The river keeps flowing, time keeps moving forward, and everything is moving forward. The same is life. There are bitterness and joy, happiness and sorrow, but no matter what, it will not stop. Tired of running for life, tired of all kinds of pain brought by life, want to escape, but impossible. I remember Lu Yao’s “Ordinary World”. Now it seems to be a portrayal of life. Truth is hidden in the ordinary. No one is not coming from the ordinary, and no one is not taking the ordinary road, in fact, great people have an ordinary heart. Life is like water. We are just a drop of it. We will not be interrupted by anything but keep moving forward.

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Impermanence. Life is changeable, and the world is changeable. Impermanence. Because of experience, I understand. I always feel that this sentence is so real and appropriate. It’s better to be more mature than peers to identify, sigh, or experience too much, encounter too much, know too much, I don’t believe it, how could I have such an extraordinary endurance? In fact, it seems nothing now. It’s just holding on with the belief that I must live. What’s the matter, right, nothing, nothing happened to me for fifteen years. Ordinary as me, hypocrisy as me, cowardice as me. Gentle like a cup of plain boiled water, which is harmless to myself before. I have great enthusiasm for some things I want to do and some people I have to face. I find that when I do this, but I often can’t get what I want in return for my enthusiasm. They, they, they don’t care so much. They, they, they didn’t treat the later generations as attentively as I did. Most of the time, I look on coldly. I have too many doubts about enthusiasm. I will not keep looking for someone to talk or chatter. I will not invest too much curiosity and bustle in my life, the nerves always feel that something has broken, forever broken. No one will know that in the empty night, the pain and tears torn repeatedly see the warm sunshine every day, I always need to hide my tears first. There will always be some friends around me. Even if I am with them, I don’t have that kind of deep happiness, they can’t feel my feelings either. I still allow them to stay by my side. Even if I am dissatisfied with their noise, I will still smile or bring sadness that others can’t perceive, gradually, I became noisy with them and learned not to care so much. Gradually, it didn’t matter to everything because I knew that after a lot of pain had passed, happiness is bound to come. In order to welcome happiness, I must keep smiling at this moment so that I won’t feel pain. But if I lose something, I always think that there are so many roads in life, which one can lead to the end of happiness. Fierce, decisive, and hot. Hee hee ha ha, crazy. Careless, heartless. Like algae, I grow up hastily and messy in my own way, express tactfully and gently in a gentle way that I don’t understand. My essence is so fierce and close to destruction, the edge is hard zigzag, which cuts the surface of the world, and flows out the black hypocritical rotten juice, which is strong and easy to do, I am hard, this is my shell. All the disguised spikes are to protect myself. I am determined children like it or not. I have my own small universe, the reason why I burst out all my joys and sorrows is that when I helplessly watch the people around me leave my world one after another, I am desperate and unwilling to take the initiative to retain and look forward to something. I am no longer trapped in it for a friend or a lover, for her and him, and for my own people, I’m afraid of ghosts or not. When I tried all my last strength to pay, in the end, I was only left with my weakness choking. I’m afraid that the whole world has abandoned me. In that way, what should I do alone. So, I don’t dare to take the initiative to fight for it, and I don’t want to take the initiative to fight for it. Is it tiredness? I don’t have too much effort to get involved. I try my best to maintain some reluctant feelings. After all, it is not easy to be deeply rooted in people’s hearts to maintain it deliberately, the flow is full of proud blood the inherent stubbornness of this dual character leads me to have too many emotions, the feelings that others can’t touch the mood that others can’t understand I am blame the child. It happened in fifteen years. I am amazed by so many incredible and unimaginable things. How can I am live till now? How can I be so greedy and timid, how can I stay in this world? In fact, I never expect that someone can hear my inner voice, save me and take me away from this cold and dark place, how can it happen to me? I clearly understand that I am such a unlucky child who is not favored by God. When spring comes last winter, it is innately insensitive to numbers, which makes the day after tomorrow have no concept of the lost time and still think that he still has a lot of youth squander, the years left traces inadvertently gradually get used to forgetting the time and gradually abandon the soul. As a walking corpse, I can’t feel emptiness or sadness. What’s wrong with me? Muddle along, let time slip from the fingers unwillingly again and again. What will happen to me regardless of the so-called promised future? I didn’t abandon myself. I just lost myself temporarily. I said this in the dark. Say it to yourself. Regretted none. Even in the face of the past that can never be recovered and made up. Not regret. Life originally contains too many faults. Not. The burden I put on myself is too heavy, it was so heavy that even the dream I had had the night before that I had to try my best to remember some tiny vagueness, and then I was in a state of anxiety all day long. Those rules I obeyed became more and more like a shackle that could never be opened, I can’t be free and easy, I can’t bear it, I dare not. I can not bear. I do so. Even if I work hard, I still can’t make up my mind, and I will regret that I am more tired than a snail, I tried my best to bear the sorrow. I always thought that I am the most helpless and lonely person in the world. I always thought that someone would abandon everything and love me with his life. I always thought that I would leave this place. The world is the best ending in my life. Fools don’t want to grow up, in vain. It hurts to grow up. Recalling each year’s self, recalling each past self overlaps them, folding time together, facing the hot sun light, and seeing if the trace of life is full of the whole edge, that is some, long day and night

