I have been forced to retreat my sadness again and again, and I am thinking about it again. I like the warm quilt with the smell of skin. The sense of security is thick. I like the bangs covering my eyes. No one can see my mood. My crazy and evil heart goes the Arctic leap in the South Pole I like to fall into the memory and can’t climb out and then be sentenced to death by time. I am unforgettable. I have been separated from life and death. I have been betrayed and split. I have been happy. I have had the determination to die. There looking back, cunning, narrow-minded, naked hurt, so many can’t go back. I have many people I like. Really, I only love you. A real soul has no fixed place. You are my city, but not mine. The sun is desperate. With great fanfare, the bright sunshine is shining, the silent curtain, the hot gold frame of the drama, can’t see my helplessness. I can fall in love at first sight. I can throw all my life out for anyone. I can write warm words for you. I have painted a thousand kinds of things about the future in my mind secretly for you. I want to tell you the most touching love words in the world, even though you can turn a deaf ear to it. I thought you could save me from the boundless loneliness. I thought I could love the world more with you. It’s just that I made a fatal mistake. I forgot that you are not mine. I forgot love is not that you can do whatever you want in the name of love as long as you have love. Because you can be forgiven and do what you think is right under the banner of love. After all, it is water Moon Mirror flowers living in different worlds. You can live without me. I can’t. No matter how sad your heart is, you can still do it. Without me, but I am different from you. I am would rather do nothing than leave me thinking about you, thinking about you unconsciously and wanting to shed tears. You are as helpless as me. Whenever I think of this, I am embezzling the power that burns my life. Go on and use the courage accumulated again and again to tell you to give up, but after hearing what you said, I love you, I feel sad about those tangled thoughts, those words that can’t be said or asked it doesn’t matter if you take a word so easily. I’m not forgiving you, not indulging you, not praying for your sympathy. I am really reluctant. What a terrible person I want to I am. Am I so neurotic and extreme? Gentle and not excellent I don’t care about people even don’t know how to love someone no one likes the real me no one needs me but you don’t know how much I love you lose to your heart don’t know how to be a good love please if you give it back to me, I can’t make myself cheap. I can’t make myself humble in front of anyone. I am the most proud of face, so I don’t care about anything. You are nothing. You are not worth mentioning. You are nothing. I don’t need to ask anyone for help. Smile to anyone. Coquetry to anyone. Compromise to anyone. Pretend that I can give you freedom. Anyway, this kind of thing is originally used regret, isn’t it? It’s so funny that we are so muddled and hard to hurt each other and do well, bad, worthy, unworthy, anything stinging breath, lost yourself, don’t calm down, don’t be afraid of me I lost my temper. I ‘d rather just argue. I can apologize and eat each other. It’s like two trapped beasts. At least it can prove that you are still there. You see, we are stagnant. What we consume our feelings left is burning skin. The intermittent tears make people increasingly doubt whether it is necessary to continue. In fact, you have no idea how stupid and ridiculous your self-righteous love is in the eyes of people who don’t love you. Cold Tsingtao beer is the sexiest thing in summer. It is strange that I am not drunk since I was a child, even if I feel uncomfortable, I will be extremely sober. It is very good. I feel that it is as strong and vigorous as witnessing my own death. The pain makes me shiver. I why can’t you ignite your feelings.

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