It is a mistake that you don’t cherish, or you can’t get it after cherishing. It is not clear that the only memory may only be these lyrics. I don’t know if you can still remember. Alas, self-deception. In retrospect, I really didn’t tell you! Maybe we may be strangers at that time, and no one can remember each other! The star is not like that star, the moon is not like that Moon, the river is not that river, and the House is not that house. When you can really see it, maybe there is another scene: The star is still that star, the moon is still that Moon, the mountain is still that mountain, and the beam is also that beam. Maybe after all, it’s just possible that mules put Foals and black chickens turn into Phoenix. That can only fool the child, can you really restore me with your son’s genes! I never think that I can grasp everything well when I am alone, and who can guarantee that there are no mistakes! But under this circumstance, there is no mistake at all. Either stand and live, or lie down and die! No matter how painful it is, what finally comes is numbness! After several wind and rain, how much concern can I get? The fanatical heart has gradually become indifferent. I said: I have never lost! I am the only one who knows: I have never owned it. I don’t want to say how I used to be. No matter how good it is, it is just the past! Now I am repressing, forcing myself to give up what I should have given up, but I can’t refuse the feeling in my heart! I want to forget, but I still have something to forget. Can’t forget your smiling face, can’t forget any short time together! I can understand your mood, just like you said you could see through me. Maybe there will be no more innocence in the future! Everyone has a space of their own. Some can be put into the whole world, while others can only put down one sentence! What is special is always that it is really special, and the world cannot be without you. Looking at my indifferent expression, maybe I can only hide my inner vulnerability in that way. As if nothing had happened, as if nothing had happened. Maybe it’s just a dream, watching you turn around and walk by with tears in your eyes. When I stood, I chose to stand in front of the window and watch the maple leaves blowing down. Is my expression like the weather blowing off maple leaves? But I only know that my heart is really calm. This is my own choice. I can’t hate anyone. Feeling, feeling is very important, is it really like this? Maybe you won’t give me the real answer. I would not look for it, nor could I look for it or pursue it. Instead of that, it would be better to find a quiet place to drink a bottle of draft beer with one yuan per mouthful! When I look down upon everything, maybe there will be that time, but certainly not now, because I have no reason to do that yet. At least I still have one point to work hard. (Impossible, impossible, impossible) Three words, like death penalty, pinned on the heart heart suddenly palpitation a trace of bleeding shrink collapse dream! Maple leaf-like! Withered! Floating down!

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I was at home alone last night, and suddenly I felt a little more lonely. I didn’t know what to do. My wife worked night shift, and her eldest daughter didn’t stay at home for ten days during summer vacation. She was recalled by the school long ago and prepared for the selection of TV Defense contest. Her youngest daughter started her three-year high school life yesterday because she was far away from home, if you live in school, you will not go home every day after school like junior high school. As long as they are at home, they will be full of vitality, even sometimes, there is a little smoke, which is called popularity or anger. The days will really be inadvertently, like water in a hurry. Not to mention that my eldest daughter finished junior high school in her hometown, then went to senior high school and took part in the College Entrance Examination. Now she is a junior. Her youngest daughter has been studying in Suzhou city, and she is also in primary school and junior high school. Now she is also. In these years, although the cold came and went, looking back, it was really fleeting, and I couldn’t catch up with it if I wanted. Looking at it with low eyebrows, the children said that if they were big, they would be big. They were no longer those active and naughty people in the past. Yesterday was Saturday. I was supposed to go to work. I asked the leader for instructions and took a day off to send my little daughter to school. Although compared with her classmates who were admitted to Su High School, Mudu High School and Su Yuan high school, it seemed to be a little deficient, it was also good to be admitted to Jiangsu Foreign language school. The child still worked hard, I really worked hard. In terms of the admission scores of the school, the old and the young were able to go to Suyuan middle school, but they were not sure at that time. They were a little conservative when filling in the volunteer, so they did not dare to fill in. But being admitted to a foreign language school proves that I still worked hard in junior high school for three years. Apart from Su High School, Mudu High School, Su yuan High School and foreign language school all have their own characteristics, and they are always the first choice for parents and examinees, so they cannot simply favor one another. I have always thought that the advantages and disadvantages of schools are just one aspect. If students lack the desire to advance, are not good at studying, do not study seriously, and go to schools no matter how good they are, they may not really be competitive. Personal efforts far exceed other factors. When I got the admission notice, I warned the children that the junior high school life was coming to an end and the senior high school life was about to begin. The achievements made in junior high school have become the past. It only shows that the goal of this stage has been achieved through our own efforts. For the next goal, everything is unknown and full of variables, all the boys and girls who entered the high school stood at the same starting line again. Three years later, it was not sure that the students with high scores would laugh to the end, it is not likely that the students who are at the bottom of the ranking will not come from behind. Although the rules of the game are the same, they will definitely reshuffle. Whoever laughs to the end depends on who makes the most efforts. Therefore, from now on, we must set reasonable goals for ourselves. In order to achieve our own goals, we must persevere. We should not only work hard, but also work skillfully. We should not just do it recklessly. On the way to send my little daughter to school yesterday, I told her again that the curriculum of high school is very different from that of junior high school. The depth and breadth are different, and we should learn it well at the beginning, without getting started at the beginning, the rest is no less than the Arabian Nights. Therefore, remember a word that everything is difficult at the beginning and well grasped at the beginning, then a lot of knowledge will be integrated, just like running water, one place is blocked, how can the back be unobstructed? If you haven’t learned the simple things thoroughly, how can you understand the deep content? Although the current education system and examination system have been criticized by many people, there is no better way to replace the previous one. Such system must be maintained, no matter how bad the advantages are, at least it can guarantee the maximum fairness. After finishing the junior high school entrance examination and the senior high school entrance examination and the university entrance examination, one word in the examination did not make many parents and examinees fear at the sight, but what could happen? Half a time, can there be a better way? Nowadays, children have already adapted to such big exams and exams, which are common in their growth process. After all, in the process of a person’s growth, besides the examination of book knowledge, how many other tests will he face? Therefore, examination is in the process of life, some unavoidable existence is everywhere all the time. There are many parents who send their children to school, almost every family. Living in school makes many parents feel relieved. Although children stand in front of them, they are already young adults, but when they are truly independent, they are very little. If they want to start a brand new life now, it will certainly affect many people’s nerves. From primary school to junior high school, most children have never left their parents’ sight, let alone leaving home. It is reasonable to worry about being a parent. However, children grow up year by year, it can’t always be under the wings of parents. If so, how to cultivate their independence and their spirit of responsibility? For a child, being an adult is more important than becoming a talent. Before becoming a talent, one must be an adult first. Therefore, independence and growth are the primary problems they must face. They cannot put the cart before the horse for various reasons, as parents, we should understand this point. Growth is a process. A seed can take root and sprout immediately without burying it in the soil, let alone blossom and bear fruit soon. A tree seedling will not grow rapidly just after being planted, not to mention that it can grow into a wood in two years, there will be a cycle, that is to say, there is a process. This process is very important and will directly affect the results. For children, every year they grow older, from primary school to junior high school, from junior high school to senior high school, they are all their growing experiences, and there are many stories worth sharing. Although many parents say nothing, they are very worried about their children’s ability to live in school and take care of themselves. I am not worried about this. She told her wife that the little guy could cook meals and wash clothes at ordinary times, which was not a difficult problem for her. But we ourselves, without her around, are much quiet and will undoubtedly be much deserted. But there is no perfect way. Since we know that growth is such a process, we cannot avoid this situation. Sharpening, or sharpening, is to train people better. When we were older, our parents’ feelings were absolutely the same, but they didn’t show them. But when we left home, we felt the same loneliness and worry, as full of hope. But in any case, if you want to grow, you must take such a road full of tests. Growth is a process. Only by going through one thing and one thing can we distinguish right from wrong, increase our knowledge and better understand the difficulty of success.

