going to change. The things in your heart are still there. Stubborn. We looked at each other and smiled. It’s just so puzzling. As long as we understand each other a little. You told me that I don’t like any behaviors and emotions that need to be strongly proved, or you need to save and prove traces. Because sometimes love is weak. Neither strong nor noble nor pure. I said, it’s okay. Hehe. Then put your hand in your hand and hold it hard. Raise your head and see that your eyes are a little red. You have always understood. I said. So I won’t explain it to you. Many years later, I still feel the same for you. Love. So don’t want said. This is the difference from you. You listen to. I shook it back. Say, I understand. I know you are remembering everything all the time. But I can’t bear to see you torture yourself again and again. You know I am always here and will not leave. I said, I understand, but our time will not be far away. You know. The World, honesty, city, program. He said that he had been together for 10 years. In the past few years, the separation will not decrease, but will be even worse. So please let me choose some ways I want to continue for a period of time, a period of road. We are as usual. Love.

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From September to December, the window became increasingly withered, thinner and clearer. It turned out that from summer to winter, it was really a blink of an eye! I still miss the past willingly or casually. Time flies so fast. From a long time ago to now, there are only a few careless dazzling eyes. I have been sitting in the classroom, the third row, outside the window of the primary school, there is a rhombus flower bed. Every March and April, under the warm sunny day when the cold weather receded, other flowers are not yet blooming. Magnolia is in full bloom like snow, and trees are full of purity like jade, which attracts everyone’s shining eyes. When you come back late in the morning, you will always look more admiringly, but the flowering period of Magnolia is very short, and today it is still like snow, A few days later, it was like snow. At this time, we had to clean the flower bed. Although the scenes had gone away in time, they were deeply left in our mind. At first, we swept them into a pile with brooms carefully, it was just sweeping here and falling there. There were naughty boys shaking the trees constantly, like Snow White flowers falling all over their heads, then they grabbed petals all over the ground to fight the snow battle in spring, and then they didn’t enjoy themselves, then he picked up the broom and chased it fiercely. Under his feet, it was white. Magnolia was still floating in the wind. Everyone under the tree chased after me around the flower bed, laughing and scolding, circling around, today, many years later, when I hear that the young singing in the song is no longer in the wind, I am still still reading, and the time when the white clothes are fluttering will always think of laughing and scolding, the innocent time with a smile like flowers reminds me of the snow all over the sky. There are no flowers or trees outside the window of Magnolia Middle School, only one side of the sky without margin and a wall standing up, in many lengthy and boring classes, the left ear is lying on the table, watching the birds outside the window stop at the wall to take a breath and then fly away, watching the Catkins all over the sky After Yang Xu spread all over the sky, looking at the swan goose from a word to a word, then from a word to a word, looking at the snow along the wall melting into water, frozen into ice and thin outside the window, it is also winter back to spring and summer, four Seasons turns staged! The window of senior high school is different from year to year. The window of senior high school is a touch of purple long, covered by purple vines winding around the corridor, with subtle purple flowers hanging down. Under the blue sky, bees and butterflies are flying, in the night sky, there was Fragrance scattered. During class, everyone danced on the corridor, laughing unscrupulously. But later, the corridor was torn down, and purple vines were estimated to be still in some corner even with vines and leaves, no one asked, a row of tall and straight ginkgo trees survived or died outside the window of senior two. In spring, braving new green, in summer, verdant. In autumn, the trees are full of golden yellow, with the wind, ginkgo leaves drooped to the ground in one direction, and their eyes were fixed on the beautiful autumn wind sweeping the leaves. I still remember the teacher’s sentence that the scenery outside was so beautiful, there are a lot of mistakes in your multiple choice questions. Laughter last month, I saw a photo of “Autumn silence” in the school photography exhibition. The same gingko stands, the same yellow leaves spread on the floor, but I have changed the place, in the October day of another year, the window of senior three was built by high stone steps, and only one layer of blue stone steps could be seen. By chance, I saw the weak buds caught in the cracks of the stone, the only hint of green full of cyan and gray, day by day, from the green which can hardly be seen to the slightly curved Bud like bean sprouts, slowly stretches out from curling up, swells up, and finally leaves out a small yellowish flower, yes, even in the dark and petrified hopeless situation, as long as we go up tenaciously, flowers will bloom. We also took the college entrance examination when it was still open. From then on, I haven’t come back. One day, I saw several meters of cartoon “a flower comes out every day in my heart”. I was wondering whether the flower in my heart was also a pale yellow one year, I am still sitting in the classroom, the third row, by the window, the scenery outside the window changes year by year, I grow up in the changing scenery year by year, forward

