I will give birth to a baby this evening. Several close friends of my daughter knew my date, so they came to visit me one after another and asked me to prepare for the prenatal period. However, at noon, I did a lot of housework and wasted some physical strength. I was scared and thought that my strength would not be enough when giving birth. I closed my eyes and tried to experience that kind of pain, but I couldn’t help it. That was what I didn’t have in my experience. I just heard that life is better than death. I couldn’t figure out how much strength it would take to end the pain, I couldn’t imagine reaching its boundary, and I fell into unknown fear. Neither history nor future can be assumed. I waited helplessly for that moment. Maybe we need to have a caesarean section. I shivered. I wish it could start now and end in the evening, waiting is frustrating. Although many women have gone through this step, I don’t believe that I will be as easy as others’ comments: She gave birth to a child. Absolutely not that simple. I was afraid that the tiny minutes would fly in my mind when I endured the capital punishment, but obviously I couldn’t calculate the time (how long I had to endure). When I was engulfed by fear, I felt a little fresh at the same time. After all, it was my first time to have a baby. However, I didn’t know that I was pregnant or where the child came from. It seemed that I suddenly received the news and decided to give birth to a child at dusk. When I was awakened by the phone, I wanted to take a look at it with my mobile phone, but I couldn’t lift my arms. My heart was thick sleepiness, like a boat wrapped in the sea, always getting involved in the surging waves, I can’t say anything at all. But I could feel the coolness of the morning. I wrapped the blanket tightly, turned over, and fell into the dream time and space.

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