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During my high school career, I experienced a very horrible past. Those things ended for a long time, and then I felt horrible every time I looked back and thought about them. But I survived firmly. The reason is simple: I am afraid of death. Of course, things have passed, so don’t mention it. And if it exists, it cannot be completely ignored. Now that we want to talk about it, let’s talk about its few warm aspects. Therefore, I immediately thought of a person. This is my deskmate in an experimental class in high school. He has two names: one is Niu Ben, and the other is Niu Qun. Anyway, they are common. That year was the spring of 2016. I have just arrived at school. At that time, very wise students had already robbed all the good positions in that class. I went later. I sat in the back row of the class, and it was still against the wall. Not long after I sat down, people who were not tall one by one, with slightly dark skin and thin body sat beside me very spiritually. When I saw him coming, I motioned for a smile. It means to say hello to him, and it also means that we will be classmates in the future, and we should take more care of him. He also responded kindly to my situation. I will not mention the development of the relationship between classmates. But when I think of some of his situations and mine, I think it is very interesting. At that time, my language crisis reached an unprecedented severe moment. In order to relieve such a crisis, I read books every day. He didn’t understand me when he saw me doing that. In fact, I don’t understand when I see him. My exam score at that time was about 647. When I knew his score, I was surprised: about 740. Especially later, when the school gave out bonus, I was more envious. At that time, he got 400 yuan through his academic performance. I am extremely envious in my heart. But there is no way, the ability is limited, that’s all. Especially when I think that I have problems in survival, I feel extremely sad. In fact, when looking at my situation at that time, later people would definitely say that I was ignorant and did not do my job. In fact, I didn’t do that. At least, I didn’t give up completely. After reading some books, I listened carefully to the process explained by the substitute teacher. While doing homework, I also learned some knowledge that I didn’t learn in class through this classmate. Therefore, my score in the first math test was 115, while that of my student who was very receptive was 105. What was more unexpected was that the tall student in front seemed to be Xu Guangdong, whose score was 145. Then I thought about it, we three were really different. Were very typical. As far as I am concerned, although I didn’t listen to it for some time in class, I didn’t miss some important knowledge through Niu Ben’s help. However, Niu Ben is more interesting. He did not concentrate on listening in class. He bought the most authoritative materials at that time in the bookstore of the school. He wears a pair of glasses, and there are lenses in his left eye, The right eye is a big hole. He listened to the teaching content of the substitute teacher easily while reading his own materials intensively. Before the teacher finished the examples in the textbook, he had read the corresponding examples and all the previous contents of the textbook. Of course, there is nothing enviable after reading it. The key point was that after reading it, he remembered all the contents in it, and understood all the gist. How do I am know? I think it is through my long-term attention to him that I find he is really a person with strong receptivity. That school sent a lot of test questions. Including newspapers and exam papers, there are too many. I found a newspaper with a huge capacity of examination questions, so I did one question attentively. He almost finished all the questions. And it’s not a big deal to finish it. The most amazing thing is that almost all of his test scores were full marks. However, when he received some new questions, such legend was obviously much dim. To why. I think his acceptance ability is very strong, but his application ability is slightly insufficient. In my opinion, at that time, in several subjects such as mathematics, chemistry, physics and biology, he could totally teach students what he learned and sold now. And if there was such an opportunity, his teaching performance would not be worse than that of the four substitute teachers in that class at that time. This surprised me very much. I guess it was because I didn’t have a good learning style at that time, and because some of my knowledge was learned from him, after the first math score was scored, he was afraid that when I saw his real score, he drew many circles in the middle of the pocket. I don’t know what it is. In fact, I have already seen the real score. Let’s talk about Xu Guangdong. This is a person who is totally desperate for credits. At that time, if you observe carefully, you will find that he pays the least attention to hygiene. The hardworking spirit in learning really makes people admire it very much. But strange things happened. I found that as long as the test questions were a little easier, his ranking rushed to the top of the class, but it was a little difficult, and he immediately fell to the last few of the class. Maybe the substitute teacher knew this, but because he had a solid learning attitude and excellent performance all the time, no one said anything about him. And I, I will study hard again. Fraction consistent. No matter how easy the question is, it is such a result, and no matter how difficult the question is, it is almost such a result. Anyway, the score seems to be fixed there. Therefore, after thinking about the situation at that time, I felt that these three people were very interesting. However, now I think of another person. I know he is very thin and dark, but he is tall. I remember when there was no division of arts and science, his grades seemed to be less than 50 students in the whole school. Because of this, later the school often kept its promise and gave him a repayment of living expenses. My envy. But after being divided into subjects, we can see that his ability is obviously insufficient. In my memory, his ranking in that class was always lower. It can be said that he is also very hardworking, but the ranking in the class is always hot with me. I didn’t even want to talk to him. He insisted on contending for those places with me. Think really interesting. Later I came out of that class. They are still proud of learning knowledge in a good environment. Because my things were gradually spread. Many people don’t understand me. I remember a student bully named Huang Mingqiang at that time. Very young, but very capable. He has a mother who is a life teacher in the school dormitory and knows me. After she knew this situation, she often looked at me with very incomprehensible and severe eyes. It means I shouldn’t do that. But I can understand her idea. But many years later, I worked outside and became a writer. I think everything is clear now. Let Huang Mingqiang’s mother have a look at all this and I don’t know what kind of perspective she will look at me. What kind of language will I use to evaluate me. Maybe her son is now studying for postgraduate entrance examination, or even taking a master’s degree. Or maybe I have already been a senior executive in a state-owned enterprise, or I have been engaged in an important position in a state-owned institution with high income. But I don’t know what she will think now. After all, I also succeeded by mistake. In fact, things in the world are extremely complicated. A test paper can make many students compete for university resources fairly. And then get ahead. But it does not mean that there will be reasonable results after fairness. My classmate named Niu Ben was not the best at that time. I can only say that he is among the excellent rankings. But usually he is the bottom of the excellent students. So every time I think of this, I feel extremely shocked. I am thinking about the IQ of those who are admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University? Can’t thought. I know that there was a Number One Scholar in the college entrance examination in Chongqing in Hunan Satellite TV. At that time, he was the backstage director in Hunan Satellite TV. But compared with the compere who showed up before, I think his IQ is definitely that no one dares to compete with him. But in terms of social status and influence, he can’t catch up with those hosts. At the end of last year, two top students from Tsinghua University emerged from the Chinese good songs. But you can see that their works are not the best afterwards. At least under the name of their mentor, they did not enter the top eight. But why is it so? I very puzzled. Anyway, society is complicated. If you want to understand it, it is really not easy. I talked about the situation of the students bullies I met, and also learned about the situation of some students bullies I didn’t know through videos. Why on earth was that? Anyway, I I am’t understand for a while. Think about myself, I was mistaken as a student bully. However, later they will find that I am fake student bully. However, because I was good at managing my own advantages, I succeeded again. And those absolute students declared in society that they were not as famous as people thought. So, I think life is really interesting. Don’t you know if the people who read my article think that the experience of xueba and fake xueba is really full of magical colors?