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One sentence, one song, when it comes to heart singing to lung. Someone once said that the reason why people say verbally that they don’t want to fall in love is that there is a person in their heart that they can’t have. Zhang Liangying’s song was also sung. I had the courage to leave, but I was reluctant to let love die. No matter how hard my heart is, there is no meaning without you. I really miss you, and I am really sorry that I hate you. If I can love you again, I will never forget that I still love you, in my diary, it is too late to write down tears-I have spent five Spring and Autumn Periods inadvertently in the inscription, but every spring, I live so sad. It seems that there have been two times, the sudden emotional breakdown in front of people, the spring two years ago, and the spring of this year. Sometimes missing is like sulfuric acid, slowly eroding my heart day by day until it decays gradually. I once never found that the diary was full of names of one person, and I never found that there was his shadow at the beginning of each time. Maybe it is stubbornness or persistence. As long as you calm down, you will start to miss you constantly. Looking back, once you also took the initiative, but I ignored that heart. Sometimes, I really hate myself. Why do I understand you so much? I understand that you are a person who will not show kindness even if you love you very much. The Kite Runner says that losing or getting is always more hurtful than never getting. However, some people think that everyone has a different way. If they are lucky to meet each other, they will break up if they are not destined. Once I met, it was better than never met. In my opinion, the former is more suitable for my own experience. I have never been a person who should be sympathized, but I live like I need to be sympathized. In fact, I despise myself very much. At last, I understood the reason why people hurt more. TOYOU: I can’t forget you in depression, just like I can’t find you in soberness. If I didn’t love you, how could I sigh casually. Love, that dream, that you, and that time; However, after more than half a year’s spoiling, I spent five years learning independence again, and look for those personalities that I once discarded for you. You never know, howmuchyoumeantomallthetime. Only when I am not in the same city, I will not be afraid of meeting; Escape, the farther the better, breathing the sky you have never breathed; If I don’t meet, I will not be afraid. In fact, I have already spent all my courage, but in return, I will never forgive. Every night, thoughts are struggling, afraid to hear the answer that they don’t want to hear. Then, he spent a lot of efforts to restrain his impulse, and finally he had to sleep in exhaustion. Zhang Xiaoxian once wrote that there may be an irreplaceable relationship in the world, but no one is irreplaceable. Also, we are just missing things that are too real, such as you and me at that time.

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I haven’t kept a diary on the computer for a long time. Maybe I can’t remember those years any more. In junior three and senior one, many people or things are getting farther and farther away from me. But it seems to me, but it seems that I am not so lonely and only have another shadow to accompany me. About him, about that day, I didn’t understand how the profound and loss-bearing at that time continued step by step? I would rather believe that the I am at this moment is too lonely? Because it is still so simple and happy, I really want to approach him. Just like the plots in all romantic movies, dependence is so beautiful. I can never see the reality clearly. Maybe only deceiving myself and others can make me happy. Therefore, even if the fantasy is mixed with disappointment, I can hardly give up. Many things are beyond my control. The most stupid thing is that you want to deceive the whole world after cheating yourself. I suddenly understood how naive those thoughts were at that time. In fact, I am not brave at all, no matter who I am facing. The struggle that cares too much can make people feel uncomfortable. I have asked for countless times, why? Why does he influence me like this. The answer is that I give him such rights. For a moment, I really wanted to escape, thinking that as long as I pretended to stay away from him carelessly, it would be liberation. I still remember that day, I told myself very seriously that I would never push myself to the cliff of disappointment for the little hope that existed. The fact is that I repeat such steps over and over again, just like moths blowing into fire. But it really doesn’t matter. All frustration will pass and all disappointment will end. But I am still looking forward to the dream-like story. In fact, it is really easy for me to be satisfied, so that the happiness of others can move me to a mess, so that a word of care makes me very happy. I also thought over and over again that maybe I was wrong from beginning to end. For example, I don’t understand love, but just covet a dependence. For example, we are not suitable at all, but I always put him in an important position. I still remember that I expected his reply after commenting on his comments. I still remember that I couldn’t sleep in all kinds of self-made stories. In fact, many things seem to be idiots to others, and only oneself can understand that sweetness. Once, I was very keen on such a game, about conjecture and mystery, nobody could see through who? We were all affectionate in our own castles, but we never approached. Maybe, after so many days, I will never find that feeling again. All I know is that the fear of gain and loss actually makes people collapse, while the wavering mood makes people helpless. I think, whether it’s me or you, there are many things you don’t know. Because there is something wrong, they will leave each other. Mistakes and mistakes are just our human nature. Today, Ling said to me: I know you must want to get it (a heart-shaped balloon). I immediately noticed her meaning. Yes, the chaotic interpersonal relationship is full of ambiguous atmosphere of gossip and gossip. Sorry, smart as I don’t understand, why is this? Tomorrow was once very important to me, but now I am afraid of being late. Because I was afraid of loneliness, I couldn’t wait to get close to you, but the result just made me feel more lonely. It doesn’t matter. I never know that the most important pride is the insurmountable wall between us. Unwillingness to compromise is my most stupid choice; And silence is the final answer you left to me. Sorry, the ending I can think of is a tragedy without exception. If one day our world really does not have any intersection, I still hope that these deep and shallow memories belonging to me can always exist in my heart.

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