Mom, I haven’t told you the truth for a long time. The recent calls can’t end well. There are some things in my heart, which are not good for you or me.

It’s not that I don’t understand and don’t worry, but I don’t know what to do. They all said that my heart was very strong, and it seemed that I had a strong endurance. It didn’t matter how many times I failed. But they don’t know I recently never by 2 slept, I don’t know what I’m doing, just quietly in bed, see learning software, for a moment think things, after a while, I shed tears inexplicably. As long as I think of those annoying and frustrated things, I will sweat all over and want to cry. My tears are worthless, but for me, it is the best choice to decompress.

I know that you have been attributing all these mistakes to my failure to work. I have understood this very well, and I am also regretting it. This is the thing I regret most and feel inferior. Therefore, I don’t like being reminded by others. When I think of being alert to I am occasionally, I will feel numb when I hear it. Although many predecessors told me before that the university should also work hard, otherwise it would be suspended and I could not get the certificate. But people are always like this. They have to experience before they understand, and they are often late to understand. What kind of doctor’s degree or vocational high school health school is such a rule, but some people have higher IQ, some have higher EQ, and some have better luck. But my IQ and EQ are not high, and my luck is not good either. You must say again that if you don’t work hard, you will have congenital deficiency and have more than the day after tomorrow. But this is another thing that is easy to say and difficult to do. But now I understand.

Anyway, I am very sensitive now. There are always people who keep caring about my exam. They are all friends and acquaintances. I don’t want to say what they mean, but it feels terrible to be consoled by others for their weaknesses. They are different from you. You are my mother and you are responsible for me, but they are unnecessary, so I am very disgusted with what they do. In short, I am won’t expose others’ scars again and again.

You always say that you miss my senior three most because I am obedient. During that special period, students, teachers and parents were suppressing themselves, so I was obedient. Many people also say that I give people the feeling that I am a good girl, obedient and fond of learning. Others say that I look like a bully. But people who are familiar with me know me. In fact, I am not good and very rebellious. A few years ago, it might be adolescent hormones, but now, I am over 20 years old. I think maybe I am just like this. If I become good in the future, it will be that the society has smoothed the edges and corners of my polygon, which is smooth and worldly-wise and handy for me.

I also miss the days before the college entrance examination, such as the solution of various functions, the ancient poems and essays at hand, the mother who rushed to get there every day because of carsickness, the mother who picked me up at night self-study, and a bowl of steamed eggs every night.

But I enjoyed the first year of junior high school more. I was very sober that whole year. I have no friends, and I am not familiar with everyone. I regard myself as a lone errant every day, enjoying myself and being silent. Working hard for a small mp3, the point is that I won. After that, I lost from the senior high school entrance examination until now.

The last psychological test said that all my pressure came from the fear of the future, not from my parents, society or myself. It seemed that everyone didn’t have high requirements on me. But I am afraid of the future. I am afraid that she will not be satisfied and can not become a useful person.

There is a Buddhist saying that all good and bad situations will not last long.

Night long and then black, always dawn.

