Unconsciously, you have accompanied me for more than 20 years. In the past 20 years, I think I am happy. In the past 20 years, I have tasted all kinds of life and experienced all kinds of hardships. It is also because of these kinds of hardships, I have grown up a lot, from a person who doesn’t know how to understand others to a person who considers everything for others, I don’t know whether this is a kind of quality or it is not a good thing for myself. I increasingly find that I am too kind. I think of others in everything and only think of others, but what disappoints me most is that it is not others’ malicious harm to myself, but the general feeling that they squander my kindness casually, others always say that I pay too much attention to others’ feelings. I also want to be as cruel and cold-blooded as others, but I really can’t do it. My mom and dad, it was you who taught me to behave with conscience, work with heart and treat people sincerely since I was young. I did it, but why did I feel all kinds of pain? I don’t know what else I can do, nor do I know what else I can do in this complicated world? Having gone through a heavy moment and a 12-year reading era, we are becoming mature step by step and stepping into the society step by step, I am no longer the little girl who will shed tears after being talked about. I am not the guy who will be bullied by others and will not resist. I have become strong. When I was young, my parents were not around. I lived with my younger brother. I remembered that in the past, every time I was wronged, I would only suffer pain. When I saw my younger brother crying, I would cry again. But now, I won’t. I feel very uncomfortable when I think of my parents and the life I live at home occasionally. Every time I call home, my mother always worries about my health, what she worried about was whether I could eat well and sleep well recently. What she worried about was that I still had no money to spend in school. As a mother, why was it always so great? Why can’t you think about your own physical condition? I really want to beg my mother that I have grown up and I know how to take care of myself. Can you take good care of yourself for me? But my words like this, I always can’t say it out. I know my mother. I just want to see my achievements and I just want to see that I can live a happy life. Mom, I tell you that I have lived a happy life. I am really happy. I have your love and father’s tolerance, and I am satisfied. I am really happy. Even though I don’t want anything like other people’s children, what you give me is always the best. I thank you. I will certainly repay you. Please take good care of your body and don’t worry about me, my dear parents.

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