On Thursday, August 15th, 2013, sunny this morning before the sun rose, my sister got up early for the first time in this summer vacation. Sleeping on the same bed, I didn’t even notice the movement of her packing her bags and leaving home. Maybe this was something I had already expected, so my brain subconsciously blocked her movement, let me continue to sleep. I didn’t even ask. When I woke up, the sky was already bright. Looking at my mother who was only grooming in the bathroom in the empty house, I had no time to think about the scene when my sister and father left the house. Because I want to clean myself up as soon as possible and then set foot on a company that has been internship for two months without any salary. When I finished everything, it was already 07:10 Beijing time. My mother shouted that it was too late to go to work. She put on her shoes in a hurry and opened the door to go out. Of course, she didn’t forget to tell me to close the door and window at the moment she closed the door, for these, I always disdain to respond to her. I always think that I am a fool, and she is lowering my IQ by doing so. After my mother went out, I was really the only one left at home. I was not in a hurry. I was not in a hurry at all. I recalled that I left home at 07:30 yesterday and crowded the bus for four or ten minutes, after getting off the bus, I walked for more than ten minutes and climbed stairs for two minutes (there were too many people waiting for the elevator, fortunately, I was only on the fourth floor). At the moment I arrived at the office sliding door, however, the door was still closed motionlessly. I bet I walked back and forth for at least half an hour and 1/2 before someone opened the door. So I decided to stay at home for at least another twenty or ten minutes before leaving. I thought this was a wise choice. The window of the living room was facing the sun in the morning, and I began to feel it was a kind of enjoyment. How wonderful this morning was, because now this House only belongs to me, what a luxury thing this is. I think I should do something. I can’t waste the aura of activating my brain this morning. So I began to wonder how my sister and father were doing this morning in the living room. Will my father jump out of bed as usual and light a cigarette to visit the washroom at home? I have protested to him for our urinals more than once to stop smoking in the washroom, obviously, it has never worked. However, my younger sister must be confused about what to wear to cover her fat body which was nowhere to be placed. Maybe it would be too harsh to cover it, on the other hand, she would lower her requirements and focus again on whether the fat on her body could look more harmonious and beautiful. In a word, one step out of the House could rub the meat for a long time, most of the time, after tangled up, she dumped the clothes, then the strange mother bought her clothes with snot and tears all made her look fat, but she never solved the real problem, thinking whether she should lose weight, I knew it was hard for her, and of course she wouldn’t bother herself either. She still had to eat and sleep after eating, which could not be delayed, of course, it has always been the winner of a potential stock. It is obvious that you need to wear it even if you look fat today. The first reason is that you are with your father. The second reason is that it is very important to go back to your hometown to get an ID card this time. She is not allowed to play tricks. Such a scene is absolutely without mother’s nagging, which is a necessary seasoning before going out. It can be imagined that my father and younger sister mentioned the traveling bag which had been prepared yesterday without turning back, and cut off the sound source of the nagging sound which was still echoed by the ears tightly with a door. Simply, Decisively, no more nonsense slipped out of the crack. However, my mother could only sigh that the large and small back disappeared so fast. When I wrote here, I glanced out of the window. It seemed that the sun was getting bigger and more dazzling. I had a bad feeling that I grabbed the mobile phone subconsciously, on the screen, I was going to be late for work at 07:50,Oh,mygod. I had to leave. This is the end of my wonderful morning.

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After experiencing the college entrance examination, I stepped into college life with dissatisfaction. Originally full of curiosity, I entered the university with all kinds of wishes, but now I have no motivation to ask myself to study harder. University, what a gorgeous word, but let me down like this. I thought the campus was so beautiful and the people in the campus were so elegant, but all this in front of me really disappointed me. In college, I am really a rascal. It has been almost a year since I went to college. The life in university is not as busy as that in high school, and has no motivation to pursue one’s own ideal. It is spent in decadence every day. What else can I do besides class? Bubble library? Or go out to find the experience needed by the society? Doing nothing, is this the status of college students now? Perhaps, many college students were anxious and told themselves in their hearts that college life passed away soon. What did they learn during this period? Got what? Maybe, when we think of these, we will feel sad and feel uncomfortable. Then why not change your own ideas, shout for yourself with the most real thoughts in your heart, and create your own miracles with actions? In college, my heart is trembling. Walking aimlessly, this is my current state. I had no ideal, no goal, and no motivation to learn. I just passed through my freshman year. The good habit I formed in high school gradually moved away from me, and more was sitting in front of the computer in a daze and doing nothing. I like English, and gradually hate it. I am lazy all the time. I am no longer willing to speak my favorite English, even if it is my professional course, I still use this attitude to examine it. I am lively and cheerful. When I went to college, I was unwilling to deal with more people and participate in any activities. I used to like to be a class cadre, in this stage, there is no idea that is stirring. On the contrary, I prefer a quiet life without any struggle. In this year, after experiencing so many things and seeing so many faces, I really feel that people in universities are so hard to guess, it seems that they don’t want others to see their real faces. It seems that everyone wears a mask, which makes people puzzled. There is a question in my mind all the time. Shouldn’t college students have higher quality? But why are all the scenes that I see? People are in panic. In college, there are many hearts that you can’t guess; After those smiling faces, I don’t know what I think. Maybe this is the reason why I don’t want to say anything. Every dead of night, thinking about these is terrible. People should learn to be content and happy. In her, I saw the little fun in life. I wouldn’t ask too much of myself, but it would be good to work hard. Her attitude towards life I am impossible to learn, even though I said I didn’t care about it, I still felt bitter in my heart and complained about it. So I was unhappy and it was really hard to be myself. Smile is not as comfortable as before, confidence is not as good as before, and nothing is worse than before. This is me in college. In college, everyone has his own pursuit and dream. Don’t let time slip away like this. College time is really not long. Now is the time to think about your future, it’s time to think about how to live up to yourself. Don’t leave too many regrets, because we have lost too much. Don’t be stubborn, don’t waste your youth any more, do something meaningful. Don’t forget who you are. Fight for your dream from now on. Is the desire written by Mao Jiamin a little awake for those confused children like us? Long time wants to say that those years were so confused and also really difficult to choose and choose joys and sorrows. I have been so persistent. Why on earth is the long journey of life longing for a sincere life in my heart? Seriously, work hard, run wild, success is at hand