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Today is the last day of October. I didn’t spend it at home. Welcome friends to invite, then came to Kunming, which is famous for its Spring City. Kunming is a warm city with national characteristics. Just of the railway carriage. What I saw at first sight was not cement buildings, but rows of orderly buildings with rare folk customs. It can be seen that in fact, these buildings are not wooden architectures, but only colored and shaped on the basis of modern architectures. Yunnan is one of the provinces where ethnic minorities are relatively concentrated in our country. Guangxi, Qinghai, Tibet, Xinjiang and other places where ethnic minorities in our country are relatively gathered, I haven’t had time to go around one by one. However, when I arrived in Yunnan, there was a curtain of silence in I AM heart. It is not difficult to see from these buildings that the cultural deposits of the minority are extremely profound. Although the buildings at present are not too high, the billboards on the Avenue are also made of antique wood or bamboo, and are painted with bronze, which makes them look a bit primitive. However, these wooden or bamboo brands have been slightly treated with their craft. The appearance is not only beautiful but also durable. There are road signs and signs everywhere, as well as the exclusive yard which can be seen faintly not far away. There are hanging turret buildings like our Tujia, but it is not necessarily true. Maybe this is their culture. In fact, the Chinese culture integrated by all our nations was originally like this. Although all of them were the grand unification of Chinese culture, the grand unification of Chinese culture which has been basically hanized now is just taking its essence well and gathering its essence. Different cultures seem to be similar, but they are also very different. Of course, the depth and breadth of our Chinese culture I am beyond words. Besides, I have not done too deep research in this aspect. However, when I came to Kunming, I felt quite touched: they still have their own characteristics and inherited them, which is really rare. According to my friends, Kunming has developed rapidly over the years. However, I was personally on the scene, and I felt it. In terms of seasons, other parts of the motherland have already been the late autumn of Xiao cha, and even the Northeast has already entered the winter. But here, everything is still so vibrant and lively. There is no smell of late autumn. The sound of city construction scattered everywhere was permeated with songs in the wind of Kunming. Around the quaint buildings, it is still green and vigorous, making people happy. Occasionally, when the soft wind passes by, a few leaves fall down and are still green. Picking it up and holding it in my hand, I always feel that it is more pleasant than the green of the southern city. Green is much tender compared to southern cities. The wind in Kunming is not as fierce as that in the north of our country, nor as fierce as that in Guangzhou, Zhanjiang, Shenzhen, Fuzhou and Xiamen. The wind here is gentle and soft. When the wind passes by, there is no bleak autumn. The leaves falling with the wind were scattered on the Avenue and into the lake of Kunming. The soft lake water is also so cozy. Scattered floating mixed cutout flowers, bearing the light leaves, wander on the surface of the lake to your heart’s content. It seems that in their eyes, there is no noise in the city and no sense of vicissitudes in the world. In fact, in the huge world, their lives are not noble, and even can be said to be humble. However, in their humble, they are quietly presenting their unique beauty of life. This can’t help reminding me of a short paragraph of words sent by an Internet recently: life is like grass, and a season of fragrance is fleeting. Only after experiencing the humble experience, can you understand that blooming is particularly valuable. Lowliness makes him understand the ups and downs of life, and makes him know the vicissitudes of life. Pursuing nobility in the humble place and calm down in the prosperous place can only go through the golden years and finally let the Flower of Life Bloom proudly! Thinking about it carefully, the primitive and unsophisticated national culture of Kunming is still passed down alone and proud in this flourishing age. It still retains its characteristics in the tide and waves of modern development, which is all in line with these short lines of words, it also has the same moral. 2013 nian 10 yue 31 ri in Kunming

