Just a few steps out of the community, the shoes were already wet through, dragging a heavy step forward step by step, no longer hiding from the pool, and the wet trousers were as heavy as iron, it was firmly attached to the legs, and it would take three or ten minutes to get to the subway station. This rain made this section of road especially long. As I walked, I stood there as if I had been fixed. I didn’t want to go. For 200 yuan, I didn’t even have a weekend. I ran from Pudong to Minhang and crossed a district for more than 2 hours. In order to save the money for taking a taxi, just look at the direction of the subway station in the rain. Why do you have to work so many jobs? Why do you want to earn so much money? They said. Those who make money in order to make money are slaves of money. But I am not for money. Just in order to make myself have no space to think, so I filled my schedule every day. Even, it is not enough to sleep. In this way, you can fall asleep as soon as you lie down. Standing for a few minutes, I found that I was going to be late, so I quickened my steps. Sitting in the subway, my mother started to put Nanquan in her ear on rainy days. I still remember when I said I missed her and how much she thought. I said it was just like the rain outside now. She laughed, “it is raining cats and dogs now, this is what you think of me …… what you sing in the lyrics is, what should I do when it rains? I miss you so much that I dare not call you. I can’t find the reason… but I am not afraid to call her, because I can’t get through. She has blacklisted me since I met in the elevator. I miss you so much, though, I know you can’t receive this message. It rained so hard today. Did you have a good weekend? Every time I miss her, I will send her a message to myself. I know she can’t receive it. Maybe, I hope she can’t receive it. In this way, I don’t need to know how she will answer me. If only this rain could wash away the dissatisfaction in her heart and the anger in her heart. What a wayward child, how long will it take? How long will it take to calm down? However, luckily, it was her husband who was angry. Luckily, it was her who mentioned the break-up first. Luckily, it was her who dragged me to the blacklist. Luckily, it was her who cooled me first. Luckily… otherwise, once again, she had to taste the feeling of being hurt. Then she was silly and waited for others to take the initiative to find her… in the middle, no one would comfort her, so she could only make herself better… maybe, she was used to this kind of day, but if time went back, I think I will still choose to be the one who is annoyed to have no way out. At least, she threw herself away from me with pride and anger. At least, her dignity was still there. And I, someone said to me, but you have stepped on your self-esteem for hundreds of times. What else do you talk about love? Worth it? But nobody knows that losing her is the biggest pain in my life. For me, her dignity is enough. The rain will always stop. She will also come back.

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