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When I was in school, I had read a novel of the former Soviet Union, whose title was “what do you want”. The plot of the novel had already been forgotten to vanish with the passage of time, but the plain and meaningful vernacular of the title of the book was very impressive, and it often occurred to me that I often recollected and asked others to ask myself, and I was often confused about it. What does life really want? This question is too big, too philosophical and difficult to answer. You can put it down first, but what do you want for many specific things that are busy and laborious in daily life, but we may not all be very clear. Just think about it, in our work and life, we often feel that we or others are not speaking to the point. Sometimes we feel that doing things is a detour, and sometimes we will face false propositions covered by phenomena in management, isn’t this evidence? As for those deliberately packaged people or things, words or deeds, what they really want, then they have to lend me a pair of insight. Indeed, there are many things that process and result are equally important, even the wonderful things are process and ritual, such as watching a football match or performing arts, such as holding a flag-raising ceremony, etc, however, a large number of common things in life are for the value of results. They all need to use the concept and attitude starting from the end, think clearly and then try hard to do well. Otherwise, many things are serious, maybe it doesn’t have much practical significance, even it is just some lively motions. I always remember the instruction of teacher Hong Peiying in Chinese class in high school: If you want to figure out what it is, people should be able to stand up to asking why; in these years, when it comes to management, we often say that we should go back to the original point to think. We should always stick to the goal to ensure the maximum realization, instead of sticking to methods and approaches. Sometimes, in order to grab, we need to shoot first and then aim, but this is an emergency action that we have to do, and we should not take it as the essentials to follow everything. When I was young, my heart was higher than the sky. I thought I knew everything, but after years of hard work and earnest, I looked back at the hairs that passed away with the wind, and then I realized that I only knew how to work without asking for gains, in fact, it seems to be natural and unrestrained and doesn’t figure out what it is. Do it seriously with an open mind, do not focus on a practical goal, and adopt methods that are directly to the point to complete it quickly and efficiently. Even if the process is very hard, the result will certainly be skinny. Sun Yat-sen, the forerunner of the Democratic Revolution, once put forward the viewpoint that it was easy to know difficulties and do things. Nowadays, there is also a very popular saying, that is, only unexpected, nothing can’t be done. Although these statements are not rigorous enough and obviously have limitations, their orientation is very clear, that is, to think first, dare to think, and know what to want, which is to break the psychology of being afraid of difficulties, encouraging people to think bravely, explore actively and make progress has played a very positive role. To do one thing and make a decision, we should think carefully about what we want first, and then what to do. We should clear the problem from the perspective of phenomenon and essence, maybe the method will come into being. Someone would retort that I want to be as rich as Bill Gates and have a clear goal. Is this meaningful? In fact, it is also simple. Ask more why, figure out what to do after you need so much money, and do many things without so much money, and then do them directly. What to do and how to say, first ask yourself: What do you want? Like (prose editor: Di Mo Chengshang) the 30th year of my WeChat era

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Sitting quietly in front of the window alone, watching the soft wind outside gently blowing the willow branches, sitting for a long time, I can’t remember when the sky was a little cloudy at that time, my childhood friends and I used to climb to the top of the mountain in this season and keep running. We let the cool autumn wind slide by our ears. At that time, we didn’t worry and liked running all over the mountains, I always like to lie on the green grass, look at the blue sky, imagine the belonging of the clouds, and never think about our own future. At that time, we were too young to see the troubles of the world, and always like to drive cattle and shout a few voices, listening to the response from the valley, we laughed, and he also laughed. He always thought there was a monster living there. He liked to imitate people’s voices! A few drops of rain drops fell down. At that time, we always liked to run in the rain. We were afraid that we would be scolded by adults when we came home. Still so, we liked to jump into the stream to fish and catch shrimps, and fish with grasshopper, A kind of small fish. Every time we put the grasshopper in the clear stream, we can see the fish swallow the grasshopper and then lift it up quickly. At that time, there was even no fish hook, it’s just that mom’s sewing needle is bent! When I was a child, I also did some beaten things. At that time, there were no snacks. Some friends raised cattle on the hillside. Sometimes they went to other people’s peanut fields to eat peanuts secretly, and dared not to pull up the whole plant directly, that would be discovered by people, but if you pay too much, the seedlings of peanuts will also wither. As a result, they will still be discovered. Finally, they will be beaten by a sudden blow, because peanut was a relatively expensive thing at that time and a relatively important income for a family. Later, we learned to simmer the sweet potato, because the sweet potato has no economic value, and the general adults will not care about it. We will pick up some firewood and put the sweet potato in the center of the fire, Before long, the fragrant roasted sweet potatoes would be ready. Several friends would rush to eat those sweet potatoes. As a result, everyone’s hands and faces would be covered with a lot of smoke, one by one full of cat flowers, find a well, wash your face, drink some water, and then go home happily. At that time, we lived a good life in the era of material shortage, and we were very happy. We often wore smiles on our faces and could not see sorrow. Today, our life is better than that at that time, but most of the time we can’t see the smile on our face, and we are always bored and impatient. It’s not because we live a bad life, but because we ask too much and pursue too much, we can’t satisfy our growing desires, so I always struggle in pain! If we lose happiness, we will lose our lives in the end!

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I haven’t grown up, but I can’t be like a child any more. My heart still hurts. Even if I feel tired after crying, my heart still hurts faintly. Because we are no longer children. Without that carefree. It is the process of our life that we cannot help ourselves. Youth, a grand displacement. Everyone has a sadness that others cannot understand. Most of the time, we just miss the innocent past quietly. Then, feel the temperature and humidity of the corner of the eye, but there is no falling beads. The flowing time, the faded past, want to stay in that imaginary age forever, never know the pain of sadness. At this time, it was really not like a child, because they had learned to hide the sadness behind them with a pale smile. I suddenly feel that life is actually a game to satisfy myself, from unfamiliar to familiar, from familiar to unfamiliar. Youth way north, panruoliangdui Aurora. Life is a gorgeous funeral. People around you come and go again. However, no one can predict how long people who stop in a hurry for you will stay and what they will take away from you. So we should laugh sweetly, even if we are heartbroken. “Piece”

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