On the way back to my sister’s home that day, I saw someone selling green flowers, so I stopped walking. I liked them because they were simple leaves, the branches and tendrils are circling enchanting. When I got home, my mother said how to buy a pot of flowers like sweet potato seedlings. I said, I bought it when I thought it was beautiful. Cut one and put it in the bottle. Today, I suddenly found a long root, and I was interested in it for a moment. I took it to the computer, and the more I saw it, the more delighted I was. Looking at it, I suddenly remembered a lot of things. I remembered the flowers I planted at school, the orchid Lili gave me, and the duck’s paw given to me by chao er. They are all simple flowers, the simple ones I like. When I was at school, in the spring of 2013, I went to Xining flower market with Xiaojie as if I was crazy and bought a lot of flower seeds. At that time, I wanted to see the new power, watching the seeds break through the ground, and then feeling the joy brought by the small but strong power. When I went back to the dormitory, I went to the garden of Yifu Building with my eldest grandson to dig the soil. I went to the back of the island with Xiaojie to decorate the soil. Then I planted the flowers. Daijie planted them for his girlfriend Shanshan, he said he wanted to compare with me whose flowers grew first. I planted, just think, this flower is to attestation my near leave Xining, leave that group let me like 90 after children, leave closest Blue Sky Plateau. I felt a little sad at that time, but I couldn’t tell how I felt when I saw the flowers became more and more spirited under the careful care of me and Da Yang. At that time, I stood in front of the window and looked at the flowers every day, now it seems that there is still a kind of power in it when I think of it. Later, the first one that came out unexpectedly was sunflower, which bloomed in the sun, and then it was dancing grass. Later, I began to feel that it seemed to follow me. I like sunshine and walking in the sunshine, I remember Da Yang once said, in the plateau, you are in the sun, isn’t it hot? But I like sunshine very much, and I also remember when I was sitting behind the island cultural and sports hall with song Gaoshuai and Zhang Zai, enjoying the sun and listening to music. I like pure and simple green and grass, but I don’t like enchanting flowers. What grows are also grass, dancing grass and sunflowers. Yes, I like simple flowers, simple things and simple people. However, I always like to think more. Looking at the constellation, it is because of insecurity. I think it may be like this. Because I care too much, I will think more. I think this is the case. Only after experiencing something can I know that I am so timid, so afraid of losing, friendship or love. I am afraid of that kind of accidental loss. Worried about the sudden silence, is it true that if life is just like the first sight? A year passed quickly, but I forgot a lot and lost a lot of things that I once cared most. So I began to be more and more afraid, more and more worried and more at a loss. I began to find that I had deviated from my dream for too long. That day, when I faced so many problems that I couldn’t solve, I struggled for several days, looked at those things blankly, and then began to try, which was solved in a few days and nights, at the moment I finished it, I felt tired and persisted for so long. Finally, I could watch TV without any pressure like someone else. I once expressed envy to him, remember that he said that you should finish your work first. So, I slept for two days, two days without white or black. Every day, I sleep on the bed after eating, and then dream about some people and things. Sometimes I feel that dreaming is also very good, because no matter what the result is, I can wake up and recall them again, sometimes, I also wonder whether dreams are another world? Some people say that you dream of someone because that person misses you. Such fallacy is also beautiful. It seems that little Japan misses me the most. I looked out of the window. The light on the opposite floor was so beautiful, like a star in the air. I like starry sky. When I was young, I could see a lot of stars on the bridge at home. How beautiful it is. When I grow up, I want a glass house in which I can watch the stars. Although some people say that the Glass House is not good and fully transparent, I like it. Now I think of how good it was when I was a child. There was no mess and no complexity. People like me would have a big head when they met complicated things. They didn’t want to face them and wanted to hide. Waiting for the sunny day in my own world, waiting for the sunny day. Later, I found that the friends I identified were also simple, and I liked simple things and simple life. Thoughts disarray. Miss some man. The green rose seems to have grown into a new green. The purest green. Look back at 76, how nice!

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Work hard to design a teaching plan and courseware, not for good lessons, but for participating in the selection of an excellent teaching resource. Participating in such an activity is not for seeking fame and gain, but for the promotion, some certificates are needed to pave the way. The helpless thing is that I am not in the state at all. What I need to endure is that I must go all out, because it is not easy to have such an opportunity, and I have to cherish it when I strive for it. I have to go to school on time every day, not to work better, but to deal with attendance. Sign in and sign out in the morning, and sign in and sign out in the afternoon. Managers think that teaching quality can be achieved if teachers are controlled by time. As everyone knows, the school is not the workshop of the factory, the office of more than twenty people, a group of female teachers gathered together, it is strange that they can do teaching and research! What I had no choice but to reject this kind of control and constraint in my heart; But what I needed to endure was that it was an iron discipline to sign in and sign out, and I had to abide by it. Almost all the people who stay online all day have an independent space. Everyone has little privacy, which is far or near, deep or shallow. I am no exception. But my husband cannot tolerate me having a QQ alone. He thought that I should say anything to him, why should I say it to netizens? Having an independent QQ means there are many hidden secrets, which are betrayal to him. What I have no choice but to help him understand the word privacy. What I need to endure is that he hangs my QQ every day to see who comes up to talk to me; Look through my chat records, look through the mailbox to see what privacy I have????? Day by day, I had no choice but to live a depressed life sometimes. But what I needed to endure was that I was just over forty years old, with my mother at seventy or eighty years old and children in high school at the bottom, I must live well, not only to enjoy life, but also to fulfill the responsibility of a daughter and a mother! What you can do is to tighten your teeth and endure in a lot of helplessness!!!

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