Desire, endless desire. Every corner filled with all kinds of desires, tangled, roared, filled with smoke, soldiers and soldiers intersected. However, neither you nor I can see it, or pretend not to see it. Everything is silent, only singing and dancing are left. Desire is like a frog puffing up and expanding constantly until something happens, so it stops. People, many people, often keep expanding like frogs. You don’t understand, neither do I. Desire is like a pool of unfathomable calm spring water, which is suddenly set off by the water monster. Desire is like an endless and quiet sea surging in an instant. You don’t understand, neither do I. I think of Jackie, a talented musician in “She is more lonely than fireworks”. Yes, a genius recognized by the world. She is beautiful, elegant and proud. She has a strong desire since she was a child. Her cello played like a song or a cry. Under the great reputation, she felt endless emptiness. So her desire expanded again, and she also wanted spiritual satisfaction. Obviously, she should be less lucky than her sister who is also a musician than Jackie. Later, she married her lover and an ordinary woman who lived an ordinary life in the countryside. She should be happier than her sister. But she is not, she is very lonely. Perennial rush about Jackie body began to overdraft, begins within distortion. She made an amazing request to her sister to share her husband. Oh, how unreasonable. We don’t care whether it is right or wrong, because after all, it is Jackie who left amazing precious music to the world, and her sister is just Jackie’s sister, an unknown woman. We only say that desire also needs to learn to choose and restrain. In front of desire, we should learn to choose and restrain. If you choose Guan manzhang’s life, you must endure the loneliness in your heart. Art is always lonely. If you choose a simple small happy life, you have to endure all the trivial things in your life without shocking ordinary things. People all have desires, which is understandable. Sometimes desires will come to you in an overwhelming manner. What we need to learn is to choose the desires in our own desires, that is, to choose what you want most and the desires that you can bear all kinds of consequences. Desire is a road, and the end of the road may lead to the abyss. Desire is a city full of scenery, but you may not be blessed. Desire is sometimes like a vine which is entangled with people. People who are entangled are out of breath but do not know it. In fact, it will be much easier if you only need to cut off some branches and tendrils. Give yourself too much expectation, too much expectation, too much desire, too much desire, will live very tired, it is better to put down some bags, and enjoy life!
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