Counting the festivals, Grain in Ear and summer solstice, the curtain of summer has been opened for a long time, and the weather is not so hot. Occasionally, the temperature rises 30 degrees one day. A group of people all say, is it the summer of this year, some unexpected coolness? Before people were at ease, the temperature in Suzhou suddenly soared to 356 degrees, and it was stuffy. When they moved a little, sweat beads flew out, making them uncomfortable. The weather is just like a roller coaster, which makes people feel too rough to breathe. During the senior high school entrance examination these days, a large group of children felt uneasy and had to take the heat to refer to them. It was really hard for them. In such a weather, I always complain again. Why can’t it be balanced? It’s just mild these days, giving some rare coolness to the children who are busy with the senior high school entrance examination. There is a saying that if you are willing to kill thieves, you can’t go back to the sky. Is this God’s thing controlled by human resources? No matter how hot it is, no matter how much sweat it is, it can only follow its wishes, however, these children suffered a lot. When they were sweating like a pig, they had to concentrate on the test paper before the case. They answered questions one by one slowly, and even had no time to take care of the sweat hanging on their faces. Because of my daughter’s senior high school entrance examination, I accompanied her at home these days. He said that he would take care of his daily life, send it in the morning and pick it up in the afternoon. The rest could not be plugged in at all. What I didn’t expect was that the weather was so hot. It seemed that the God also joined in the fun. At this time, he ran out to stir up and test these children. The Sky, which was always smoky, suddenly became much taller. It was a blue tile. It was rare to see a few clouds without wind. The leaves around were as static as they could not see a little swing, only the white flowers are covered with hot sunshine. The rising heat permeated every corner of the city and village, sparing no effort to drill into every door and window. As an old saying goes, it is hard to deal with the summer heat. It was only seven o’clock in the morning when I sent my daughter back. My whole body was already wet. I felt more distressed when I thought that my child would fight in such a climate. But what could I do? Facing the first turning point of life and such hot weather, besides facing, it is also facing. These factors cannot be easily defeated. Otherwise, what perseverance and ideal can we talk about? When we were studying, teachers often said that winter practice is three nine, summer practice is three UPS, which means such a test; People can do everything in good times, and they often do well. What about adversity? It is a big difference. It is not only a matter of ability, but also a matter of mentality. Although the temperature is soaring and the weather is hot, I hope that the little guy will not be impatient or impetuous, and take every exam carefully, which will be regarded as hot summer weather and also a test for himself, compared with the many challenges we will face in our future life, this is nothing at all. There will be many situations in our life. I don’t know how many times cruel and fierce it will be. When this is the beginning of growth, A kind of hardship that must be experienced. Children are inevitably embarrassed in the examination room, and parents are even more uneasy, but there is nothing they can do if they are not calm. Exams are children’s business. What can parents do to help? Besides logistics, what else can I do? Sending my daughter back, I wanted to knock a few words, but I couldn’t calm down. The Wind from the electric fan was hot, which made people feel more annoyed. Calm Heart and cool nature. What my ancestors said had been passed down for several years. However, my heart couldn’t calm down at all. How could this coolness happen. Such weather was really out of date for the children who took part in the College Entrance Examination. It was a pity to see the children walking into the examination room one by one. It seems that they are also telling them that there are few smooth things in the world. If you want to come up with achievements and make achievements, you must face all kinds of challenges, have a good attitude and face all kinds of situations that come one after another, only in this way can we go further and fly higher. Although the heat is hot and the sweat is flowing like a pig, it is regarded as another test that I have met and an indispensable test when facing life choices. The weather is hot and the sun is like fire. It is hard for these children. I wish all of them can pass the normal level and realize their ideals.

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Someone once said: no distance can be regarded as real separation, and missing and tacit understanding can replace all words. But the distance between you and me is not so simple. We have a boundary that cannot be crossed-the threshold in our hearts. Your words are always protecting the harm you have suffered, and you have never thought of telling it to the person who loves you. No matter what I say to you, you will refuse me thousands of miles away. It is obviously love, but you still don’t care; It is obviously care, but you tell me with a straight face that you don’t care about me; Suddenly you find that, it turns out that what we lack is not tacit understanding, but lack of confidence. Every quiet night, without the companionship of the moon; Without the flashing light of fireflies, only the trace of light emitted by mobile phones, only the companionship of those weird ideas, can we find that, I was still in love; I couldn’t forget your appearance, your singing, the moment when you looked at me coldly, and the good times that belonged to us. Maybe I still love you. But I dare not tell you any more, what I am afraid of is rejection. Knowing that you are doing well, this is the happiest thing. This love, I hope it will continue like this. To love someone, maybe there are other ways to bless him silently and see his smile. This is the best ending. Love you, that’s good.