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上班看手机被领导发现,挨批了,还扣了我一百元奖金,很心痛。我的工作是守一台机器,它不正常了,我就把它调一下;它正常的时候,我就闲的很,又走不开,无聊的发慌,于是对照南怀瑾先生的《论语别裁》背《论语》,不知下班将至。 学而时习之,不亦说乎;有朋自远方来,不亦乐乎;人不知而不愠,不亦君子乎。 这一句初中时学过,还记得悦与乐的区别。学而时习,必有所得,会心一笑,是为 悦 也。好友远道而来,言笑无忌,能不眉飞色舞吗?所以是 乐 。 人不知 是说别人的误会和不理解, 不愠 是我们的正确反应。每个人都有被误会的时候,我们常常在小说里看到一言不和,大打出手,为一个误会搞得血淋淋,泪斑斑。拍戏是很精彩,落到自己头上就欲哭无泪了。所以我们一定要心平气和,能解释清楚就尽量说清楚。真的说不清,也就由让它去吧,没什么大不了,清者自清。我想,推销员该是把这句话落实得最好的人。 有子曰,其为人也孝弟,而好犯上者,鲜也;不好犯上而好作乱者,未之有也。君子务本,本立而道生。孝弟也者,其为仁之本与? 这句话有些难搞,道啊,仁啊的。贯彻一下不求甚解的精神,先放一边,等过几年看看。前一句还是好懂一点,只是好像是错的。有子,是孔子的学生,他说一个人在家里能孝敬父母,在外能结交朋友,就不会犯上作乱。看一看现实,他是不是说错了?就是历史上好多巨奸大恶,他们的私德都无懈可击。可是这一句摆在这里一两千年,有问题也不会等到我来发现。我搞不懂,只好接着往下看: 子曰,巧言令色,鲜也仁! 巧言就别说了, 令色 这两个字,我理解为命令脸上的肌肉,让脸好看一点。就是一个职业化的笑容,很讨厌。以电影《的士速递》里那个的哥第一次领的士车牌时,问那女办事员要的那个笑脸为代表。我对这句话的理解是虚伪的东西不会有 仁 。突然想到也许犯上作乱的人的私德是虚伪的?不能称为 孝弟 ?也许我该先搞清楚什么是 孝弟 再说,那就先放一放吧。 曾子曰,吾日三省吾身,为人谋,不忠乎?与朋友交,不信乎?传不习乎? 这句话早就听说了,当时就觉得麻烦,一日三省,省得自己都没有一块好肉了,一省还差不多。没几天就连 一省 也没有了。儒家就是这样,对自己要求太严格了。有好多道理是要付诸行动的,又不容易实行,更别说坚持了。好像李敖说过 能多做一分英雄,就少做一分混蛋 不知道原话是不是这样,意思应该差不多。我也试着 省省 吧。能省几天就不知道了。 为人谋,不忠乎?我一农民工,天天为老板谋,敢不忠吗?不要奖金啦?工资不想涨了?不敢不忠。这一 省 可以免了吧?转念间,我也是人啦!我为我谋,也是要 省 一下的啊。家懒外勤,这一省就把我妈造的这个成语想起来了,她老人家是说我回家了万事不管。还真是这样,为老板打工,背着各种规矩,各种压力,不敢松懈。下班了,有点时间,也有很多次下过决心,利用这点时间,为自己谋一下,可是总是 不忠 。所以到现在一事无成。我十九岁那年,在工厂一天工作十四个小时,能挣二十多块,不到三十块钱。就想,要是我在家里抓十四个小时的泥鳅,绝对不止这点收入。于是我辞工回家,结果是抓泥鳅卖的钱没有置办工具时花的多。因为没有压力,就没有动力了。这样看来,这一 省 不能免,为自己加加压。广告都说要对自己狠一点。 与朋友交,不信乎?这个好像不能太 信 ,太信了,笑话实话难分,会让别人当傻逼的。对好朋友不用省一定会 信 的,不然,也成不了好朋友。现在还没有混到有很多好朋友托我办事的地步,三俩朋友,偶尔有事,不用备忘录也记得清清楚楚。要是有一天,需要想还有答应谁的事没做,那我就牛逼大发了。 传不习乎?这个传,我现在也不知道念哪个音,也不管了,反正哪个音都能把字打出来。这一条也要等我 为我谋 时来省。 子曰,道千乘之国,敬事而信,节用而爱人,使民以时。 说到领导了,我也来忧国忧民一下,最近红十字会被网友喊滚了,就是因为没有 敬事 ,所以大家都不信它,让它滚。也没有 节用 ,把救灾款用得天怒人怨。这么好的道理,它们不懂吗?懂了也不会做,它们只剩下物欲了。其实这论语应该是领导们来学习的,老子今天不学习了! 2013424 昨天把 三省 搞错了,是三个方面,不是三次。 这句话放在个人身上也有道理,牛逼一下,把自己当成 千乘之国 就好了。