Human beings are funny creatures, which may produce all kinds of novel and strange ideas all the time, and these novel and strange ideas may change a person’s simple life tactfully; and most of the time, this kind of thought is just a fixed thought for a moment. Even if this idea shines occasionally at some time in the following life, it is often more of a feeling of deja vency, then… there is no more. However, it is worth mentioning that when we think of it by accident, we can’t help having an illusion that we once predicted this scene at a certain moment, it seems that at some point we have the ability to predict the future. I don’t know if there is anyone like me who once thought ridiculously that even if people grow up, they will not have troubles. As long as they know contentment, generosity, insight and naked in this world, even if you leave, you will still be naked! But …… when I woke up early in the morning, I used to looking out of the window, and all kinds of strange and novel ideas emerged in my head. I felt sad that even if the funny human beings are so funny, they can’t escape from troubles when they grow up, even if how to see through how open-minded! Who calls us human beings! But! I don’t know what the world I don’t know is like! What kinds of things are people I don’t know doing every day! And do I pursue every minute of what I am doing (even if there is no action, maybe my heart is always pursuing!) Things! I really want to know …… it seems that we are doomed to never know! I don’t want the life I don’t want. I often think fiercely: If I can’t find the feeling of living in my life, I am willing to die! Although the pain and sadness seem to be my favorite feeling when I regret that I have never lived the life I want everyday, I can’t help feeling myself abnormal, I couldn’t help feeling sick of standing by the window and regretting every ridiculous day one morning. So sometimes I can’t help thinking that if I am lucky enough to be sudden one day (it is better to be sudden, how to say that as a human being, I won’t let myself become such a small thing when I feel it.) How good it would be if I became an ant, not because how good it would be to be an ant, but because ant can’t think. The most lovely thing is: ants can suddenly be trampled to death by human beings when they are unconscious (even if they are conscious), which suddenly and simply ends their life, such an ant-like life. …… Forget it, go to work, oh my god ~~ It seems to be rich!

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