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All my previous words were my own opinions played by myself, without any other meaning. I just want to write something when I think it’s funny. Therefore, if there is any real collision, I can only say that I am lucky to resonate with the outside world. Just like the test questions made by senior high school students, it is not easy to have something similar to the subclasses of college entrance examination papers. Some people will feel that they are capable only by looking at their strengths, but if you look at their weaknesses, you will find that they seem to be dreaming. As far as I know, I just have some hobbies and abilities in writing. But it is not very outstanding. And I became an online writer not because I was particularly excellent, but because of my long-term persistence. As the old saying goes, as long as the kung fu is deep, the iron pestle is grinded into a needle. My ability is not good. Just like in the exam. And my psychological quality is also very low. So I am afraid of places with many people. Especially in full view of the public. I don’t want to overcome it, and it is difficult to overcome it. Since I was a child, I have been unable to deal with interpersonal relationships, so for almost 20 years, I have often encountered obstacles in interpersonal relationships. So deep down, I am also afraid of associating with others. I am afraid that this shadow will not disappear until I die. That is to say, my psychological quality is not good, and I have the inherent habit of being afraid of becoming the focus. So, don’t worry about others, just make my interpersonal relationship very good, it will also make me very tired. Basically, I feel uncomfortable when I see acquaintances. But now it’s better. But I still don’t want to have a deep relationship with others. Maybe from a certain point of view, I feel that I can be qualified for some positions, but whether I can really do that cannot be evaluated immediately. When I was working, I didn’t dare to take the lead even in a two-person team. I am afraid of taking responsibility for accidents, and I am also afraid of long-time contact with people, and even more afraid of receiving orders for tasks. What I like most is writing and drawing when there is no one. Because at that time, nobody bothered me and asked me to do this or that. When Chairman Mao passed away, he handed over the burden to a senior official in Hunan. But later we could see that people like that who already had a lot of official experience were not suitable to take that position. It can be seen that only when everyone puts him in the right position can he play his role. If you are a little careless, big jokes will appear. When I was in school, in the class of about 50 people, I felt uncomfortable once the teacher asked me questions. Compared with the mention of me, I was so scared that I didn’t know how to answer what I would have. At that time, I often looked down upon me because of the negative answer. It also embarrassed me. After many years, my weakness has not changed much. Today, a priest came to my house to talk with me. He said I was weak. I think he is right. But this kind of weakness of my heart is not influenced by the day after tomorrow, but the inherent psychological deficiency. I have tried to change it many times, but failed every time. And every time I fail, I find that the degree of weakness is more severe. Many people like to compete for fame and wealth. In fact, I also want. But it doesn’t matter if I always think about fame and wealth, but many people are watching you, how can this be endured. I don’t want to be the focus of attention. You should not be too tough. I think in this case, we should consider it carefully. Otherwise, energy will be wasted and there will be no good results. If I could succeed, I would be like an inconspicuous planner in the background of a TV program. I can’t play any role in front of the stage. In an article in the afternoon, I told what I knew from a low-level perspective. I don’t know the situation of the whole China, but just know some information, so I casually talk about it. So it caused unnecessary trouble. I think many people’s weak cognition of law will lead to bad situations. But this is not the case. It still needs to be studied carefully. The development and stability of society need the support of mainstream consciousness. Special can only be established on these mainstream. I am just a special case, and it doesn’t make much sense to pay attention to me. At least you can supervise my articles, others are doing meaningless waste. My advantage in writing is that I worked so hard and spent a lot of energy to complete it. It is my unexpected harvest. I think if some people in the university have the 1‰ of my efforts, they will succeed. I wrote a lot, but I found my own way. And all my creations are copies of this mode. If you are asking me to do something else, I guess I have to fight again from the beginning. Exam-oriented education needs comprehensive talents. I am not a comprehensive talent. Also not pian ke sheng. I am just an ordinary person with mediocre ability. Many people spent a lot of time in me and got nothing, but they were afraid of losing face and being afraid of people saying that there was something wrong with his eyesight. So I