Last night, I received a patient who was dirty and gave off an unpleasant smell. At that time, I was only concerned about ECG monitoring until I didn’t care much, later, as soon as the doctor entered the ward, he asked his family members to get some water to clean it. I suddenly felt the smell unbearable. He kept shouting something in his mouth when he took oxygen to the patient. After a long time, he realized that he was saying not to operate. In a flash, I was confused. I was holding an oxygen tube in my hand, so I had to operate. Finally, after talking for a long time, the patient was willing to take oxygen. If it was normal, I might have made fun of this person in my heart, but facing this person in front of me, I became silent. During the propaganda, I knew that the patient was 69 years old, wearing and the cement on his body made me conclude that he was a migrant worker. I asked the accompanying people that they came from Anwei and did work on the nearby construction site, this man was beaten and several ribs were damaged. How could a migrant worker be beaten in the middle of the night, so he had to be sent to the hospital on a stretcher. Besides, this migrant worker was not too young, the boss of migrant workers also came along with me, so I had more doubts in my heart. I really didn’t understand that a migrant worker came all the way from Anwei to Shantou and left his hometown. What could he do to fight with others in the middle of the night? The moment he saw the doctor and nurse, he was in a hurry not to have an operation. Was it because he defined himself as going to the hospital to have an operation, or was he afraid of the huge medical expenses brought by the operation?

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Dark Night, you go! The Road to Heaven is not easy to walk, you can go to hell, I am not cruel to drive you, seeing you tired to swallow me, I don’t have the heart, the last thing I want is that your sadness wantonly flows into a river. You know, there are me who are injured. You can rest assured. I will overcome all difficulties and try my best to miss you after you leave, I will tell the world sincerely in front of your grave that those who hurt me most will sleep here. I think the world will remember you forever from now on. Now everything is quiet. It is the time for you to set out. Please don’t hesitate to escape from my ink-stained swamp bravely. Use your desperate efforts to save the soul that has not been completely dyed by me, death will bless you, and you will be free! Think about your current life rationally. You are almost in hot water. You carry heavy obscurity every day, approach me and surround me. It is nothing more than scaring me. You feel wronged and your self-esteem squashed yourself, squeezing into my body is nothing more than sending me a beautiful dream of human beings and gods. Now I am still living well in front of you. Don’t you feel a little tired like this, don’t you know that if you want to defeat your opponent, you need not only courage but also knowing your enemy and yourself? I am no longer the young man who was willing to surrender to your evil power. You go, don’t try to trample on the brilliance you just want in my most beautiful age, under your selfless sin in the past, I have already ignored the world in a profound way, which is beyond your expectation. I am familiar with the helplessness that hurts your heart, and I am afraid that one day my stubbornness will fight back to your skin, maybe your breath will bleed into a river and get rid of the black you love. I really don’t have the heart to end up suffering like me, so I know it with emotion. Dark Night, if you really want to conquer me, you can go with peace of mind!

