Get up in the morning, open the door, what a fog! The objects beyond 10 meters can not be seen clearly, and the friction sound between the cleaner’s shovel and the ground can be heard. My mother-in-law still needs infusion, so I have to prepare the meal first. Yesterday, I called my husband and third brother. Their indifferent attitude made me doubt whether my mother-in-law was their biological mother. Looking at people is a person who can’t see through, just like this fog. My mother-in-law found that it was coronary heart disease, so I could only treat her slowly, even though her four sons and her three pairs of daughter-in-law didn’t show up. The fog was so heavy that I couldn’t see his face when I was about to go to work, just like I couldn’t see his real face clearly when I lived with my husband for 18 years. Sometimes I felt really painful …… he always said I was stupid and silly. I don’t understand why he did that at all. My eunuch said that her husband was also very concerned about settling accounts for him. I shook my head after hearing this. Money is more important than family affection in his heart, which is another model of my brother. The fog filled me. Things that many of us couldn’t see clearly would happen in the fog. I always knew clearly in my heart, but I was also very impatient. My character determines whether I help others or not, and who is responsible for the fault. As for the mother-in-law’s fault, she should bear the blame of all the social people after the mother-in-law passed away. But she didn’t mean it, and it was also very difficult in her life circle. In the first two years, there were eunuchs and mother-in-law, and four pairs of daughters-in-law, sons, seven grandsons and granddaughters …… it was difficult to break down, as for their life circle, I am not involved in the work, and the right and wrong are far away from me. I don’t care about their family wealth, but ask about their family affairs, I went home on festivals to see if I bought some snacks and clothes for the old, and gave them some money with a wide storage of money, never worrying about gains and losses. I just smiled and didn’t learn from anyone who gave me a gift. Seeing that she was so angry that she gave me some advice, I didn’t want to say anything. Fourth, my sister-in-law said that I am an old man. It is better not to participate in rural affairs! To pay I lead, to work I am looking for someone effort, is not involved in their housework. Figure a clean! Fog haunts me all the time, leaving me with unspeakable distress. I really don’t understand why people are like that. I remember the night of the ceremony with my husband, the first thing was to discuss the divorce between us. He said that he would divorce after his grandfather and grandmother passed away, which is now. It feels like this, it doesn’t matter to me! People with different personalities, hobbies and interests have been really tired after living together for so many years. I have already felt very tired. If it is time to end, it will end! Maintenance cannot last long. The fog is very big, I can’t see people in the fog, and I can’t understand people’s hearts. What is it! I went to heaven today when I was still young Yesterday. Human life is very fragile. I was surprised to peep around us, who can guarantee that if you take off your shoes today, you will be able to wear your own shoes tomorrow! When I just came back to the department from my colleague’s home, the Dean sighed like this: look at the life of a person. If a good person says no, there will be no more. The living person is still intriguing, what do you mean when you think about being alive …… the fog never disappeared. When I went to work, the task was explained again. However, my mother-in-law was not taken care of and no one at home came to see it, so I had to take care of it. Thinking about your husband makes you angry. She always gave birth to you. She didn’t raise you, but you are the boss! It doesn’t matter how you treat me, but you can’t treat your mother like this! I didn’t cheat him, but he had to try, and I was just angry with my mother and escaped from Lei to send myself away. But I never expected that you couldn’t help me to transfer my job and let me work with a sex ghost …… even if I had been in the countryside, I wouldn’t allow others to insult my personality …… you knelt down and begged I, but I can’t forgive you. I don’t care about the psychology of other women, but my psychology is that the man I marry should shield me from the wind and rain like a tree, and protect me well, don’t let me be insulted in the crowd …… this I am is really wrong. I can’t forgive him for pushing me into the bullying and insult in the rolling world of mortals …… the fog is still very strong, I don’t know when to disperse. I feel so tired and desolate. I feel that human beings are so sad. Suspicion, jealousy, intrigue, nothing to do, instigate separation, fight for power and power, bully others, frame up, corruption and bribery …… all kinds of incidents emerged in front of me, depressing me out of breath. Fog things can’t see, can’t tell, muddleheaded. There are too many incomprehensible facts. The selfishness of human beings determines many things in the world of mortals. If you want to be sober, strong and aboveboard, who can manage others!? Written in 2009 nian 4 yue

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