dare not admit the fact. In fact that’s how. The truth will come to light sooner or later. Way can’t again wrong. It is right to evaluate a person’s ability objectively. I found that when I picked up the pen, I was bold. But if you let me talk, I will be as timid as a mouse. I won’t take the responsibility of others’ sustenance, nor dare I, let alone willingly. My advantage is to turn on the computer and knock on the things I encountered during the day. I really don’t want to do anything else. Even if I work and someone gives me a position, I dare not pick it up. In fact, I am not brave, afraid, and really do not have the ability to respond. Living in the society, only by taking advantages can we live better, and we must eat with shortcomings, and there are almost no such people. Looking at my experience, it seems that I will be a very amazing person. In fact, I was acting aimlessly. This makes the situation very big, just like media hype. In fact, I am have no choice. When I used to be very ordinary, I envied those who got high marks very much. Now many people say that I have the ability, and I really regret it. I do not up official post. If there is no knowledge in books in my life, I am afraid that I cannot live. If I don’t succeed in writing, I’m afraid I can’t even find a wife. I want to earn some money, and also want to have some status. But nowadays, girls who are a little decent love money and people with status. I am working hard for this situation. If someone is willing to tie up with me after learning, I guess I won’t become an online writer. Speaking of being an official, I am envious. I also want to have such power. But when I suffer setbacks, I will find that psychological problems and comprehensive abilities are my biggest obstacles. So I said, maybe I can make contributions in culture, but I am afraid that I will always live up to others’ expectations in politics. After all, politics and literature need different abilities. Thinking of this, I really hope I can have books to sell in the market. This is my idea. But it is still far from realized. Many online writers have become rich through words, which is also my idea. I have neither noble sentiment nor good virtue. I have what others have, and I also have some shortcomings that others don’t have. I often hope that I can study in school again. But it is impossible now. And even if you let me go, I dare not go. Everything is normal now. Very ordinary. I want to manage my writing. Because I can get some wealth there. As for the others, it is estimated to be unrealistic. I still hope someone can think it over. Maybe I will become a cultural star. But it is just a star. I’m afraid I can’t do anything else. If you want to wrap lines, it will take many years of hard work. Life is not much, I want to live more easily. I don’t want to try other industries. I hope to be respected by others. And all these need to be done from reality. Neither fantasy nor conjecture can work. I think it is better to seek truth from facts. Otherwise, the consequence will be a farce.

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My hometown is deep in the mountains, and there are green fields when I go out. I have to go through the mountains when I go out. After going out to work, I lived in a small county, and every residence was beside the oasis. Today’s residence is needless to say. The best community in a small county is called the purple water side. Although it is not comparable to the heaven above, the flourishing land of flowers and willows in Suzhou and Hangzhou, and the gentle and rich hometown below, it is surrounded by mountains and rivers, and the environment is elegant, quiet and lively. In front of the door is the riverside scenery belt, the river is gurgling, there are sandbars in the river, sandbars have hundreds of acres, an oasis that has accumulated for thousands of years. On the right side of the door is the big square, with flowers and trees, blue sky and white clouds, Red Men and green women, and pleasant scenery. Door left ancient houses, is said Hunan Building. Chen Mantian said that Hunan Army architecture is an important and outstanding representative of Hunan culture in the history of architectural art and decorative art! They cannot be copied! There is a new tower next to the ancient dwellings, and the lights are flashing at night, like dreams. If there is no Oasis, people who are used to living in the oasis will not feel comfortable and uncomfortable. Not long ago, I went on a business trip to a city. It was the time when the tiger was in power in autumn. The sun was scorching and the heat was scorching. I didn’t want to go out when I stayed in a hotel. In the afternoon, I went to do business and then had dinner at my friend’s house. After a few drinks, I don’t want to go anywhere. So, through the tree-lined road and the long flower bed, I came to the residence, turned on the air conditioner, and slept until the sky was slightly bright. Got up and opened the curtain. On the broad road, there began to be a surge of cars. Beside the road is a steep hillside, and the winter jasmine vines hang down from the hillside. It seems that this is an ancient building. Due to the polishing of time, trees are flourishing on the title page of history. There is a green shade on the hillside with numerous ancient Zhangs, which