敬事就是要我们有良好的职业道德,提高自己的职业技能。不管做生意,还是打工,你做到了,别人才会相信你,给你订单,给你升职,钱也就多了起来。有钱了咋办呢?要 节用而爱人 ,别误会,不是要你省着钱去抱二奶,找小三。夫子不提倡。还是要先养家,从身边的人开始爱起。敬事而信,节用而爱人的精神在外国发扬光大了,大家都知道我说的是比尔.盖茨。 最后, 使民以时 想起小时候农闲时,父母出外工的事了。八十年代,尽管已经分田到户,还是有许多水利工程没完工,所以十冬腊月还是会组织农民去做,这就是 使民以时 了。不误农事。那些工程到现在还在发挥作用,还在灌溉,还在排涝,只是多有淤塞,又不实用,也不美观。因为机械化了,搞以资代劳,就是挨家挨户收钱,请机器去做,不出外工。办法是好,只是收了钱,没见机器干活,也没见钱,那些工程就荒芜了,不好用,不美观。这就是没有做到 敬事 ,结果是我们不 信 ,以后收以资代劳的钱收不到了。两千年的道理,没人听啊! 子曰,弟子入则孝,出则弟,谨而信,泛爱众,而亲仁。行有余力,则以学文。 这算是夫子对文字工作者的要求吧。太高了,你看,要在家孝顺父母,在外面团结同事,做事谨慎,让别人可以相信。还要有一颗博爱的心,亲近仁义的人。这些做到了有余力的话,才可以学习做文章。太难了,可不可以降低标准?先降下来看看,这一降不打紧,一降就搞出一个千古奇对来:满口仁义道德,一肚男盗女娼。只是这句话骂到儒家头上了,夫子背黑锅了,何其冤枉!所以我认为儒家是要身体力行的,儒家的精神是体现在日常的行为中的。钱钟书先生说: 自己有道德,教别人道德,不算本事;自己没道德而教别人道德,才算高明。 看看那些此起彼伏的假新闻,才发现这世上高明的人实在太多了。 子夏曰,贤贤易色,事亲能竭其力,事君能致其身,与朋友交,言而有信。虽曰未学,吾必谓之学也。 贤贤易色,南怀瑾先生说宋儒的解释是看到贤人,老婆都可以不要。我想不要老婆跟贤人跑了,很有悬念啊!南怀瑾先生没我这么邪恶,他的解释是看到贤人,因为打心眼里尊敬,所以脸上的表情也变得庄重。现在 易色 可以看到很多,比如看到明星,看到领导。可是那表情不是狂热就是陪着小心。我想如果有一天我当了大领导,分析分析下属看我的表情,此乐何极!后面的话的意思是,孝敬父母,搞工作能尽力而为,对朋友说到做到,一个人只要做到了这几点,虽然说他没有上学,我必然会说他学为好人了。可是有个问题,照这样说 贤贤易色 是潜意识的行为,而后面几条就算时刻提醒都不容易做到,我想是因为孔门子弟在一般人面前还是有相当的优越感的,下巴是翘的高高的地。所以要用 贤贤易色 来要求自己。也难怪,那时候有机会受教育的人不多,有点优越感正常。 子曰,君子不重则不威,学则不固。主忠信。无友不如己者。过则勿惮改。 南怀瑾先生的意思是君子不自重,就没有威信,学到的东西在用的时候会因为不自信而不能贯彻下去。比宋儒认为板起脸来耍威风要高得多。 无友不如己者 我的意见是每个朋友都有他的长处,都有比我高明的地方。 过则勿惮改 这五个字我们小民很容易做到,上班看手机,被领导发现了,都不用说,看一眼,自己就知道改了,以后还犯不犯,又是一说。领导做起来好像要难很多,领导们错了,总有各种掩饰,各种借口,游泳池里的苍蝇啊,红豆汤啊,国家机密啊 我们都气死了,它还在台上自鸣得意。后来,我们不气了,我们且将冷眼看螃蟹,我们看笑话。那天台塌了,我们一起完蛋。 曾子曰,慎终追远,民德归厚也。 南怀瑾先生说 远 是远因,追远是要审视一件事的开始,好的开始,好的结局,民德就归厚了。南怀瑾先生是学佛的大拿,这样解释没什么不妥,可是曾子不是。我在李炳南先生的《论语讲义》里看到 孔安国注:慎终者,丧尽其哀。追远者,祭尽其敬。君能行此二者,民化其德,皆归于厚也。 这不正是 圣朝以孝治天下 的发端么? 子禽问于子贡,夫子至于是邦也,必闻其政,求之与?抑与之与?子贡曰,夫子温,良,恭,俭,让以得之,夫子之求之也,其诸异乎人之求与? 子禽问子贡说: 我们老师每到一个国家,都要问别人的政治,他是想做官呢,还是想教别人做官? 子贡回答说: 我们老师之所以有今天,是他为人温和,善良,恭敬,俭朴,谦让。就算他有所求吧,跟别人求的也该是不一样吧? 因为有这段对话,温良恭俭让就成了儒家的形象,可是几千年下来,变得温顺,迂腐,外表恭敬,寒酸,猥琐。