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Because I want to work and live, I don’t have time to think so much and think about that. I always pass by my literary friends, and there is no party time. Because I had to see my mother, I didn’t have the energy to fight with others and fight with unfairness, so my heart became indifferent a lot. Because you shouldn’t bother me, you set up a rejection for your mobile phone and didn’t let your mind enter my mailbox again. It was also for your own good that you could forget me as soon as possible. I have said it, I have said it many times, you are you, I am me, we are just parallel lines and never cross. You have always known that I came to this world only to find the child watering flowers five thousand years ago and repay the Jade Dew he watered for me. Yes, I love to cry, because I owe him Yu Lu, and I have to repay it, so in this life I can only repay it with tears, cry tears dry until it Withers …… because of alcohol, in the short moment of gathering with literary friends, are you a Zhongyuan guest? Is Li punch? Is Jiang wild? Or Black? It touched my acute nerve and made me burst into tears. I had to walk out of the private room and run to the riverside of Qinghe to whine and cry. I drank too much, which lifted up the bitterness of all my forced depression in my heart, A lot of things were presented in my mind like movies, which were to express my true feelings after drinking and tears. Xiaosu came to persuade me, Sister Ping came to persuade me. I asked them to go back to the private room and let me vent myself, I just want to cry quietly alone …… because of you, my life is not boring, my heart is ridged with holes, my emotions are so acute, and my people are sentimental. But why can’t we get to know each other together? Love each other but lao yan flies separately …… yes, for your career, you let me live in hell, and people are in the volcano; Yes, for your future, you do not hesitate to hurt a girl’s innocent love and break a girl’s beautiful dream; Are you the flower girl who watered me five hundred years ago, making me cry for you and sad for you in this life! Because I want to forget you, I work hard and study hard, but I pave a golden road for myself and have a bright future. Who can expect it? I am a little junior high school graduate, no matter how good the shoulder is, I will become a chicken and a Phoenix in less than two years, and a dragon in a snake …… the work I have worked for for so many years will be praised, although there are so many scumbags, I still have the possibility of shining …… should I thank you or hate you? I to mock. But I don’t want this kind of life in my heart. Let others say I am a bachelor, and let others add some rumors and right and wrong. I am just an ordinary little girl in the countryside. After thinking about it, I want to find a Prince Charming who loves me and I love to live a field life made by men and women. But when I ask about the current politics, I ignore the secular world, like Tao Yuanming’s paradise, he lived in peace, peace and happiness all his life. After that kind of free and unfettered earthly fireworks like immortals when you ploughed the fields, drew the paintings, wrote poems, and accompanied by me …… I hate you because I love you, I bought a mobile phone number and sent messages to scold you. Then I turned off the phone, leaving you angry nowhere to vent. After turning on the phone, I received your harassing calls again and again, but I didn’t answer them, I didn’t respond to the message, and I was angry with you. Later, I received it and sent it in an nasal voice: I will accuse you of harassing me by calling me again, which scares you so much that you dare not ask who I am. I also changed this number and threw it into the river. You have hurt me for decades. It is not too much for me to scold you once. I have already repaid what I owe you. You are not the flower girl who watered me five hundred years ago, I have shed tears for you for so many years, I am really wronged …… because of my girlfriend’s difficulty, I want to help her, let her get out of the shadow as soon as possible, get out of the pain, and come to the happy world, I told her the stories of me and you, as well as the stories of girls I have helped for so many years. What were her experiences! She was very sensitive and also very easy to extort. She relieved her heart under the irrigation of beer, and finally stopped her tears. She assured me that she must live a good life in the future and no longer think nonsense. It is so good that we can live well without men. Without love, we also have family affection and friendship, we also have our shoulders and responsibilities, and women can live brighter than men. Suicide is a manifestation of immaturity and cowardice. We will never go that way again. All roads lead to Rome, and we will definitely walk a golden road for ourselves. Because since ancient times, the beauty in people’s hearts has been so thin that they don’t know that these are caused by feudal ethics. We must be self-respecting and brave. Red sleeves we are no worse than men, no weaker than men. Without us women, there will be no men. We must strive for self-improvement and add color to our red sleeves in the contemporary era. Because I have to do a lot of work, I have no time to go out to play, and I have no inspiration to write poems. Prose is casual. After the exam, I should write prose well and strive for a quota of contract writers. Strive for this!

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