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Dream is what? I have thought for a long time. When I wanted to define it with my words, the fantasy ran out. Therefore, the definition of my dream has been seriously disturbed. So, I thought about what fantasy is. When I defined it, my dream also came out to cheer. What is dream and what is fantasy. What is the connection between them. I want to make it clear that it is of great significance. Now let’s just talk about what dreams are. I think it is a summary of the actions of people who can give consistent actions to one of their own ideas. What is fantasy? I think it is an incredible idea generated by the carrier of thoughts towards some kind of future destiny. In this regard, I like people with dreams. I prefer people with fantasies. So I said, fantasy is the bud of dream, and dream is the unimaginable successor of fantasy. If one of the two is missing, it is unbelievable. Some people turn the advertisement of Suqian wine industry into their own ruling signboard after taking office. If it comes out several months earlier, I think the Chinese dream I am not escape. But when it was put forward, my dream had come true. So the Chinese Dream has nothing to do with me. If there is a relationship, it can only be in other aspects. But as far as words are concerned, I am now an expert in this field. Many people don’t know why they want to make irresponsible remarks and point at my codeword game. Chinese people hate Japanese because they once killed people and robbed things in China. Now someone wants to rob my things, what is the difference between you and the Japanese? Still that sentence, China has a constitution. Its best destiny is that everyone obeys it. Many people say that we should rule the country according to law. I have no right to evaluate you. But your own rules often violate them. You know what a rule of law has become. Some people set many rules. Then he ordered others to do something according to his thoughts. I don’t know whether this is right or wrong. I think it’s just like the man who has a swollen belly and asks others to shit for himself. Everyone knows what the result will be. So I came up with my dream. I hope that if I obey the law, you will return me a quiet environment according to the law. You don’t have to say that you are in a quiet environment. I think that is your wishful thinking. I think Mao Zedong’s later years were the poorest period in his life. As far as I know, every word of him is recorded by a recorder. On the contrary, when Washington, the founding leader of the United States, retreated to the second line, he could still do his own thing like ordinary people. Mao Zedong couldn’t enjoy the treatment in Washington’s later years. But each has its own choice. You see where his body is, and many people still look at it. If it were me, I really couldn’t stand it. My dream is to be a very ordinary person. Don’t expect me to do this or that, that’s impossible. It is absolutely unrealistic. All the things you ask for me will eventually turn into a dream of Condor because of your subjective assumptions far away from reality. So I said, those great people, don’t waste your efforts here. I am afraid of showing my face in public and becoming the focus. I am afraid of pressure and hope. I just want others to approve of me. Truly recognize me. I was eager to go to college, but I didn’t have the ability. I am just a very weird person. The problem that many people don’t pay attention to is a great event in front of me. However, in the face of some very few difficulties, many people can’t get through it, but I can gradually get some ideas through independent thinking. I know my first college entrance examination result is very real. But I don’t approve of such a result. Because it only reflects my ability in that situation. When I didn’t have a liberal arts branch, my study was very diligent. But that’s all I can do. It is not outstanding. In fact, my head teacher knew me best at that time. At that time, everything was normal for me. But a huge problem appeared in front of me. It is the language crisis and the problems brought to my school life by the inharmonious interpersonal relationship. But it is a private school. Of course, as far as I know, all the teachers in schools now only care about students’ credits. Ignore the survival ability of students. They think that as long as a student is obedient and learns well, he is a good student. Everything else is wrong no matter what you do. But I can’t. Congenital language barriers and other defects make me unable to study at ease. I can only choose to study and save myself. When I found a way to save myself, I thought that as long as I worked hard, I could solve my problem in a short time. But I was wrong. When I plan to finish the problem at some time, But I found that the problem was not solved well, but just started. When I implemented my first step plan, some of my sharp points were peeped out. I was in trouble. From then on, the school leaders who were mercenary were eyeing me. Of course, my problem will not be effectively solved because of your attention. It is there, standing firm and safe. In the second year of senior high school, in order to survive and change myself, I won a very indecent title. This is Ma Jiajue. For the first time in my life, I heard about Ma Jiajue. Of course, now it seems that it is not the fault of the students. Also not my fault. Born to be like this, I have no choice. At that time, it was the stage when I truly understood my personality defects. And it was the classmates around me who made me finish this task. Your true and reasonable reaction to my character makes me understand what shortcomings I have. Although the relationship between me and some people was as stiff as enemies at that time, I still want to thank you. You helped me complete my improvement plan. Of course, for some people who are eager for quick success and instant benefits, you are looking for trouble. Now I look back and think about