我觉得关键是谦让太多导致进取力不足,我们要培养当仁不让的气概。 子曰,父在,观其志;父没,观其行,三年无改于父之道,可谓孝也。 父亲在世时,要看他的志向,因为望子成龙,儿子志向远大,足以慰怀。父亲不在了,要看他的行为,三年了,做人做事还是遵循父亲在世时教他的道理,可以算是做到了孝顺。南怀瑾先生害怕父之道是邪道,更害怕儿子跟着父亲走邪道,说这是老鼠生儿的孝道。我想 父之道 是父亲教的道,一个走邪道的父亲更明白邪道的坏处,一个望子成龙的,背负了 子不教,父之过 的责任的父亲是不会教儿子走邪道的。有子说 其为人也孝弟,而好犯上者,鲜也 还是有道理的。只是我们把 孝 搞得太肤浅。 2013425 有子曰,礼之用,和为贵。先王之道斯为美。小大由之,有所不行。知和而和,不以礼节之,亦不可行也。 有子的这句话放在这里,是因为我不懂,重看南怀瑾先生的也搞不清,只好跳过,以待将来。 礼,讲规矩,不能乱,但在用时,应当以和为贵。无论大事小事,皆用礼,而不用和,则于事有所不行。既知和为贵,然而专门用和,不用礼来节制,此亦不可行。 以上录自李炳南先生的《论语讲义》,看到这些就搞懂了。我们经常在别人家里看到 和为贵 的匾额,所以万事都讲和,讲到后来变成和稀泥,委曲求全,变成一副窝囊样。其实圣贤又何曾教过我们这些,只怪自己断章取义,误了一生。 有子曰,信近于义,言可复也;恭近于礼,远耻辱也,因不失其亲,亦可宗也 刘氏正义说:孟子离娄篇云,大人者,言不必信,唯义所在。是信须视义而行之,故此言近于义也。 恭是恭敬人,自己要卑逊但要近于礼,也就是要合乎礼节,这才能远离耻辱。如果恭敬而不合礼,便是耻辱。 (《论语讲义》 李炳南)小时候师长用尾生抱柱的故事教我守信,殊不知古人对这件事也不是口径一致,也有人说他的信是不义的。不过我们一般的理解是尾生是个痴情的汉子,失恋了才殉情,跟信用没多大关系。从小也有长辈教我们尊敬别人,说只有尊敬别人,别人才尊敬自己。可我们往往心里有尊敬的意思,而不知道如何去表达,不是别人感觉不到,就是自己觉得委屈。这就是不懂礼的缘故啊!南怀瑾先生对于这一条的解释我觉得没有这个好,就不说了。至于最后的 因不失其亲,亦可宗也 俩位先生的我都不懂,自己也看不出个所以然来,就先放下吧。 子曰,君子食无求饱,居无求安,敏于事而慎于言,就有道而正焉,可谓好学也。 怎么看都觉得夫子在夸奖我,我不正是这样在做吗?谢谢夫子夸奖! 敏于事 南怀瑾先生说是有事就马上去做,我觉得 敏 可以是 敏感 。一件事来了,很敏感的想到它的前因后果,利害得失,想清楚了,再 慎于言 。当说就说,当说多少就说多少。这不是滑头,只有清楚明白了后,才能做出选择,或趋利避害,或舍生取义,这就谈到价值观了,打住。我以前理解的 慎于言 ,是很小心的说话,结果好些话理直不能气壮,给别人的感觉就是畏畏缩缩,自己也觉得憋屈。 子贡曰,贫而无谄,富而无骄,何如?子曰,可矣,未若贫而乐,富而好礼者也。子贡曰,诗云,如切如磋,如琢如磨,其斯之谓与?子曰,赐也,始可与言诗已矣!告诸往而知来者。 所谓 百尺竿头更进一步 ,为学当如是也! 子曰,不患人不己知,患不知人也, 夫子是认为,知人是人知的前提么?现在好多地方都是患人不己知,拼命蹦跶,哪有时间做 知人 的功课? 一篇《学而》就到此结束,我所领悟的实在太粗浅了,但是就我所知道的内容,尚不能践行十分之一。能够践行的也不知能坚持多久,路漫漫其修远兮,吾将上下而求索。能做多少是多少吧!这一篇中出现的夫子的弟子有有子,曾子,子夏,子贡,子禽。有子是个砖家,让人云里雾里。子禽是个好奇宝宝,老是不在状态。子夏是个好心肠的老师,在他手里很容易就拿到60分。曾子有一张方正的国字脸,老是皱着眉,做训导主任最合适了。子贡是大师兄,代师授业,有时候想牛逼一下,却总是被夫子打回原形。 在我为知道做不到而发愁时,问车间一个工友: 为什么我们都知道吸烟有害,还是要抽烟呢? 你没本事戒烟,不抽怎么办? 光知道,会用嘴巴说说,那只是知识;不但知道而且能做到,那才叫本事。这本事,那南怀瑾先生的话来说就是 学问 。《论语》讲的是聖人的标准,古往今来又有谁有本事全做到?虽然我们不能全部做到,可我们都有能够做到的一部分。拿《白鹿原》里黑娃的话来说就是 学为好人 ,就这个目标,还是切实可行的。

