Seeing the younger brothers and sisters waiting for graduation on campus, I really envy them. After graduation, they can step into the next stage of life. Although the campus time is beautiful, it can be considered complete only when you step into the society. The beautiful things and directions are the most suitable to exist in memory. Recalling my university, I found that I didn’t miss it. I have always been a person who is not good at calculating carefully. I have been confused for four years. I didn’t know until I entered a higher school that it was a pity that my previous time was wasted. I felt sad. Now, under the teacher’s command, in the huge shadow of homework, I am like a rubber ball, kicked from Monday to weekend, from school to holiday. The teacher said, learning needs to be done step by step, but we are rolling a deep track, rolling skin and flesh. It is too late to entertain and contemplate. Fortunately, the soul has always been great and lofty as it thinks. There is no need to stop waiting. Only occasionally, my heart can’t be strong. I was inculcated with a lot of things, and I also knew that it was just like dragon killing skills. I was afraid that I had nowhere to display it in the future, but I still loved it, just like my facial features, although it was not enough to please others, but it is crucial to me. The feeling of being unable to write homework on such a cloudy and night-like day is really, summer vacation is close at hand, but people are not far away! I always feel that I am a wayward person, letting my likes and dislikes come. When rising, we don’t care about the consequences. When I graduated from college, the so-called cruel reality was thought to be just a matter of distance, and no matter how long the distance was, it could not stand the footsteps of the living. Therefore, in that season when birds lost their companions, they stubbornly threatened to walk out of the miracle. The decision was very straightforward, but the journey after the decision was extremely difficult. Yes, on a day like today, it is dark and cold. When the wind blows, the green leaves and grass waves all the way go layer by layer, and are very low. Lonely moments roar and live, magnificent momentum, you have nowhere to escape. China is so vast. I really wish she could be smaller. It takes dozens of hours to sit on a train without swelling feet. Sometimes you will feel that you are full of tears in your stomach. If you touch it a little, the tears will burst and your mood will collapse. But people can’t take too much pity on themselves. I will tell myself that it’s no big deal. It will be gone if I endure it, and I won’t die. Maybe you don’t know, people are very strange. When your mind is spinning for homework, your heart will suddenly surge like a tide; When you smile like a flower talking about the Earth, there is a burst of pain in the deep of your eyes; when you rush to East and West, your thoughts are fluttering quietly. Maybe everyone has such experience. Sensitive people only care about the heart, so she seems sentimental. Ordinary people can’t catch the internal changes, so she lives easily. However, most people can deeply understand both of them. This is not a split. If you accept and endure it, it means that you have grown up. Perhaps when it comes to hardship and pain, many people will think that this is a vocabulary that young people strongly use and has no real content. I really hope this is the case, so that I can comfort myself, in fact, it is not that bitter. But people are the animals who know that suffering will also persist, because everyone feels that happiness will appear soon. If there is a God or an immortal telling you clearly that tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be Today’s repetition, then what hope is there to live? The reason why we don’t commit suicide is that we have hope for the future, and the process of our living is roughly like this: we are eager for happiness to come, begging for happiness to stay and waiting for happiness to come again. I won’t tell you that I haven’t met each other ten times in five years.

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Therefore, I entered the university, thinking: I want to live poetically, I want to take a new look, and the former honors have already vanished. Now I am still a piece of white paper in others’ eyes, then keep silent. No, what’s the use of letting more people know themselves? Limited to the scenery of just 4 years, then, step out of school, step into the society, the real gap begins from then on. I can endure it to the end. I thought this was what I wanted. Learn from him, he is not unobtrusive. However, forget that we are different after all, and we can’t learn his essence all the time. Yes, I want this kind of life. A book, a glass of water, a person, quietly, love what. How Unrestrained and comfortable it is. At least I won’t let myself regret in the future, at least I can give myself some confidence decorated with books in the future. However, one thing is that I am wrong. I was scared unexpectedly. I was scared and afraid to try. I began to hesitate when I just tried. I was afraid to insist, but I summed up everything as inappropriate. Really ridiculous! I was not like this before! The former one will think actively; The former one is eager for a high platform; The former one will never mix with others; The former one is more excited about his weaknesses; in the past, I was very strict with myself; In the past, I dared to ask questions, argue, and talk; In the past, I loved to laugh and be active; In the past, what about myself now? After listening to the lecture, pat your ass and leave. Have you ever thought that you really have no problem? Now I dare not raise my hands in class, do not take the initiative in student work, do not follow the assigned tasks, even a small platform will be nervous, and I am not willing to put forward my present self in public if I have ideas, pretended to be reserved and reserved, but it was really clumsy. That very own independent idea of where have you been? Where have you been, who has never cared about secular vision by taking your own path? Where are you going to be the one who is really excellent and requires the best in everything? Where are you, humorous, profound and expressive? Because he? Does his preference change yourself? That’s not you! You lost! Back! You are very shy and not confident! In fact, you are very diligent. I don’t want to hear others’ facts, let alone the diligence in others’ eyes. What I want is aura and intelligence. Those who know me call me worried, but what is more, those who don’t know me. In fact, I am not such a person. This time, I will no longer change myself for anyone. This time, be yourself. This time, be the one who can think, dare to express, love to try, and step forward with your weaknesses! This time, the brave, energetic, energetic, capable and talkative self who loves laughing, muddled, impulsive, cute, smart and doesn’t care about secular eyes really came back! This is you! Thank you, HF! Yes, I’m going to start! I want to dress up this place as a stage belonging to me. I want to spread my wings and fly high and far away. I want to open my heart to welcome everything I want to do. Yes, I’m going to start! This is myself! A miracle girl who makes herself happy and brings happiness and inspiration to others!

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