She was finally relieved. She died and committed suicide. Those people all wanted to bully her, humiliate her, torture her and threaten her. She committed suicide, she committed suicide at 12 o’clock in the night. She cut her wrist with a razor blade. The bed sheet was full of blood. At the end of her life, she was finally free. Xiuzhen, I know you don’t want to choose this road, you are too tired to live. Except for injustice, you are wronged in your life. Every time you cry and cry, there is no place to cry for injustice. Facing the powerful forces, you are just a trivial migrant worker and a hard-working woman, everyone thinks you are weak, and wants to use power to add charges to you. Facing power and reality, what accompany you is silent tears, grievances, crying and crying, nowhere to cry for injustice, I want to forget the past from the new life, but those people don’t let you go, they are humiliated and cursed everywhere, You are really tired. You bear too many sins. You can’t say a word when you are humiliated and cursed. You are also threatened. Fate makes you suffer humiliation and injustice, it makes you fall into the cesspit, bear the injustice charges all over your body, offend the people with identity, be bullied and abused by others depending on your identity. Who told you to let the boss’s sister-in-law Xu Caiju, looking displeased, the only thing to be scolded and humiliated was crying, sitting there crying and crying for injustice. Being oppressed by others with power, you can’t say one more word, but only listen to scolding. You are just a part-time worker, in their opinion, you are even smaller than ants. In front of them, you are their toy. Let them play and curse all over. Brothers and sisters who work all the time please come in!! We have been insulted by our personality ~ we have been humiliated and wronged by the world, but she lives in the 6th Brigade of Changhe. She listens to others’ humiliation and threatens you to scold you everywhere, who calls you a migrant worker who has no money or power, facts and truth, family name rights, The truth is Qian, who cares about the dignity and life of a working woman, a person who knows something about working life, or a person who has read Zheng Xiaoqiong’s poems, it should be known that her sense of shame was by no means just a casual talk. She has a poem named shame, which says: we keep old and elegant on waste paper/our heart is filled with shame, our shame comes from silence for too long and too deep/We forgive fragile souls in pain, get used to silence/shame, and still want me, too early/leave youth and anger, our life is being deleted or fabricated by the Times/There are spots of shame flashing in the horizontal and vertical of words. This sober sense of shame is not only the sensitivity that a good poet who asks about his life situation must possess, but also the vigilance that an ordinary person who pursues a dignified life should hold. I once confessed in a seminar that as a current commentator, when I was talking about those sensitive topics, I tried my best to find some ingenious angles and carefully choose words and sentences, so as to clean the edges without offending. My friends always praise my experience and ability, but I always feel shame. This sense of shame made me feel a little relieved, because it proved that I had not completely fallen into a shameless person. Benedict, the author of chrysanthemum and knife, called Japanese culture as shame culture, while Western culture as sin culture, saying that sin culture emphasizes introspection and confession from the heart, while shame culture relies on external disciplines and constraints of public opinions. From this, some Chinese scholars analyzed the root of Japanese militarism. Later, the central government put forward the moral view of eight honors and eight disgraces, and some scholars thought that the sense of shame culture was the core of Chinese traditional culture. In the Analects of Confucius, warnings of shame can be seen everywhere. For example, if the Tao is based on politics, and if the Tao is based on punishment, the people will be exempted from shame; If the Tao is based on morality, and if the Tao is based on etiquette, it will be, the state has a way, poor and cheap, and shame; The state has no way, rich and expensive, shame. Mencius was even more indignant when he mentioned shame, saying that there was no shame and no human being. People could not be shameless. The shame of being shameless was shameless. In fact, shame is human nature. No matter Japanese, Chinese, or Westerners living in the so-called sense of sin culture, in normal social culture and psychological state, they will feel shame and shame for violating their conscience or losing their dignity. While emphasizing the guilt of life, the Bible also mentions shame or humiliation many times. For example, Justice makes the country strong and evil is the shame of the nation, and everyone who passes by snatches him, he became the humiliation of his neighbor. Humiliation punishment, like the bayonet on the face described in the novel The Scarlet Letter, was once popular in Western society. A representative work of Coetzee, a contemporary South African writer and Nobel Prize winner in literature, takes shame as the title of the book and writes about the pollution and distortion of personal life caused by the history of colonial conflicts. Shame is the basis for human beings to defend dignity, the driving force for human beings to pursue freedom, and the most precious emotion and cognitive ability of human beings. However, in real life, there are too many times when people lose their sense of shame. Many people feel at ease for their indifference and are complacent for their cynicism, even proud of his own cheating. It is not so rare that conscience is betrayed, soul is bribed, history is forgotten, truth is hidden, rules are distorted, and laws are trampled. If poetry is related to human soul, then shame is the patron saint of poets and writers. Then, among the numerous poets and writers in China, how many people have retained Zheng Xiaoqiong’s sober sense of shame? In my opinion, some writers are not only shameless, but also advocate Shameless culture, affectation, flattery, tampering with history and whitewashing peace. However, some organizations organized by writers and serving writers are themselves the makers and givers of shame. For example, a year ago, Zheng Xiaoqiong once participated in the competition of contract writers in the local college of arts, but he failed because the living conditions of migrant workers who applied for the selected topics were not the main theme. After she won the official mainstream literature prize, she came without invitation. In my opinion, the experience before and after itself is a shame of migrant workers and poets. All working brothers and sisters please come in!! We have been insulted ~ we have been humiliated and wronged by the world, you are tired, You have embarked on this road, and I can only pray for you. Wang Xiuzhen went all the way to the heaven without oppression, injustice and injury, you said there was someone who would never know that he was her pride and show off. Your life is really ridiculous. The person left in your soul turns out to be the one you don’t know the name. She only knows that your mother called you with a three-word name at that time, she didn’t hear it clearly. She named you ZHANG BIN. In fact, she really liked the person who smiled at her, but she had a lot of love. She knew her Zhang Bin knew her name, it was his mother who told him that Zhang Bin was the most handsome person who laughed. She wanted you to remember that she liked your smile and all of them. Your smile made her intoxicated, so you have to laugh more to make everyone who sees you enchanted. Now she is dead, we all hope she can walk all the way. She said she will never forget you, she would like to say to you long time no see you okay? You can’t forget that feeling and that memory. You once said to them that they are the most beautiful fate in your life. You stood at their door and said, he and his parents are so good in your heart, Xiuzhen’s teacher, Xiuzhen said that she missed you very much and would cry when thinking of you. Knowing him is her honor in this life, although she knew that he might trample on her for her dignity and face, elevation himself. But she wanted to say that he was her pride in this life. She was showing off how good, amazing, arrogant and upright Zhang was to everyone, she felt honored to meet him in this life, and how good it was in her heart. She wanted everyone to say that her Zhang He was so good, but she knew it in her heart,. Maybe he was humiliating her and raising himself up, although she knew that men were not worthy of her nostalgia and memory, but now she wants to say that it is her pride to meet such an excellent man. She will cry when thinking of him, although she knows that black men are not good, they will trample on the people who like him for their dignity and face. They are heartless, heartless and heartless. Women are their stepping stones and can push them up.

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