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You cried when you talked to me on the phone. Because speaking of the past all the grief. I know it very well. I often walk by the river. There is no wet shoes. Having experienced too many things, it was like passing through a narrow corridor full of daggers, and no matter how careful it was, it would leave scars. Many pains are off guard. With the passage of time, some minor injuries will disappear silently and then disappear again; Some heavy injuries will leave sequelae and come back repeatedly. Forgive me for coming too late. In fact, it is all God’s fault. The time he arranged me to appear in your life is too late. I didn’t have time to participate in your past, and didn’t start to protect you from being hurt before, so that you could stand in front of me with an image full of holes, bruises and bloody. Fortunately, I could finally step onto the stage. My body was not great, nor did I have a golden bell Bell, an iron cloth shirt or a ten-Third Pacific guard to practice my child’s skills. But I would step forward without hesitation and responsibility, to block the knife and gun waving fiercely from others for you. Don’t worry, I am not afraid of pain. God is always in my heart, and merciful he will save me. As for your painful memories, I will crush them with your hands and hang them in the sky to become shining stars. No matter how beautiful the stars themselves are, they will not feel sad. On 2013.01.26, 2013.01.29, we talked on QQ until two or three o’clock in the morning. Our topic changed from boring nonsense at first to keeping a diary to recording our days together. I said something like sweet words. In fact, I used to despise things like this for a lifetime. I never thought about what would happen if I was too old, but I thought a lot about this with you, maybe you still can’t understand how much I love you, but I hope you know that my love is much deeper than you expected. At that time, you said you were numb to sweet words. One afternoon later, I said something similar to sweet words. You made me proud. It was my luck and blessing to meet you. Then you praised me as a master of love letters. Your praise makes me feel like Eason Chan who is singing King of K songs. I will give you 20 songs and give you a gift. I will also give you my love and sing you 20 songs with sincerity, gao Meifeng was moved by me, and no one followed me. Why did you say that the king of karaoke was me. The reason why the songs he sings are moving is clearly because of the deep feelings rather than the singing voice, but you just favor his singing skills rather than his love, you obviously want to piss people off. A sweet word or two that a man racked his brains to come up with is like an Alps candy in a woman’s eyes, which is sweet in his mouth for a while. After melting, it is swallowed into his stomach and digested without a trace within a day, if you ask me if I still remember the next day, the answer must be that I don’t remember. I had known this for a long time, so I talked nonsense to other women and directly threw a bunch of sugar-coated cannonballs to blow them up. Whether she was dead or alive, I would take advantage of the benefits to seize her heart unexpectedly. But you are not another woman. You said that women in Pisces’ lives are different from other women, but I only know that you are different from other women, because you are my woman. The sweet words I said to you were actually from the bottom of my heart. I don’t want you to throw them into the trash can after you have heard of them. I hope you can believe what I said. I said that a lifetime is a lifetime, and it can’t be done without 1 minute 1 second; Love you very much is very deep, shallow can not forgive a bit; You are my luck, my blessing, my pride, if I have a little dislike of you, I am a fucking beast. Sorry, I’m a little excited. The fucking one above is deleted, and then the animal is replaced with a puppy. If I dislike you at all, I will be a real puppy. Will it be more gentle to say so. On 2013.01.28, I went to the coffee shop outside to have coffee with my friends and talked about the things I was with you. My friend is my sworn friend for many years. He knows my past love history very well. Therefore, when I mentioned that I believed that you were my future wife, he said disapprovingly, then let’s make a bet. If she is still around you next year, I am willing to pay a bet of 500 yuan. Later, my friend posted a microblog saying that he kept the evidence of the bet. I can neither. There are two reasons: firstly, I think putting love on the gambling table as a chip is disrespect for love; Secondly, our love is priceless, with only 500 yuan, and the sky will fall down. However, since he unilaterally issued a bet, I don’t mind winning him 500 yuan a year. According to the 80-year-old calculation, there are still 60 years left, that is, 30,000 yuan, it is a considerable unexpected income. 2013.02.04 you say that you are an idealist, and you are right to say that existence is perceived. In fact, sometimes I agree with the so-called idealism, but it has nothing to do with existence or being perceived. When doing something, there is no absolute standard whether it is right or wrong. I think it is right. Even if the whole world thinks it is a big mistake, it is still right for me. A piece of clothes and a skirt cost half of the price. As long as you wear it and walk to the mirror to look beautiful, or your boyfriend thinks it is very beautiful, then you have bought it right, don’t haggle over the price or not. If you change a new hairstyle that you like, others will tell you that it’s not good-looking. It doesn’t matter. You just like it. You don’t need to care too much about others’ eyes. Just like the song in “The World announces Love”, even if the whole world denies it, I will be with you. I love you, I know is the right choice, even 6 billion, everyone was on my wrong side. Or you love me.

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