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Selected from the Book of spiritual thoughts, in the spring of 1990, I flourished in the essence, crazily created in the promise, flew straight to heaven, and expressed my heart in the wilderness. There is no obstacle to advance, and the back is as spacious as it is, rushing forward like no one entering. It is expected that you will live a long life in a hundred years. However, the faint vision is blurred, the place is in chaos, chest tightness, asthma, dizziness and brain swelling. When you are full of energy, sweep everything. Therefore, the teeth are stretched, the turbid air is dense, the heart is ahead, and the victory is sure. The enemy was frightened and retreated later. The streams are lined with trees, and the birds are happy in the sunshine. The spring is bright and bright. Just a Little Thief, why is it worth a blow? I didn’t enjoy it for a long time, and the forebodes came from the ground, covering the mountains and shady the original, threatening the world, with a magnificent mood, with the meaning of destroying the mountains and falling into the sea, and the joy of being proud. Therefore, I was so angry that I wanted to pass through the whole macro, and I was so angry that I wanted to sweep it all. I enemy melee portent, thunder-fives, sand flyrock go. The situation continues without change. Therefore, all directions will be boosted to benefit the world. However, the foreboding was broken, and reinforcements came, if the tide was raging. The fierce battle lasted day and night, and the sky and the Earth were connected, the mountain and the sea were connected, the people and the soul lived together, the blood was all empty, and the battle was full of autumn. I gradually felt overwhelmed, exhausted and slipped away in the chaos. The battlefield remains are full of beautiful things. I am only defeated by the disabled soldiers, guerrilla in the other side, the general trend has gone, defeated sooner or later. My second eyes turn white, I feel dizzy and ignorant, will I be bereaved? It’s painful, it used to be famous! Germs and drug wars (note: I refer to germs and diseases, precursor refers to drugs, enemy refers to drugs. The full text describes the repeated process of disease from prosperity to decline, that is, the process of disease recovery)

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In the final analysis, I was still an ignorant person. I have been in Suzhou for so many years, and I have always known Biluochun tea, which has a good reputation, as well as the wonderful tea that was praised as scaring people, it is produced in the East Mountain and West Mountain near Taihu Lake, but I don’t know there is a Biluo village in the East Mountain, and there is a Biluo Peak in the Biluo village. Knowing that Biluo village and Biluo Peak are recent events, I accidentally learned from other people’s chatting. This makes me think more about the word Biluo. The Biluochun of Dongting Mountain in Taihu Lake is named after the soup is green and curly like a snail, or it is also produced from the Biluochun peak. It is named after the mountain, and the style is elegant and you win, so you have a lot of chews. Don’t dare to interpret it. The fragrance of Biluochun is elegant, fresh and healthy, which will make people benefit endlessly. Around the spring equinox every year, the four coasts of Taihu Lake are warm and leisurely in spring, with flowers blooming and tea trees sprouting. Dongting Biluochun production area is a famous tea and fruit interplanting area in China. Tea trees and many fruit trees are planted alternately. The green tea canopy, like a green screen, is surrounded by the Orchard; The trees with dense shade like umbrellas cover the tea line. Tea trees are connected with the branches of fruit trees, and the roots and veins are connected with each other. Tea attracts fruit aroma and scented tea flavor, thus creating the **quality of biluochun flower aroma and fruit flavor. New Tea has not been listed yet, which attracts many tea guests to come here. People who are addicted to tea all want to taste the first tea fragrance when spring comes. Therefore, the tea made by Dongting Biluochun is rare every year. Nevertheless, there are still quite a few people who spend a lot of money just for a good fortune. It can be seen that biluochun’s name is not ordinary. Biluochun in Biluochun village is more eye-catching. Biluochun in Biluochun peak is even more difficult to find. Pure **and country of origin are the two characteristics that are most recognized by tea guests in Biluo village. Even if you are far away from the countryside, mountains and mist, in the bustling city center, you can drink the fragrance of flowers and fruits in the tea by making a pot of tea calmly and slowly, when you look at the tea buds which are slowly stretching when you are full of water, you can feel the flavor of the wild spreading in spring. The fragrance of the surging mountains and rivers will also appear invisible in the long tea flavor. Although the scenery of Suzhou is famous in ancient and modern times, good mountains and rivers will still attract more attention. Although the flavor of Biluochun in Dongting Mountain is extraordinary, there are still many people who love tea very much. They focus on the Biluochun peak and are willing to spend money to taste a pot of tea in the mountain, I was even more willing to spend time. Even if it was a long journey, I had to go to Biluo village to have a look. If I could walk on Biluo Peak, it would be more enjoyable. Biluochun, or Biluochun, is not only the support of tea, but also a natural and natural life attitude. I also thought that when the new tea was on the market, I went to the surrounding areas of Dongting Mountain with some good friends, and I could enjoy the spring customs of the East and West Mountains, what’s more, I can encounter the scaring fragrance that has already jumped into my heart. Even a small cup will be the flavor of Gusu that is hard to describe. In my opinion, the charm of Gusu is hard to describe. However, this well-known Biluo style is absolutely one of the best. Even thinking about it, I just lived in the farmhouse beside Biluo Peak. There was a table, several chairs, and several people sat together, taking the clear spring water flowing from the peak stream, as for the tile fou, boil it on the firewood and make a pot of new tea produced from biluofeng. The tea is very fragrant, not only enjoying the fragrance of biluochun Miao, but also enjoying the mountains and rivers, the fun of cloud and mist. The lake is full of smoke and mist, the breeze is full, the tea is fragrant and secluded, and the birds Talk repeatedly. At this moment, what kind of landscape is it, and what kind of ancient and modern heart is it! It is a pity that these years have fettered the endless common things, and they can’t have a moment of leisure every day for their livelihood. That’s why we are so ignorant and so isolated. Many wonderful flavors around us, many moving scenery and many intoxicating moments pass by, which were originally the unity of heaven and man, the wonderful time of the sounds of nature was not expected to be missed because of the busy work in the dust. It was a little regretful and had nothing to do. Once there was a gathering among friends, when local writers and friends talked about Biluochun of Gusu, they were full of praise, and the tea flavor was vivid, which made us outsiders envious; especially speaking of Biluo village and Biluo Peak, they were all happy, as if that place was his home. Biluochun in Biluo village was the local flavor that he could never forget anyway. In fact, the writer friend is not a real person from Biluo village, and Biluo Peak has never witnessed his childhood either. Although he is a native of Gusu, this Biluo village, Biluo Peak, there is still a lot of distance from his home, but there is a taste of Suzhou, which has been integrated into his heart. This Biluo Peak and Biluo village have rooted in his heart. Biluo village, Biluo incense, will be like this every year. There must be one day, throwing away all the chores and making an appointment with some bosom friends to go to Biluo village for a walk, to make the strong tea fragrance clear to the heart. This kind of smell should be more mellow and strong. What’s wrong with getting drunk once!

