Why do people often torture pain when they are alive? I feel that when we don’t cry, why don’t we smile and face the warmth in life. He came to me to sit here, without any words, and sighed loudly: I am a man, think about it, what’s the point. He is not my friend, just know each other. He came to me to chat, which meant very clear. He said to me before he sat down, “I am in the same boat with you. He was surprised I am he asked me for a chat. He met each other when he was a child, but we didn’t say anything to each other. Out of politeness, I said: sit down, have a cup of tea? He shook his hand and said: I don’t drink tea. I asked: Is your illness stroke? He said: It was a stroke. You don’t know. I almost collapsed. I am still scared when I think of the scene at that time. Look, my left hand is still unable to push hard. His left hand looked soft, like a withered branch on the tree. Can your left foot be used? I bit a cigarette and lit it. He said: I can use a little strength on my left foot. The doctor told me that my illness should be recovered from my foot first, and my feet would get better gradually after breaking up. Mind if I bum a cigarette? I said: can you smoke? He said: I dare not smoke at home. If my wife knows about my smoking, she will beat me up. I laughed: are you going to suck again? He sighed and said, “I am annoyed, Feng, what do you mean by being a human? When you are in good health, from morning to evening, it is more bitter than cattle. When you are sick, think about it, you and me are not going to die. But then again, I also had a good time. Hearing what he said, I felt funny, but his own thoughts involved me. The situation between him and me was not the same, let alone sympathy for each other. In terms of illness, my illness was more serious than him. At the very least, he didn’t need to borrow foreign objects when walking, so he went for freedom. When dealing with life, each other’s mood was totally different. In the bad situation, he wanted to die in his mouth, but he just recalled the scene and frivolous thing when he was in his twenties ten years ago. I am different from him. I just want to live the present, live the present happily, and live every today and the coming tomorrow like sunshine. His advantage was that he insisted on walking and exercising every day, saying in a noble word: never bow to fate. Regardless of the wind and rain, he walked on the road every day, and his illness improved year by year with constant efforts. In the future, one day in the future, he hoped to gain. His hope lies in the future. The future is full of temptations and people. Who doesn’t expect tomorrow to be better? Tomorrow is a day worth looking forward. Seed Sprouts, grass leaves, trees bloom, dark clouds and heavy rain tonight, and the weather will be fine and sunny tomorrow. Hope in tomorrow. Tomorrow is still that nothingness, like the flowers in the moon mirror in the water, which cannot be grasped. Where does it come and where does it go? Today’s hope is often lost tomorrow. It is because of the nothingness of tomorrow that we place today’s sufferings on tomorrow. Isn’t this the reason why people can live in despair in suffering. For him, I can’t be friends with him, and I can’t resonate with his words and deeds. He and I can only be acquaintances. It is a pleasure to walk. Walking, this literal word is also very interesting. One person travels among the green mountains and rivers with an unknown word on his shoulder. The meaning of walking is explained in the Modern Chinese Dictionary: The feet of people or birds and beasts move forward with each other. Walk, we can wander in the familiar environment, walk, we can go far away, go to a brand new world, seek the unknown, is the real purpose of walking. People walking on the road often encounter some accidental affairs. He walked on the road every day, seeking for unknown hope, but ignoring the interesting things in front of him. Of course, he was depressed at the moment, and often said: annoyance, life is meaningless. Why. I also like walking. In spring, I can see the new buds of plants and birds singing the love song of spring. The noise of summer, the reality of autumn and the waste of winter are all interesting everywhere. I walked on the path of the country with two sticks in my hands. On one side of the road was thick bamboo trees, and on the other side was the old house Pond, among which the collapsed old house was shallow and barren, the grain bark trees were dotted in it, as thick as a bowl. I whistled and walked on this country road. All of a sudden, I heard a bird’s cry, coming from the millet tree, and I was familiar with it. I was not sure. I stopped and whistled a long and short whistle towards the grain tree. Birds on the grain tree cried happily. I said crying because I was sure there were at least two birds on the tree. I smiled happily: You two little guys are flying here. I whistled and screamed, and the birds responded with bright and cheerful cries. A bird’s figure flew out of the tree canopy and then another bird’s figure flew out, both of which fell at my feet, I murmured around me. The small and agile one is the octagonal, and the fat and interesting one is the tile-Bell-clang bird. I fed them for about twenty days, and I just learned to fly these days. After playing with the two birds, I wanted to continue wandering, leaving the two birds to fly freely. I just took a few steps and the two birds