me at that time. Really terrible. Because I almost became Ma Jiajue’s second. I am very lucky that I am alive. Ma Jiajue died. If you carefully explore all the dilemmas before his death, and you look at him with some human eyes, you will know that you may not be able to handle that kind of situation on you. I think I can get by. On the one hand, I read romance of the Three Kingdoms. I have friends in literature and calligraphy. In addition, my father’s diligence gave me a full material life. Otherwise, I am can’t pass. I don’t know if there is any problem with China’s education system. Anyway, many people say that there is something wrong with China’s education system. However, considering that western people are also using this kind of education system, they have never complained about the bad education. But how can Chinese doubt China’s education system like this? Last night, I knew Lin Senhao was sentenced to death. This made me sigh with great emotion. I was almost sentenced to death several years ago. That was close! My mother said I shouldn’t go to high school. I said you were wrong. If I didn’t go to high school, I would be a bunch of skeleton now. And my death was not because of suicide, but suicide. I am nothing now, but it is absolutely a miracle that I can live like an ordinary person. I hate me who was full of troubles since I was born. I cherish the spirit and physiology of me now. As far as my experience is concerned, the knowledge in textbooks is great. Without the enlightenment of knowledge, I would not exist in the society. My mother said I was very happy. I said my happiness was given by myself. If anyone knows everything about me before my first year of high school, you will find that it is really incredible that I can have what I am today. But I made some achievements in writing, which I didn’t even dare to think about before. Sometimes I think that the pain of my life was suffered before I was 24 years old. If I still have unfair treatment in the future, it will be insignificant compared with the past. I eager for success. I didn’t expect to make a breakthrough in writing. I want to be an ordinary person, and now my level has reached. Now I want to find a girlfriend. But I didn’t succeed. I don’t want her to be so beautiful. I don’t want her to be more capable. As long as the age is the same as mine, it is enough to know to run to the house when it rains. I know very well how valuable it is to be an ordinary person. However, I changed from a child who was identified as grade 8 disabled by forensic doctors at that time to a normal person that even my attending doctor did not dare to imagine after knowing it. What happened among them. Leopard can. This is very correct. But I changed my character. Several people know this difficult word. Before I went to senior high school, I still believed that college entrance examination could bring me a good future. But my ability made me gradually understand that college entrance examination was not feasible for me. If I don’t take a college entrance examination, I think it may be more realistic for me to take a college entrance examination. However, after I was divided into different subjects, the emergence of comprehensive science was a fatal blow to me. It might be better if there is no comprehensive theory. But I really couldn’t get good grades in the comprehensive science exam. I found that I would get a better result if I separate physics from chemistry. However, my scores combined together will be much less. Actually after all, The result of the first college entrance examination reflects my real ability. If I was asked to specialize in a certain university, I thought I could not pass the exam in my whole life. Can’t. I can’t remember anything. Just like I remember lyrics. I like some songs. But I can’t recite the lyrics even after a lot of efforts. To be precise, when I recited it, I began to sing, and the last sentence had something to do with other sentences. Sometimes I wonder how I am write articles. I haven’t figured out this idea until now. In my opinion, the writers I imagined have amazing memories. Unexpectedly, I succeeded. It seems that everything in the world is incredible. I think as long as you work hard, God will certainly care for you. Give you the ability at a certain moment. I can’t explain this. We live in this society as long as it is peaceful. Education no sin. Because education does not pose any threat to social stability. People like Ma Jiajue and Lin Senhao will appear again. I don’t know when it will come. Anyway, when the forest is big, there will be any bird. You don’t have to replace face with points, nor do you have to borrow a topic to play. You should know that living comfortably is more important than anything else. I used to think about all kinds of unimaginable prospects. Now it is incredibly realized. I remembered that I used to have a classmate who wore daunting glasses. He was praised by a fluke in the composition class. Because his work was published in the school newspaper. Then he saw me and told me about it. I very envy. But before long, he told me that he wanted to write a book. I was even more surprised. I don’t know if he succeeded later. But what I didn’t expect was that someone who could write books like me had a headache when he picked up a pen in the composition class at that time, but a few years later, he even wrote articles like flying. What was more puzzling was that he was at home when he was idle, and he was sick without writing words. Once he wrote articles, everything was as usual. I really don’t know how people’s destiny is arranged. It seems that God is watching people all over the world doing things. For a very unfortunate person like me, he helped me. Maybe you said I was superstitious. But thinking about my past life, I think I am a visionary first, then a doer, and then a successful one. Speaking of this, you should understand the meaning of the coexistence of fantasy and dream.

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