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Since ancient times, Anhui has been regarded as a big tea-producing province. Qi Hong is green and famous. It is not necessary to say some refined famous teas, such as Huangshan Mao Feng, Taiping Houkui, Lu ‘an melon slices, which are later Tianzhu Jian Hao, Yuexi, tianhua Gujian also has a good reputation. As a native of Anhui, I have no idea that there is another kind of yellow bud tea, which has been passed down for thousands of years and is well-known. My hometown is located in the mountainous area of southwest Anhui and the foot of Dabie Mountain. Since ancient times, I have grown tea. The folks, old and young, are very fond of talking about the taste of tea. Even if the life is not very rich, a pot of tea tastes all. Huoshan county, which is also located in Dabie Mountains, produces good tea and is named Huoshan Yellow Bud. It has a color, fragrance and shape, and has been good for thousands of years. The lyrics and songs have been lasting for a long time. Famous people from Fang family competed, flow source far, new indemnity. However, I didn’t know that there was such a famous tea in Huoshan County not far from my hometown until last year when Lu ‘an held the national poetry original contest of Huoshan Huangya Cup, it leaves a meaningful taste for thousands of years, unavoidably worries about his loneliness and ignorance, and at the same time, I am proud of the thick taste of one side of the landscape. In order to make up for your knowledge gap, search for information quickly. The yellow buds of Huoshan Mountain are produced in the mountain area where clouds and mist are fluttering. The shape is straight and micro-spreading, uniform and neat. It looks like a sparrow tongue and tender green. The fragrance is lasting, the taste is fresh, mellow and sweet, and the color, the leaf bottom is light yellow and bright. Seeing these introduction words, my heart was moved. I wish I could not turn the worm horn words into grain tea, immerse myself in the spring water, smell its fragrance, smell its smell and observe its shape, gradually derived some poetic thoughts. Some feelings like this, a mountain, a landscape and a taste of tea gradually became some kind of complex that could not be left behind in my heart. So I tried to describe the yellow buds of Huoshan with my own strokes and feelings, to explain the various interests of Huoshan Yellow Bud tea. I am very clear that my poems are not elegant enough, and it is difficult to talk about the texture. However, my emotion and admiration for one side of the land and scenery are absolutely sincere. It is my honor that my poetry was finally shortlisted for the Grand Prix of poetry and won an Award of Excellence. Although the ranking is not high and can not be compared with the works that won the grand prize, it really makes me very happy to stand out among many competitors. It’s not just lucky. As a reward, the organizer sent two listening to Huoshan Yellow Bud tea. The taste that had been speculated for a long time was wrapped in exquisite packaging, which was really irresistible. However, when thinking of sharing good things together, we still restrained the eagerness in our heart and decided to send a hearing to brother Mingcheng, a local writer in Suzhou. They enjoyed tea and chatted about literature together, it is definitely more meaningful than enjoying it alone. Brother Mingcheng is also a man of temperament. He is honest and honest, fond of tea and elegant. He is not always idle, and likes to pay attention to current events. He writes novels with cutting-edge themes, and there is no lack of praise. It is very lovely to sit with him while sipping tea and talking about poems and essays. When I was reading, I went wrong and fell in love with writing. I began to write more novels and weave stories of little people one after another. In recent years, because of my work, I have no energy to write these things, he wrote some essays of poetry and prose. Brother Mingcheng was always the first reader, and he gave some advice from time to time, which was really thankful. It is very pleasant to sit with such a man or enjoy tea. Therefore, I have to share the hard-won Yellow Bud of Huoshan with him. Poetry, or other words, are the expression of the writer’s mood, the so-called text is the heart; If one side narrating the old, while tasting tea, supplemented by some articles allusions, graceful poetry, it is the best, it doesn’t have to be beautiful and soft. Even if it is two big men, the taste is amazing. Tea or poetry are just some kind of sustenance, the most fundamental, it is also the similarity of some feelings in the inner heart and the leisurely sound when gently colliding. Perhaps it was the yellow bud tea that I had been thinking for a long time that inspired the poetic feeling in my heart, and I was lucky to be shortlisted for this original poetry competition. It was in recent years that I wrote some poems casually, although I tried something when I was young and frivolous, after all, it did not become a climate, and few people despised it. Winning an award this time should benefit from the unique charm of Yellow Bud Tea. Although I have never tasted it before, the poetic feeling it aroused is just like the soft and sweet tea flavor, have disguised let go. Indeed, we should choose a rainy day to invite brother Mingcheng to listen to the rain, Cook tea, chat and enjoy tea, which is a little poetic feeling born in the bottom of the heart, because there is a piece of yellow bud tea moistening and rare decoration of leisure, it will definitely come out. If we enrich the days around us with this kind of poetry, will there be more poetry for the troubled life?

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Mom, I haven’t told you the truth for a long time. The recent calls can’t end well. There are some things in my heart, which are not good for you or me.

It’s not that I don’t understand and don’t worry, but I don’t know what to do. They all said that my heart was very strong, and it seemed that I had a strong endurance. It didn’t matter how many times I failed. But they don’t know I recently never by 2 slept, I don’t know what I’m doing, just quietly in bed, see learning software, for a moment think things, after a while, I shed tears inexplicably. As long as I think of those annoying and frustrated things, I will sweat all over and want to cry. My tears are worthless, but for me, it is the best choice to decompress.

I know that you have been attributing all these mistakes to my failure to work. I have understood this very well, and I am also regretting it. This is the thing I regret most and feel inferior. Therefore, I don’t like being reminded by others. When I think of being alert to I am occasionally, I will feel numb when I hear it. Although many predecessors told me before that the university should also work hard, otherwise it would be suspended and I could not get the certificate. But people are always like this. They have to experience before they understand, and they are often late to understand. What kind of doctor’s degree or vocational high school health school is such a rule, but some people have higher IQ, some have higher EQ, and some have better luck. But my IQ and EQ are not high, and my luck is not good either. You must say again that if you don’t work hard, you will have congenital deficiency and have more than the day after tomorrow. But this is another thing that is easy to say and difficult to do. But now I understand.

Anyway, I am very sensitive now. There are always people who keep caring about my exam. They are all friends and acquaintances. I don’t want to say what they mean, but it feels terrible to be consoled by others for their weaknesses. They are different from you. You are my mother and you are responsible for me, but they are unnecessary, so I am very disgusted with what they do. In short, I am won’t expose others’ scars again and again.

You always say that you miss my senior three most because I am obedient. During that special period, students, teachers and parents were suppressing themselves, so I was obedient. Many people also say that I give people the feeling that I am a good girl, obedient and fond of learning. Others say that I look like a bully. But people who are familiar with me know me. In fact, I am not good and very rebellious. A few years ago, it might be adolescent hormones, but now, I am over 20 years old. I think maybe I am just like this. If I become good in the future, it will be that the society has smoothed the edges and corners of my polygon, which is smooth and worldly-wise and handy for me.

I also miss the days before the college entrance examination, such as the solution of various functions, the ancient poems and essays at hand, the mother who rushed to get there every day because of carsickness, the mother who picked me up at night self-study, and a bowl of steamed eggs every night.

But I enjoyed the first year of junior high school more. I was very sober that whole year. I have no friends, and I am not familiar with everyone. I regard myself as a lone errant every day, enjoying myself and being silent. Working hard for a small mp3, the point is that I won. After that, I lost from the senior high school entrance examination until now.

The last psychological test said that all my pressure came from the fear of the future, not from my parents, society or myself. It seemed that everyone didn’t have high requirements on me. But I am afraid of the future. I am afraid that she will not be satisfied and can not become a useful person.

There is a Buddhist saying that all good and bad situations will not last long.

Night long and then black, always dawn.

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When I melted in the desert of this time like a pool of mud, I no longer heard the strong beating of my heart. I couldn’t look back on the past or the future, whether time has forgotten me or I have missed time. Once I die, I can no longer smell the breath that I once lived, just like the endless fragrance when flowers bloom and the mud when they wither. Countless people struggle, struggle, struggle, struggle, in the muddy swamp, in the vast grassland, in the boundless empty blue sky, the so-called ideal and belief that I firmly believe in. If you succeed, you will be admired by thousands of people. If you fail, you will be spurned by the world. Success or failure, finally stay in history for a short time, finally, be lost in the long river of time, how calm and silent you can have, history can forget you more thoroughly. I can’t understand and understand. People are getting busier and busier, like ants. They come and go from morning till night, but forget what the purpose of being busy is. Maybe one day, people’s accelerated lifestyle, Let people become real machines. Or maybe one day, people suddenly stopped the mechanical movement, soberly, and realized what they had forgotten. Who knew it. How terrible the time was. I didn’t remember until I realized that the double ten years had passed in a hurry. It seemed that I had passed away. I didn’t remember until I was terrible that I hadn’t left a memory that I could count after getting old. I still counted few memories like a few treasures, neither vigorous nor calm as water. It was time that taught me silence, time that taught me sadness, and time that taught me to walk calmly. I am willing to be like that Photographer. Even if I become a beggar, I still hold what I love. What about beggars. I would like to be like that beggar. When he asks for money from others and others only have half of the money he expected, he can say frankly that it’s OK, then you still owe me half. I don’t know what fate is. I don’t know how life goes. The only reason for me to continue was that when I began to think about why I was alive, I was indeed alive, and I had to live. Death, when I can still think about this question after death, I will think again. If I can’t think again after death, I will be lucky and my life will save me from answering this question. This is good.

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The college entrance examination is a single-plank bridge. People come and go on the single-plank bridge. People come and go shoulder to shoulder, shoulder to shoulder to take the college entrance examination. What about the college entrance examination? How can we fulfill the expectations of parents? Parents hope that their children will become dragons and phoenixes. How can everyone be a dragon and phoenix? Who will be a civilian when everyone is an official? How many people will taste the sufferings of the folk? Advise you to stay away from the high school examination room, love me and be reasonable. There are heroes in all walks of life, and the unique skill is famous in Yang. Parents should not be Yang Bailao. They should be suffering for a long time. Suffering should be regarded as a dream of life. Life dreams of child self-improvement, self-improvement and self-reliance follow him, flowers bloom and thanks for the fragrance.