is a good place for walking in the morning. I woke up Zheng Dafu who was walking along the road to find the oasis. Coming out of the pavement, the Oasis is on the head. But there is no way to go. Going to the right, there is an asphalt road extending under the shade and rising along the edge of the Oasis. I was eager to find an oasis, so I went up along the road. Quiet morning, quiet pedestrians. Both sides of the asphalt road are full of private cars and special vehicles for work. In a bustling vegetable market, people came and went. The stalls were filled with vegetables such as pepper, eggplant and cabbage, and chicken, duck and pork were placed on the chopping board. The transaction was conducted quietly. Calm is restored here in about an hour. At the end of the asphalt road, there is no entrance to the oasis. It wedges into the residential area, turns left and right, and there is still no entrance to the oasis. There was a cry of birds coming over the oasis. We followed the sound and went away, which was another dead end. This elusive oasis really makes people want to enter quickly. Therefore, we returned along the road to the main road and walked back to the left, hoping to find an entrance here. However, the place without steep slopes is a continuous facade, and there is still no road to the oasis. Going further, we are getting farther and farther from the oasis. The city is a forest of houses, not trees. It is really not easy to find an oasis. We have to go back with anger. The Oasis was not found, so I went to the nameless restaurant for breakfast. Looking back at the Oasis, the oasis was still on the opposite hillside. Zheng Dafu stood still in front of the nameless restaurant. It turned out that he was looking at the couplet in front of the nameless restaurant: Although there was a seat, there was no seat. Mo Dao was famous. Restaurants are like this, Oasis is like this, and life is not like this. The restaurant has no seats but nobody is famous; The Oasis is close at hand but sees the house crying; Many goals and ideals of life are close at present, but they turn a blind eye and fail to see, it requires unremitting efforts and search.

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When an action occurs frequently on people, then people will give him a noun called habit. I don’t know when I have the habit of overlooking, and after I have this habit, I suddenly find that my mother has always had this habit. Like the sunset in every sunny day, like an everlasting natural law, it actually already exists in your carelessness. Inscription in the hot July, the temperature found the right time, and the temperature was going up step by step with vigorous steps. The boring and manic cities all reveal the smell of high temperature of 38 C degrees, suffering like the elixir burnt by high temperature in alchemy furnace. It was seven o’clock in the evening again, and the sun had already fallen outside the West Valley. The remaining temperature left by the residual photos at dusk has not been swallowed up by the black atmosphere coming at dusk. The annoying and manic atmosphere still enveloped the sky of the whole city and refused to disperse for a long time. From time to time, the pomelo tree in front of the door heard the low and sometimes high voice at that time, together with the foil of some unknown small insects, which was like a symphony composed naturally without deliberate modification, I have to admire that Zhi is really a talent with musical talent in nature. At this time every day, my mother and I always stood outside the door and looked at my father’s back habitually, expecting that tired and slim figure to appear early. For so many years, our family is still as poor as a wash, with nothing. The only thing we have is to give birth to my sister and me, these two useless ghosts who only want money. It is often heard that people say that the poor will only be poorer, while the rich will only be richer. Now I think this sentence is really reasonable. Matthew effect has swept the whole society, money, power and Power have become king. I don’t want to say how dark the society is. I just want to say how vividly the Matthew effect is reflected in my parents. Whenever they want a way to make more money, however, it always appears to be afraid of wolves before and Tigers after because of financial problems. In the end, no matter how good the money-making scheme is, it can only be stranded forever. It was because of this that my father had been supporting our family of four by selling coolies till now. And like the habit of overlooking father’s coming back, we are also accustomed to poverty, the days when we can’t afford tuition and the days when we can’t afford rent, I am used to eating meat only once a month or two. Habit, I want to break through the habit. I’m tired of it. My mother wants to pay half a day’s price with the vendor for one or two cents. My father’s clothes have been sewn again and again, my sister admired all kinds of snacks in others’ hands. I want to change the status quo, and I must change it. What I want to do is not China Merchants Bank, but China Construction Bank. I have to rely on my own hands to hold up the sky for my parents and younger sister, so that they can no longer get used to poverty.

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