followed my heels step by step. I had a whimsy and walked home with the two birds. The place where I live is about 300 meters away from this straight line. When I go back, I have to make a turn and go through a 20-meter-long Hutong, an uninhabited hutong. I turned to the hutong, worried that the birds were afraid of the dark. I walked a few steps and looked back. The two birds were away from me, making a whine. I walked a few steps and blew a short whistle to call, two birds are walking on the ground like two chickens. I call the bird Ying. One bird and two birds walk on the road. Road, road also represents hope. People can always pick up unexpected fun when they are on the road. Hope contains happiness and satisfaction, and the meaning of satisfaction may represent plain and pragmatic. It is better to find interesting things when people live to torture pain. There are different kinds of interesting things. Some people have fun by making a lot of money, some people have fun by tasting delicious food, and some people have fun by hiding under the warm sun in winter and squinting their eyes to enjoy the sunshine. The reason is that the old people who have seen through the unpredictable world and the sunshine in winter are so warm and real to them. Happiness can be touched everywhere just like the full sun. Unexpected happiness will make you smile sincerely. Besides being familiar with the environment, we become careless because we are familiar with it. We can’t help scolding some accidental affairs, and then laugh out. Many people have sent such a thing, holding the key in their hands and looking for the whole body’s pockets without success. They are anxious and distressed. When they are anxious, they accidentally find that the key is in their hands, I couldn’t help scolding myself: stupid. Then he smiled and opened the door and entered the room. In the afternoon, at 03:12, I cleaned the newly laid vegetable washing table, went back to the house to have a cup of tea, and I didn’t need to hold a cane and stiff body in my living area, I can still walk freely in my humble dwelling. In the familiar environment, I was careless and accidentally stumbled by something on my left foot. In a sudden accident, my heart shrank and foreseen what was going to happen, my body dared not use any action to stabilize it and tried to make my body fall to the left. I stretched out my left hand to cushion my body. I was like a tree hitting the ground straightly. I didn’t dare to start again to stabilize my body. My right foot was empty. I forced my body center of gravity slightly to the left. This was the result of several experiences. It was the first time I wanted to stabilize my body, I stepped forward for three or four steps, but my body was not stable, but it brought out a more powerful impact force. As a result, the skin on my forehead was smashed, and I realized what it was like to see stars, there is still a mark on the forehead. The situation was the same for two or three times. It hurt my waist, and my breath also involved severe pain. I lay in bed for ten and a half months. The pain was unbearable. I thought, in the future, I must be careful and not let this kind of thing happen again. In the final analysis, I belong to the person who forgot the pain after losing the scar. The left hand acts as a buffer. I lay on my back on the ground and breath quietly for a few breaths. I feel that my body is OK. I lay on my back to see the blue sky and light clouds. After continuous rainy days, the sky was as blue as the sea, the light clouds were as white as silk, and occasionally a flock of birds flew in front of me. There was nothing wrong in front of me, because I am was lying on the ground, looking at the clouds like sheep in the dome sky. There was a problem that I was eager to consider how to stand up. The stiffness of my body I couldn’t stand up by myself with my own strength. It was really a big shame to let go of my throat and call for help. Thinking about that embarrassing situation, I couldn’t take advantage of it. My hand accidentally touched the trouser pocket. At this moment, I didn’t mention how happy I was. At this moment, I felt that I had never been so kind to the word mobile phone. You can use your mobile phone to I am as you like, and you can take it with you without learning, which has been cultivated for many years. My friend Xun often satirized me for this question: you might as well not take it with you. What is a mobile phone? Is the hand cannot machine. Now I know the advantages of keeping hands on the machine. My friend who lived near me quickly came to me after receiving my call, and helped me up and asked: but where is the pain? Okay,. I replied. After my friend went back, I felt the burning pain of my left elbow. After checking, my left elbow wiped off a large fan of skin, and there was not much bleeding, but there was only a burst of burning pain. Regardless of cleaning up the wound, I looked carefully on the cement floor and found that what tripped me down was a cement gray head with horizontal fingers as tall as nails. I cleaned up the ash residue yesterday. I was angry with myself and deserved the result of bad luck and carelessness. Taking a shovel, I cleaned up the ash and said to myself: accidents often happen in familiar environments. Seeing the rope as a snake, I looked for the remaining cement ash on the cement floor. 2014.6.8

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