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罗的到来似乎不那么的惊奇,因为早在十一黄金周的时候就准备要来的,由于她父亲那几天病了所以计划搁浅了。。。。在以后电话联系的时候我们的话题总是围绕啥时候能来而说个没完没了。。。。她斩钉截铁的说假期是早就请好了,要看你的时间了,由于我的工作原因就这样一拖再拖。。。。。 十二月初这个计划再次纳入我俩的话题,她说或许这次是最后的机会了,如果在往后推一切都是不允许更不可能了。。。。。她说这几天先不联系了等我假期定下来给她个电话就行。。。。。三天过去了我手头上的活还没有干完,年底了要写几个总结那几天总是在加班,电脑你怎么也不生病啊,我真的很累了。。。。 时间就这样无声无息的过去了,一直到12月6日我的假期还是没定下来。这天晚上罗给我来了电话,直奔话题问我的假期啥时候能给她答复,再不能给她确切的消息她就彻底的放弃了。在交谈中我得知她们有一个星期去外地培训学习的机会,由于名额有限她不再名单之内,她说她很想去,给领导协商一下看能不能去。就在这时我接了一句话如果你能去在培训一个星期后,我肯定有时间了,那个时候你来看我那该多好,她说是啊这个方案挺好的,但是还没有定下来。。。。那晚我们有是聊了很晚才挂了电话。。。。没有一丝的睡意!! 12月7日,罗照例给我来了电话,从她的话语中能听出她很高兴,果然她跟领导沟通后并确定能去外地培训学习了,那晚我着实很高兴,持续了两个多月的话题终于能够有一个结果了,当晚同样又是失眠了。认识罗以后总是会失眠。。。。而且没有食欲,工作效率极低,常常一个人陷入沉思发呆!有时在吃饭的时候也会这样。或许这就是牵挂、思念吧!反正我说不清楚!! 12月10日罗在培训学习的地方报道了,她说人很多,时间安排的满满的,而且很有些培训的内容吃不消,理解不够透彻。由于罗白天要学习培训,我们只有在晚上才能联系,为了不打扰同房间的人休息,我们也只能相互发信息倾诉。。。然而白天我有是多么的想念她,多么急切的听到她那带有磁性的声!!我的心早已被罗带走。。。。,平哥哥你会接受我么???(我常亲切称呼罗为平哥哥) 12月12日晚上罗终于把定好机票的消息从巴蜀大地传给了我,那一刻我悬着的心终于不再紧绷。。。。。持续两个月的话题有了果,我又在心里默默地祈祷期待着能够开花!!那晚我们没有聊很多,匆匆挂了电话,躺在床上辗转反侧不能入眠,脑海里遐想着与罗见面的每一个细节。。。。。 罗定的是12月15日早上7:30来的机票,返程票定的是12月19日14:35。再接下来的日子里便是等待,焦急的等待。那几天天气格外的暖和感觉不到冬季的到来,似乎我和她的爱感动了上天,在与她相处的日子里天天都是艳阳高照风和日丽! 12月14日晚上,这个夜晚显得格外的长。望着漆黑的窗外,只有天空的星星眨眼看着我,看着这个孤单的我,看懂了我的心思,读懂了我的心声!!07:25收到罗登机的信息,居然天渐渐亮了,又是一个不眠之夜!起床,接了杯水喝甜甜的。。。。今天就能见到我的平哥哥了,早饭很快就吃完了回到办公室把手头仅有的一点活忙完。。。。怎么时间过的这么慢!!!这么的慢!!! 根据时间推算罗在15:30会降落在我生活的这座城市,而我却在这个时候才能起身赶往市里,238公里的路程出租车在高速上竟然飞驰了4个小时。。。堵车的心情真是无法形容了。。。。加之频频收到罗的信息、晕车,司机在服务站停车让我下车走走,我哪有那个心情啊,马上就要见到平哥哥了。。。。。。我的平哥哥还在电影院等俺呢!! 19:30发短信给平哥哥我已到达。19:40我在电影院楼下等罗,在楼梯上看见了平哥哥。她 黑衣少女 我喜欢的大波浪头发、黑色的毛衣、黑色的围巾外面穿了件黑色的大衣、黑色的深靴子,右手提了一个黑色的阿迪达斯包,左肩上挎了咖啡色肩包一步一步的从楼梯上走下来,刚走到地面我便把罗拥入怀里往前继续往前走,这时我看到她洁白细腻的皮肤、炯炯有神的大眼睛、高高鼻梁她简直标致极了。。。巴蜀大地养育了这个美丽清纯的女人! 天色已暗,在霓虹灯下和罗走在一起映衬出她那张早已不再陌生的脸庞,看上去使我真的陶醉了。。。。。 我带罗去吃了这里特有的风味,可以看出来她不是很喜欢。吃过晚饭,我们去找宾馆住宿却发生了意见不愉快的事情。我们来到市中心客运站及医院较为繁华地段开了四天的住宿,上楼后才发现这里条件很差(我以前在这里住宿过,以前不是这个样子的),床上摆着没叠洗的发黄的那种被子、枕头黑黑的,根本就不能穿的拖鞋凌乱的在门后面躺着。。。。。。天啊我们在这里就要渡过四天么??这里简直就不能主人的!最后我们还是把这140元一晚的住宿退掉。后来听罗说她一般不再医院和客运站附近吃饭和住宿的,条件差而且价格较贵。 从那个宾馆出来后我们做了出租车去了刚才吃晚饭的那个地方,找了一个环境宜人、安静的地段住了下来。在房间昏暗的灯光下此时的罗显得更加的高贵有气质,她的一言一行都吸引了我。。。。看着她我竟然发呆了。。。。。罗一直都在忙碌着,把包里的衣服拿出来挂在了衣服架上。。。。。就在这时我洗了脸躺在床上看电视,罗从她的包里拿出了湿巾纸拿起我穿的鞋子擦了起来,把鞋子上的尘土慢慢的擦去,那么仔细那么的认真!擦完鞋子后有拿出她的毛巾把我的裤子擦了一遍。。。。随后也把我的裤子挂在了衣服架上。 罗是一个勤快、和蔼的女人。她有一个幸福的家庭,一个可爱儿子,疼她、爱她的老公。儿子今年18岁了,在外地上学,儿子可是她生命的全部,有时候在电话里聊得时候只要提到她的儿子,她是多么大高兴,有说不完的话题,儿子上学了还要给他照几张相片上班之余想他的时候拿出来看看。在家里罗能做的一手好菜变化着花样给儿子做好吃的,把儿子养的白白胖胖的。罗除了上班就是家里,两点一线,在家相夫教子,含辛茹苦把儿子抚养大。 时针已经指向了十时,这会罗也忙完了,她说要洗个澡准备休息,出于对罗的礼貌和尊敬我穿上衣服出去买了点简单的生活用品,大约半个小时后我回到了房间,罗已经洗簌完,穿着连体睡衣披着散发,散发着淡淡的清香给我开了门。此刻好想抱着她,她属于我一个人的!! 进到房间后,在昏暗的灯光下看着楚楚动人的罗,玲珑可爱、 绯红的脸蛋上让人情不自禁的会去吻一口。。。。。来自异国他乡的罗我在这以前就爱上你了!爱你不能自拔!!虽然以前我们称兄道弟与你在梦境里幽会! 开了门后,罗在另外一张床躺下了,靠在床头上看电视。我准备洗澡睡觉,我在卫生间里脱了衣服,刷牙、洗簌。当我穿着短短裤从卫生间里走出来的瞬间罗猛地扭头躺进了被子里,我也迅速上了自己的床躺下了。此刻房间里格外的静,静的让人害怕。。。。。十分钟过去了,二十分钟过去了。。。彼此都还没有睡着但相互也不说话,突然我对罗说你帮我把袜子洗了,她没有多说起来后走向卫生间,我有对她说那把我刚才买的短裤也洗了吧,明天我要换短裤。