Before leaving, I forgot to look at the timetable of the library. I didn’t know until I saw the closed door that the two-day break was opened half an hour late. The thin rain floating in the Sky adds loneliness and sorrow for no reason. In this secluded corner, it was hard to see the pedestrians coming and going. Only a cut of cold plum stood in the trees not far away. Without glittering snow, the hazy plum blossom seems to be missing a wisp of character and a little more vulgar, mixed with the dilapidated branches and leaves. It is hard to remind people that it is already a hundred feet of ice on the cliff, I still have fancy pride. Such noble and elegant objects cannot get rid of the shackles of the secular world. How can we ordinary people avoid the fate of submitting to the secular world? I closed my eyes to make the music circulating in my ears bigger and bigger! Forget the mundane noise! Annihilate time and urge ruthlessly! Let’s cry from loneliness! I just want to be quiet and not disturbed. Yesterday, I went to buy watches in cold rain. I am hate going out when it rains the most. The low dark clouds will make me feel bored, the splashing dirty rain makes me angry, and the anxious trace of hurried pedestrians makes me confused, but yesterday, I was really eager to realize that I needed a watch, which could save me from the heavy weight of wearing a mobile phone and the fear of being forgotten by time. As long as I don’t have a mobile phone one day, I will feel comfortable, free, quiet and happy. What surprised me most was that I bought a light green cup with a faint aroma of green tea, which was my favorite flavor, so the mood for several days was extremely happy because of this Cup. I think this cold plum certainly doesn’t want to be with me. Look, a nerd who is stunned in the rain and has no interest! x sent a sentence in the dynamic: the boy in the subway is thinking of ways to occupy a seat for his girlfriend, it is really good! Whether it is young or love. So a soft corner in my heart slightly hurt. Really good! Young, love. I met with the classmates who graduated from Tongjiang, so I walked forward together, talking about work, ideal, fear and loss. I said: when I recall it, the only regret is that I didn’t make good use of my time and learned more. He said yes, he tried hard to make himself proud, but he ended up with nothing. Time went by hurriedly in our extravagance of lofty sentiments. Unfortunately, I didn’t read the books I liked carefully and repeatedly for several times, instead, I took a cursive look at them and swept them away impetuously. I could only speak roughly, coaxing people who didn’t know, I also coaxed myself; Unfortunately, I didn’t dive down to practice a good word, which could match an excerpted poem; Unfortunately, I didn’t make up my mind to buy a ticket alone, carrying a schoolbag, I took a carefree trip; Unfortunately, I didn’t take better care of myself and the people I loved. Years ago, I came to Wuhan with my parents. When talking about graduation in the car, I couldn’t help feeling: I really graduated, just like a rootless duckweed, which was driven over and run over. Father said: What are you afraid of? No matter what, with us, we will always be your strong backing. Therefore, the fear of the unknown also became extremely powerful courage. Yesterday, my father called again: you have graduated. Don’t rush to work. Come to us for a few months. It’s really hard to study. You should have a good rest! I smiled and said: I don’t spoil my children so much. Why are I tired of reading? Then he became serious: I didn’t spoil you any more. I just felt that I didn’t love enough. I didn’t ask you for much success. It would be better if I didn’t get tired! A sentence suddenly flashed through my mind: Some people don’t ask whether you fly high or not, but only worry whether you are tired or not. In front of such deep love, I often feel that I am too small and too inadequate, so I always tell myself that you can be better and better. I always hope that what I have is what I deserve. Cold, most difficult jiang xi, three cups two weak tea, how enemy it, anxious night to the wind? This month is the season of warmth and cold, but what about the life we are about to enter? Is it warm at first sight or warm at first sight?
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