Standing at the end of June and overlooking July, my heart was full of melancholy, satisfaction and expectation! Maybe June was filled with too many hardships and helplessness, but I was really tired and tired, so I especially looked forward to that long summer vacation. July arrived quietly. It seemed that there was a trace of vitality in my heart just like others, and the smile quietly floated on my brow. It was gentle, shallow, and I still didn’t want to talk, letting the beauty of silence and Grace flow in my heart. qi yue, scorching sun, rain. There will still be a trace of melancholy in my heart, which may come from my daughter’s failure in the exam or something else. Anyway, I can’t say it clearly. I can sleep till I wake up naturally every day, do what I want to do every day, and return myself to my children completely every day. During the whole vacation, I was thinking about my daughter’s words: Mom, you can’t blame me for this failure. You should ask yourself how much you care about me?! Yes, throughout June, I was already unable to do what I wanted, so I had no energy to take care of her study. Sitting there quietly, she didn’t say anything, neither did I. Originally I am wanted to comfort her, but this time she didn’t cry unexpectedly, and I don’t see any sign of wanting to cry! Mom, I spent three days to finish the summer vacation arranged by my teacher, and then you make up a missed lesson for me. I have to learn the content of Grade 6 in advance! I will accompany her every day in the future, quietly watching her doing “summer vacation life” and doing exercise books. Seeing other children playing freely outside, she would occasionally raise her head and look, her eyes full of envy. I envy others’ good grades and others’ worry-free and unfiltered. At this time, I will feel guilty, put away all my thoughts and the remaining romance in my heart, and return myself to my daughter completely, because I knew I didn’t do well enough for my daughter. I felt a little helpless this July, but it was very fulfilling and happy. My daughter grew up day by day and also experienced what she should have experienced during her growing up, no matter success or failure is the wealth of her own life. Maybe all the trenches and obstacles should be passed by herself, because only after trying can she accumulate more. My daughter suffered too much coldness, ridicule and disappointment during this holiday ……. but she didn’t cry. She still smiled to welcome the new sun every day and described the pictures she liked with the greatest enthusiasm, with the greatest patience to do her handcraft …… I suddenly found that there were many things on my daughter that others didn’t have! I believe that my daughter must have gained a lot this July, just like the wish we made together on the day of the holiday ____ we will have a full and happy summer vacation. After suffering from the illness in June, the sunshine in July is particularly bright. My daughter’s studiousness and bright smiling face bring me new strength every day, every morning when I wake up, I can’t help laughing secretly by myself, because the days without illness are really good! Every afternoon when I take my mother and daughter across the field, my daughter will play happily with her puppy. We dyed the puppy’s fur into color with gouache, and the wind blew the puppy’s long fur, as cute as colorful petals, which attracted the strange eyes of passers-by, my daughter said proudly: Mom, is my invention as a gifted child very good? Standing in the wind of July, let the long skirt fly freely. At this time, I will tell myself that I must cherish myself, clear thinking, beautiful mood and healthy body in the future, cherish every safe and happy day. The sun was shining every day in July, and the desire to travel became stronger and stronger. Our family went to Baiyun Mountain, drove the bustling temple fair, and also went to Jiaopingdu to feel the unique charm of red Huili. As for August, I want to go to the beautiful Lijiang and feel the beauty of the small bridge and Flowing Water family, but Lu er yearns for the magical Jiuzhai……..

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In recent days, I have been busy studying contract law, and I had a great momentum of studying criminal law last year, so that I didn’t leave much time for you to chat with you or communicate with you in a diary, let you look for fun by yourself, let you watch “flowers and bones of fairy tales” all night by yourself, let you understand me so many times, I should sincerely say sorry to you here. As I know, lovers are not pets like cats and dogs. Besides bread, they also need daffodils. If you just focus on your study or career, throw all the little time into the blender for study or work, and leave no spare time for communication and caring with lovers, then what was crushed was not only time, minute and second, but also love. The so-called temperature of love itself is maintained by Love as fuel. Therefore, lovers should spend some time every day to express and prove love, so as to maintain the temperature of love for a long time. If you are busy with your studies or career and even have no time left for each other, it is like walking into an underground tunnel, unable to send out or receive signals, so you completely cut off the contact, in that way, love becomes the sound in the vacuum, nowhere to be found, which is impossible to prove, just as it does not exist at all. As time passes, the temperature of love without fuel will cool down. Once the flame goes out, it will turn into an endless cold night. Therefore, I must sincerely say sorry to you again. At the same time, I promise, no, I swear to God that I will reserve more time belonging to us and time for love in the future. I hope I can get your understanding. I love you, as always, never change. 2013.04.01 2013.04.02 you told me hesitantly that your predecessor called to make peace with you. In fact, the word “harmony” should not reach the meaning of the word, perhaps it should be combined to be appropriate. Hearing this, my heartbeat directly missed a few shots, just like a Flash short film with an FPS of 10 jumped directly from frame 10 to frame 30, those blanks in the middle make people feel uncomfortable inexplicably, even if you say it verbally, there is nothing wrong. Maybe because of this, I had a restless dream when I was sleeping. The details have been forgotten, and I only remember some key points vaguely. Your predecessor fell from the sky and said to you softly, “Come with me.” then you looked at me. As for what kind of expression, it was unwilling to give up, mocking, happy or sad, or I have no feelings. I don’t remember it anymore. Maybe I didn’t see it clearly at that time. Anyway, after that, you let him take you away without hesitation, without leaving a word, there was no explanation and farewell, and no turning back, just like a decisive back, as if a bright dagger was deeply inserted into my heart. Your figure disappeared as if it was into thin air while walking. My feet were soft and kneeling on the ground. I might cry, cry or gnash my teeth. The world became dark like the stage of the performance, leaving only a round white light to highlight me alone. This scene is similar to Shakespeare’s tragedy. Then, the familiar music is like some kind of powerful magic, which breaks down the dream world inch by inch. Subconsciously answered the phone, called a pig subconsciously, and then heard your best voice calling my name in a daze, as if telling me, rest assured, I always belong to you and won’t leave, so the corners of my mouth naturally evoke Radian. After I hung up the phone, I heard the huge rain. Looking out of the dormitory, there were dense bean raindrops, which were like thousands of bead curtains hanging upside down at the same time. Lara’s slight sad voice suddenly echoed in my ears. What should I do when it rains? I miss you so much.

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