罗从盒子里掏出短裤淡淡的笑了一下说军在家也不会让我给他洗短裤 我们继续躺着不说话,但又被我叫起来烧水喝,而后她有给我倒水端到我的床前,我拉她的手坐在了我的床上,她挣扎这要离开,我用力把她搂到我的怀里躺在了我的床上,她却背对着我,给我一个背影,抱着这个背影心里有点忐忑不安。。。。我这是在梦里么?? 她穿着连体睡衣我的手只能在她的睡衣上滑动着,渐渐的我的心平静了,呼吸不再急促。我和她是零距离的接触,温暖这我的身体,此刻我的身体有了响应。 十二点多了我们还没有睡意,我抱她很紧恨不得把她融化了,我渐渐的将她的睡衣退去,抚摸她的酮体。。。。我捧着她的脸看着她那迷人的红唇,我猛吻了她,顿时浑身热血沸腾….来了激情,罗这个时候被我征服了,我也升华了。我们第一次缠绵在一起,我从未有过的感觉。。。随后我无力的趴在了罗的身上注视着她,而她闭着眼睛呼吸急促,面部通红,听着那深深的呼吸她是怎么了?!我怕,我准备打120急救电话了,三分钟过去了她微微睁开了眼睛呼吸不再那么沉重,在淡淡的灯光下她显得一脸的疲惫,这张床今晚是不能再睡了—床上湿了很大一块。五分钟后我们睡到了另外一张床上。 我抱着罗睡下后她很快入眠了。她的睡眠一直很好的,难怪皮肤细腻有光泽,根本看不出她的实际年龄,在电影院看到她的时候根部就不像四十岁的女人。。。或许看自己爱的人哪里都好,越看越年轻。这个夜晚我抱着罗,她就在我的怀里渡过。 凌晨5点罗的闹钟把我们吵醒了,我靠在床头上把他搂在怀里,手整理着她那凌乱的头发,不时的吻她那诱人的红唇,抚摸她的80A,我被眼前这个楚楚动人的她融化了,朝思暮想的那个女人如今躺在我的身边,我搂她在怀里,情意绵绵! 躺在我怀里的她,似乎我们又说不玩的话语,她突然说这次来是给我一个交代,让我以后彻底的死心,找回属于自己的生活,祝福我幸福美满!我被她的话语打动了,泪水夺眶而出,多么质朴的话语啊,让我听了心里巨大的痛,你不远万里来到我身边难道就是给我说这些么???我友吻了她的唇,让她不要再说了,平哥哥我的心里只有你!只有你!! 拿着遥控器毫无心思的翻看着电视,天渐渐的亮了,窗外的车流声打破了宁静,忙碌的一天又开始了。我似乎抱罗越来越紧了,我用力把她从我怀里翻到我身上,手拖着她的脸蛋,目不转睛的看着这个心爱的女人,唯恐她从我的眼前消失。唇渐渐的吻着她的脖子,滑向她的80A,许久罗把我从被子里拉了出来,我失去了理智一个侧身又一次把她压在了我的身下,此时一股暖流流入我的体内,奋力的做爱,呻吟声相互交错在一起。我有一次软绵绵的躺在她的怀里,她抱着我抚摸着我的胸肌,我步入了另一个世界! 缠缠绵绵中午十二点过了,两个人躺在床上相互拥抱着,唇始终黏在一起。看看窗外今天的天气格外的晴朗,我们计划着今天去中西亚国际市场转转,我们俩同时起床了,站在床前我们还拥抱着舍不得分开。我很快就洗簌完了,穿了鞋子在等化妆的罗,很快她也整理完毕,她穿了件黄色的羽绒服,短裙,淡淡的妆素把这个女人衬托的格外美丽、动人。罗的打扮很是得体,羽绒服外面搭配了一条黑色的围巾,看上去又年轻了许多,一看就知道是一个修养很深的女人。 一点我们走出了宾馆的门,在附近找了个川菜馆要了两菜一汤。我要了最喜欢吃的酸辣土豆丝、罗要了竹笋炒肉和紫菜汤。席间,罗不时的望我碗里面加菜,给我盛紫菜汤,这天中午吃了和罗相处最美的一顿饭,心里高兴的很啊!走在马路上我牵罗的手,时不时的拥他入怀,路人投来羡慕的目光, 坐了几站的公交车,我们下车了,离目的地还有一段距离,罗还是建议我俩步行前进,走在川流不息的街上身上多了一份责任,我要保护身边的这个女人。罗走路显得也很有气质,昂首挺胸,每迈开一步都格外精神有力。走着我们便走到了一处公园,寒冷的天气湖面早已结了厚厚的冰,不远处有一群孩子在嘻嘻玩耍,远处的摩天时而转动,时而休息,木桥上三三两两的情侣手牵手的走过,要是在夏季,这里该是一个恋爱的圣地。 罗走路也很快,我都有点跟不上了,我不能长时间的走路,步行走路时间长了,我的腰就会疼,有时候痛起来很是揪心啊。罗似乎放慢的脚步在等我,我有牵她的手上了台阶。我们很快就到了目的地,今天人很多啊!突然才想起来今天是星期天,今天这里赶场。和罗在一起竟然忘记了日期,要是能够永远在一起那该多好呢? 走在人群里,只有我们两个是汉族人,一看就知道是从外地来的。我牵罗的手更紧了,我要保护她,我要用我的生命保护她。这里是维吾尔族密集的地方,也是治安很乱的地方,平时一个人是不敢来这里的。走在拥挤的人群里我高度警惕,不时的查看周围的人,是否有人在围追我们,后来的一件事情还是验证了我的警惕性。今天的人很多,我好像也没有在星期天这个时候来过这里,似乎有点迷失方向了,有心上人在一起一定不要迷失方向,她还需要你保护啊!转了一圈买什么的都有,最后我们来到卖水果的地方准备买点葡萄,可惜葡萄不是很好了,罗说不买了。我们看到了很多卖石榴的,大大的、红红的看上去很诱人,我们看了几家的石榴都很好,就是不知道是酸的还是甜的,这里卖石榴的都很有经验,专拿很甜的石榴给顾客尝,买的却是很酸的石榴。我们来到一个小男孩这里,我们用当地语言进行了交流,他给我拿了一个石榴说很甜,籽粒饱满,最后这个石榴五元钱买给了我。这确实是一个很甜的石榴,籽粒饱满。 买了石榴正要往回走,罗突然指着远处的一辆公交车高兴的说 香妃墓,顺着她指的方向不远处看去一辆前往香妃墓的车缓缓的驶了过来,在站台前停了下来,于是我牵着罗的手上了这趟开往香妃墓的车,靠近后门的地方坐了下来,渐渐的车上人多了起来,只有我们这两个汉族,周围的人都像我们这对情侣都投来了羡慕的目光! 今天是星期天,马路上人很多,车辆艰难的向前移动着,很久车才驶出人群。握着罗冰凉的手,猛然我转头向窗外看去,无意间看到罗的脸上露出喜悦的笑脸,看着她高兴的样子我情不自禁的又把她搂在怀里了。。。。很快车辆就到站了,但我还沉浸的幸福中! 香妃墓很偏远,下车走了十分钟的路程才到。走进香妃墓感觉阴沉沉,心情沉重了许多,我心里还有点怕。罗挽着我的胳膊我们走在道路上,这里面正在维修,很多都没有开放,转了一圈来到香妃墓碑前,很有民族特色的葬礼展现在我们的面前,大大小小的坟墓布满了整个殿堂,看了心里直发怵。。。。。。出来后看到两个小孩子牵着骆驼共游人照相玩耍,那骆驼很听话,在听懂主人的话语后骆驼就我在了毯子上面,在我的鼓励下罗勇敢的骑在骆驼的背上,我看到她吓得满脸通红,似乎也摒住了呼吸,紧紧地抓住骆驼的缰绳,就在这个时候我给她拍了几张特写,那样子娇小可爱!! 我们又来到了民族展览室,一进门就看到了一具干尸躺在那里,龇牙咧嘴的躺在那里,仔细看还能够看到干尸穿的衣服,头上戴的很有民族特色的帽子,那具干尸静静的躺在那里,把他带进了另一个世界。在这里我们又看到了石器时代不同的石器工具,从他们身上看到了智慧。 时间过的很快,走出香妃墓已经六点了,我和罗手拉手走在林荫小道上,多么希望就这样一路说笑的走下去。。。。。 在站台等公交车的时候一个插曲搅乱了我来的心情。我从罗的包里拿出两元零钱与她一起在等车,此时罗离我有三米远站着,我张望着车辆驶来的方向,等车的还有几个维吾尔族青年,突然间一位衣着不整有点地痞的男子靠近了罗,我立刻自语上前拉罗,她显然没有发现这个人。顿时那个地痞说话了,向我靠近,我急忙用维吾尔族语言给他搭话,随即把刚从罗包里拿出来的钱给他了一元。交谈中那地痞说她是你老婆啊!我还以为她是外地来的呢!我说我们是这里的,家在附近,随后他有告诉我他叫什么名字,有问我叫什么名字。。。。。 我们在步行街下车了,准备给罗买条裤子,罗的身材很匀称,凸起的臀部,丰满的胸部,穿上什么衣服都很有女人味,在百斯盾买了一条深灰色的哈伦裤。我们手牵手走在步行街,罗突然说饿了,我说给你买点零食酸奶喝,随之我去超市买了些零食,准备明天我俩吃。我们这里一个小店要了冒菜,等了很久才上来,我不喜欢吃辣椒,关心的罗就给我换了三鲜的。看别别人吃的津津有味,自己却咋么也吃不下去,是没有胃口还是不饿??自己也说不清楚! 吃过晚饭再回宾馆的路上买了罗想吃的囊,买囊人很多。就在罗昨天晚上到来的时候,就看到这里大大的饼子,这是民族特有的风味,等了不久买了两个囊牵着罗的手说笑着回到了宾馆。回来后我就躺在了床上,罗整理着买了的零食,井然有序的忙着,看着她每个轻盈的动作,心理乐开了花!! 忙过后,罗又给我烧水喝,躺在床上无心思的翻着电视节目,随口说出你把刚才买来的裤子穿上给我看啊!她不辩解很快的换上裤子,整理打扮着,冒出一句这裤子好像长了,穿靴子好像不合适,她卷卷裤脚把靴子穿上了,穿着她那今年流行的黄色羽绒服,整理这刘海发型,淡淡的灯光下,目不转睛的望着罗,眼前这个女人就是朝思暮想的人啊!。。。。。竟然近在身边!!! 我躺在床上,罗喂我酸奶吃,一口一口的喂,这个时候那有心思吃啊,看着她吃就很幸福了,比自己吃舒服的多。吃在嘴里的酸奶我趁吻她时全部还给了她。我下床洗了葡萄给她吃,而她非要我先吃一个她才肯吃,还说两个人吃才好吃,才有滋味。一粒葡萄从我的嘴里到她的嘴里,葡萄在嘴里暖的热热的,最后还是我吃了。罗就像大哥哥。。。。。对我真好!! 两个人的世界时间过的真快,看看表将近十点,我洗了个热水澡躺着她洗簌上床!! 把罗搂在怀里,摸着她细腻的脸庞,真想把她融化!一张床躺着两个人,她的身体温暖着我的身躯!一个吻热血沸腾!她吻着我脸庞,我抚摸摸着她的躯体。。。。。有一次做爱了。。。。。。在我来的一霎那我竟然呻吟了起来!!罗凌乱的头发,面部通红,闭着眼睛。。。。。 整个晚上,一直抱着罗,舍不得松手,总害怕她从我的身边消失! 罗的闹钟在七点把我们叫醒了,我迷迷糊糊的把罗抱紧有睡了一会,醒来时八点半了。房间里很干燥我又渴了,罗起来给我烧水喝,我让她把电视打开,两人靠在床头上彼此相互依偎在一起,看着电视。罗真的很勤快,水烧开后给我倒进杯子里,放在床头柜上,叮嘱我等会再喝,有点热。 今天是12月17日时间进入倒计时。罗是19日14:35分的返程票,与她相处的时间就剩下两天了,今天哪里也不想去只想呆在房间里,和她缠绵在一起。。。。。 距早上七点醒来时间已经过去了4个小时,我和她只是静静的抱在一起,相互彼此倾诉着,她要我在以后多饭,强身健体;我则交代她天冷了回去以后注意身体,手不能在生冻疮;常去看看父母。这个场景感觉像是真的在离别!!说着我们的眼睛都红润了,看着她湿润的眼圈我的心有一次刺痛了,流泪了!!平哥哥,生不同床,死同穴!!爱你无悔!!! 十二点过了,今天我们去买个拉杆箱,买些干果。久久不想起床,不是懒不想起床,是舍不得起来。。。。想和她零距离的接触同呼吸!看看怀里的罗,这个女人不远万里从巴蜀大地上来到我身边,缘分使我们走在了一起、为了相爱我们缠绵在一起!猛然把她压在身下,激烈的吻着她的全身,吻遍她每一寸肌肤,不知不觉我的身体与她交织在一起。罗说很痛,渐渐的的我们投入了,淋漓尽致!我浑身是汗水,被子湿了。。。床单又湿了!!! 今天阳光灿烂,牵着她的手走入地下通道,来到了地下商场(今天我没有心情吃午饭,所以在走入地下通道时,就直接去了地下商场)罗揣着我的胳膊,我们走在人来人往的人群中我俩的亲昵举动迎来了旁人的羡慕的目光!!走了几家店面,没有看到合适的拉杆箱,我们便来到的服装卖场,看着五颜六色的衣服简直就花了眼,在一家服装店门口的模特身上看到了一件粉色的外套,我觉得款式颜色挺好看,随之走进店里面拿着这件衣服看了起来,老板随之说,这衣服这妹子穿上肯定合身,她的皮肤好,穿上这个颜色显得很年轻。罗试穿了这件粉色的衣服,对我说这件衣服颜色太浅了,不喜欢,说着脱了衣服拉着我走了出来。说句心里话我打心底喜欢这件粉色的衣服,刚才她在试穿的时候,绯红的脸蛋,粉色的外衣,大波浪的头发!人见人爱! 顺着人流继续往前走,我们俩的举动显得很是恩爱无比。平时很少逛街的的我今天突然来了雅兴,心情似乎比刚才出来的时候开心了许多,我们来到了一家刺绣绣花店里,这里面有很多不同图案的绣花,看的眼花缭乱,之后买一副蓝玫瑰,罗说要绣完后寄给我,可是这需要很多时间才能完成的,心理面还是很心痛她的。走出了地下超市来到步行街之后还是没有买到拉杆箱,我心里一直在想刚才罗试穿的那件衣服,或许她穿上这衣服很有气质或是很有品味,刚才那个身影一直浮现在眼前,现在决定回去把那件衣服买了。 这件衣服是在我强烈的要求下购买的,罗很是不高兴,这次也没有再试穿看,老板就给我们打包装了起来,很久她都没有和我说话,难道是她不喜欢这件衣服。还是其它原因呢??!!到现在我一直担心以后她会不会把这件衣服送人!! 时间过的飞快,吃饭的时候已经四点多了,要了两份炒面,不知道罗喜欢不喜欢吃,这顿饭不知道是怎么吃完的。每吃一顿饭和她相处的时间就会缩短一程,看着罗吃着炒面心理面酸溜溜的,身边这个女人离开我的日子近了。。。。。更近一步了!!!亲爱的。。。。能不能不走,留下来陪我渡过每个春秋?!! 我们选了一个黑色的拉杆箱后,准备回到住处。通过地下通道的时候,这里面地面上有很多积水,罗牵我的手更紧了,我也不想放开,就这样我们十指紧扣在一起走回了住处,回到房间里我的心情开始不安起来,因为昨天我的同事也来到这座城市,我答应他今晚我们见面聚聚。。。。。罗看上去有点不高兴,也似乎看出了我的心思,但还是在我的劝说下,同意了。今晚不能陪伴罗了,这个千里之外来的女人我怎么就这么不珍惜呢??为什么不能好好的陪陪她呢??我在心里责怪自己。。。。。。短暂的在停留之后,七点我离开了罗,从她那泪汪汪的眼睛里我看出了依依不舍。。。。。 晚上没有心情和他们一起喝酒,心里面全是罗的影子,同事似乎也看出什么,大家很快就散去,带我回到了他昨晚的住处,没有洗漱便倒在了床上。。。。泪水顺着脸颊往下流。。。。。。十点过,给那里的罗发去一条短信,杳无音讯。。。。。。躺在那里辗转反侧,难以入眠。。。。时间一分一秒的过去了,凌晨两点过收到了罗的回信,但是不敢去阅读,此刻的她好么??怕么?孤独么?。。。。如果这个时候她有什么不测该怎么办??又一次拿出手机翻阅了罗发来的信息,她刚睡醒,在看电视。。。。。 早上十点我准时来到了罗的住处,罗已经起来在洗脸,她走出来后我从她身后抱住了她。。。。。就这样我们足足呆了十分钟,,,之后我把她抱在怀里站着。。。。随后把她抱到了床上轻轻的吻了她的额头。我躺下了罗又在我身边忙着给我喂零食吃。。。。一口一口。。。。她要我多吃点。我似乎不知疲惫,看着她又想和她做爱了。。。。。。。从她的神情可以看出罗这次有点疼痛。。。。。而我又淋漓尽致了一次。。。。。 中午我们走出房间,在美食街我和罗要了一份抓饭。两个人吃着一份抓饭你喂我一口,我给你一勺,在罗再三的要求下我把抓饭的羊肉吃了,其实这顿饭我吃的很开心也很有滋味,留下了深刻的影响,难以忘怀!随后有在另一处要了一份冒菜,感觉罗很喜欢吃冒菜,而且每一次都似乎适合她的口味。坐在旁边看着她傻不拉唧吃着冒菜。。。 坐上出租车来到我们前天来过的地方,准备买点石榴。因为前天来的时候是星期天人很多感觉有点迷失方向,而今天我俩肩并肩手牵手走在人行道上不时的停停看看。。。。这里不知道什么时候还能像今天一样手牵手在这里走走。。。。将时间锁定在这里。。。。。我们在一位老师傅那里买了五公斤石榴走的时候那个老人说: 吃了我们家的石榴,你下次带着你老婆还会买我们家的石榴!! 老师傅就为你你这句话。。。下次还带着我老婆买你的石榴!! 买了石榴我们一路并肩走着,穿过民族特色的小巷子,看着别有别致的建筑。。。。整条街道只有我们这对汉族情侣。。。。每经过一个十字路口,我都牵着她的手保护她。不知不觉我们走到了人民公园,这里正在举办优秀出租驾驶员评比活动,我们来到公园的的大门口在我的要求下拿出相机给罗照了两张照片。。。时间将停留下来。。。。喀什我爱的人!!!! 今天一路是走着回来的。以后这样漫步的日子将何在??我爱的人,我们并肩牵手的日子将成为我们美好的回忆!!! 五点过,我们回到房间。我亲手为罗整理的她的物品,把她的衣服不舍的放进包里面,泪水模糊了我的双眼。。来到卫生间洗洗脸照照镜子。。。。勉强笑着走出来继续为她整理着。。。。 晚上我们没有出去吃饭,把剩下的零食全部吃了。。。。其实我一点都不饿。。。。只要和罗在一起!! 九点过我洗澡收拾了自己虽然携带的用品便躺下了。与她相处的时间进入了倒计时。。。。心中有太多的话语给平哥哥说。。。。我是一朵花盛开在你经过的路口。。。。那样我便能够每天都能望一下你那清秀的脸庞。。。和你接触的每一个情景每一次通话。。。。。心中这个我爱的她。。。我们就要分别了。。。。。见也难—-别亦难!!!泪水有一次湿润了我的眼角。。。。 这个晚上壁灯的光线格外诱人,她依偎在怀里,抚摸着柔顺的长发,说着离别的话语。。。。来世再续今生缘。。。。。你忘记我吧。。。你会找个很爱你的女孩的。。。。说着她的泪水哗哗的流了下来。。。。。平哥哥我知道你很爱我。。。。。君生我未生。。。。擦这她脸颊的泪水,吻着红唇。。。。。吻别在这个308。。。。 这晚我们又一次疯狂的爱了。。。。彼此都把一生的爱给了对方。。。。。那晚我彻夜未眠,不时的打开灯看看身边的她,听着她那呼吸声也越来的离我远去,心里叮嘱自己明天一定要控制自己情绪不能让我的平哥哥难过。。。更不让自己难过。。。。窗外的马路上忙碌的一天有开始了。起床吧,。。。。我们还有四个小时的相处。。。我叫醒了罗把她搂在怀里,她的头靠在我的胸前,抱着我的身躯。。。。。突然她说我听到了你的心跳。。。感觉跳的很快!我不语,她拿手拨着我的脸庞注视着我的双眼。。。。。。她的眼镜又红了。。。。 我起床后等着在化妆的罗。就在我把我曾经流血流汗获得的一枚奖牌悄悄的放到罗的手提包里,至于这块奖牌里面凝集力我多少的心血与泪水都写在了上面。他是我的骄傲。。。我的荣耀!!像一面镜子照耀着我今后的道路。。。。 我怎么就这么笨?!!竟然把那块奖牌放在罗放化妆品的那个包里面。。。。。。她怎么就发现了。。。真的什么都不能给她留下么??她真的就要把我忘记么??我才发现罗的眼睛红红的。。。。她—落泪了!! 十二点我们下楼吃了最后的一顿饭!!吃了这顿饭,她就要飞往属于她的世界了!!两碗牛肉面,碗很大汤很多心情很差,拿着筷子挑着面就是放进嘴里。。。。。热气腾腾的面、香喷喷的骨汤。。。。。我不饿。一碗面反过来挑过去,罗要我再吃一个鸡蛋。。。。心理面泪流满面的吃完了这碗面。。。。。 十二点四十五我们下楼退房。一点十五我们到达机场。一点二十三我们班里登机手续。我们朝着安检的大门走去。。。。怎么也迈不开沉重的脚步。。。。。安检我进不去,我立刻说我们等会在进去。。离飞机起飞还有五十分钟。。。我们坐在大厅的座位上都不说话,相互望着对方。。。。我不时的望着大厅的时钟,时间一分一秒的的过去了,放佛这里只有我们连个人。。。两个人的世界!一点四十我从罗的包里拿出我送给她的杯子,她一口、我一口的把里面的水流进心间。。。流进我俩的世界。。。。罗突然开口说我不敢去看那个时钟。。。。。可以看出她的心情很沉重!!一点四十五我们站起来走向安检大门,心里怦怦直跳,她真的要走了!!强忍着不让眼泪流出。。。看着远去的背影久久不愿离去。。。。 罗 上了电梯,朝我 挥手告别。。。。此刻脑子一片空白。。。。。依旧在梦境里!! 走到大厅在磨砂玻璃里隐约看到穿着黄色羽绒服的罗,我拨通了她的电话,此刻再也控制不住的泪水哗哗流了出来。。。。。。电话挂了。。。。。罗给我回了过来,我没有接。。。走到大厅的侧门擦拭着泪水,不是的回头看着站在玻璃后面的罗。。。。。三分钟后我走出大厅站在那里一动不动,许久才掏出手机看看时间两点五分,罗打的两个未接电话。坐在门口的台阶上摸着湿漉漉的眼角,寒冷的天气已经有了冰晶,掏出罗留下的一张照片看了看,情不自禁的有吻了一下!还是在梦里!! 我就这样静静的坐着,看着来来往往的人,渐渐的人少了,两点三十五分飞机按时起飞,目不转睛的望着飞机消失在视线里。。。。她走了。。把我这个人也带走了。。。。。。。亲爱的—平 再见了!! 下午四点十分,罗降落地面短暂停留。收到了一生难忘的信息:自从飞机离开地面的那一刻起,我们的距离也就越来越远了,希望再度重相逢!!我的心猛然触动。。。。

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