The wind is very strong tonight, the night is lost, the moon can not get rid of the darkness, beating and struggling, giving out a tiny light! Ideal shore boat, sailing water reef heavy, ideal shore wind, line is like riding, ideal shore dream, blow yilianyoumeng! When I was a child, I liked painting, and there were scumbags in the house. I felt that what I painted was still the same thing. Later, I liked to make clothes for dolls with shabby clothes. My little hands sewed dresses and cheongsam one by one, shawl. Fantasy can become a designer in the future. After becoming a salesman, I dreamed of becoming a successful person. With too much emotion, I was more eager to be a poet and a writer. When I was getting older, I found that I was too talented to learn and too limited. People are great because of their dreams, and I don’t need dazzling Halo either. Maybe I can’t reach my dream in my whole life, and I will slowly crawl in this direction. When I was young, I felt that I was an ugly duckling. I became a White Swan and flew away. From then on, I became a joke of my family. Now I don’t understand that this idea was born at a very young age. I called my mother today, Speaking of what I have done, it is hard to say. Mom said that she could handle her own affairs, but I said I didn’t know. Mom said to do it first, I am can’t sleep at night, mom said that you know how much you worry about! I was embarrassed like a child who made a mistake, thinking over and over again whether I was wrong or not. I had no hesitation at the beginning and was worthy of it. If you get one thing, you will definitely lose one thing. Friends say that this is growth. I don’t think it is necessary to give up if you don’t insist. Giving up may turn around!

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You and I don’t know how long we have been separated, but we are still standing there waiting for you. Are you still so sad on the water side, and will you always hold cups of red wine and get yourself drunk, standing at the ferry of lovesickness, I waited for you hard, making myself no longer lonely, lonely and sad. Your company was just in my dream, and countless desolate nights made my tears flow long. Back to the original point, you will not wait for me, and the ferry you and I agreed has been reduced to ashes with the wind. I am still wandering where I am, but why do you lack your promise, will you still turn back, peach blossoms bloom in March, do you still remember my gentleness, do you feel my pray, and do you still wish to stay with me. Whether the wet airflow in the afternoon can wait for your greeting, you are like a boat drifting on the confused sea, whether you see me waving your hands, whether you are for me, no longer let yourself wander, no longer let yourself drift, whether you want to stay for me or not, don’t frown, and don’t be so sad. The fallen leaves after autumn drift wildly. Without your figure and greeting, do I still have perseverance to stay at the ferry of lovesickness and really want to drink a cup of water to forget you, I will not write my sorrow any more.

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I like to enjoy the charm of my dance alone in the dark. I like to enjoy the melodious singing on the grassland alone. I prefer the artistic conception when everyone wakes me up and gets drunk alone. What I want is to be unique, not arrogant; It is to free myself from bondage, not to indulge my thoughts. No matter how the wind blows, it has already blown up my mind, like the seed of dandelion, where I think, where I think, where I go. Even though we don’t belong to the same track, we still try our best to stand with you. Because I fell in love with you, lonely and silent. Only when I am silent or attracted can I be more aware of my existence, and only when I talk in fantasy can I be more natural and happy, only when you are immersed in self-appreciation and intoxication can you be so free, and only when you recall the plot in your dream can you be so serious. In real life, there are always so many people and things telling us that our world is disturbed and messy, and we cannot stop it at all. When all thoughts and actions in our hearts are not so impurity, they are regarded as childish, ridiculous or naive and stupid again and again, which makes us like flattery and noise. It is more like being drunk for a lifetime, forgetting all worries or sleeping for a lifetime, and spending all kinds of worries in dreams. Therefore, I decided to cover my real self gently and secretly every encounter. My loneliness, I understand, I appreciate. No matter how others are, my loneliness, my love.

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7 yue 22 I again into a new company, work years since always lack a stability, I don’t know what happened, not I hope to change, of course, I am hope that in a stable company, I don’t know whether I am too ignorant of dealing with interpersonal relationships or human nature, what I can’t stand is the interpersonal relationship of the company. Everyone has a set behind each other. Now there is a lack of trust and loyalty between people, which may be the necessity of human nature. I want to find a quiet place where I can write something and read some books quietly. But in a city like Beijing, as a drifter in the north, I have no choice but to live the life I want, I told a neighbor that I wanted to write a book or be a screenwriter in the future, but the neighbor said that you are not suitable for screenwriters because you are divorced from reality. Maybe I am too persistent, in particular, some things seem unreasonable, but I like to be a true and sincere person. I will not do anything that goes against my bottom line, especially after I trust in God now, as Jesus said, this is a narrow road and a path. I haven’t been in a happy mood since I worked for a month. At the beginning, I was promoted to resign, but after being persuaded by the leaders, I failed to get a higher salary. I had the idea of leaving the job these days and didn’t want to go to work, it really made me feel helpless in Beijing. Now I have to start from my place of residence at every morning, and then I get home at more than in the evening. I want to leave my job a little bit, but after leaving, I have to start looking for a job, the key point is that I have no money to spend. I spent all my previous savings after studying for more than a year. I still owe thousands to my cousin. Now I want to leave, but there is a gap with the reality. I have never met such a company before. It’s my first time to meet it. I still don’t want so much. When I receive the things I bought online these days, I will talk about my resignation or not. You can’t be so hesitant to do things in the future. You must make decisions neatly. If you had left your job for the first time, you might have left now. I still decided to make the right decision according to my own principle of being a human being. Decide to leave, no longer wasting time and life.

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You have a rest, go home, have the internet, and can chat with me via video, and hear your singing again. It seems that I should ease the pain of missing you, but in fact, seeing your vivid expression in front of the camera, missing is unprecedented. After all, you still can’t touch your hair, pinch your face, kiss your forehead and lips, or hug you. Fortunately, you didn’t lose weight because of your work, otherwise I would feel more uncomfortable. Every cigarette burns into a lonely flower in the night of missing you. Every trace of Miss falls into tears in the corner of my eyes when I dream in the early morning. The thoughts that follow the shadow, you pull every second extremely long with sharp malice. In fact, there is nothing bad about a long time, just like loving you for a long time. In the fairy tale of a westward journey, zhizunbao said that he hoped to use ten thousand years as the time limit for love. Maybe some people think that ten thousand years is too long, it is good to seize every minute. Just like what Duan Zhai said to Monk Tang before his death in the “Journey to the West” that he loved me for ten thousand years. Now, Monk Tang said that I love you for the first time, then I cried in front of the computer. In fact, ten thousand years is not long, or it is not long, if it is used to love you. Every one keeps loving you now, so ten thousand years is just a simple addition now, just like one plus one equals two, two plus two equals four, as long as you stick to it and love it, in fact, it will be ten thousand years soon. I have always been an atheist, but now I am willing to believe that there is really a blood-red Manzhu shahua underground in this world, a blood-Yellow River called Forget River, and a curved Nahe Bridge on the river, an old woman stood on the bridge with a bowl of soup smiling. That bowl of soup was Meng Po’s soup that she forgot about this life. Then, I would knock down the old woman with a smile, while the cow head and horse noodles hadn’t reacted yet, pull up your hand and jump into the reincarnation, then what we have is far more than ten thousand years. Until the end of the world. Maybe, in fact, we have done this in our last life, last life, last life. As you said, if you don’t drink Meng Po soup in this life, you will continue your love in this life, and you will not be separated from each other. After getting up in the morning of 2013.03.13, the left ear began to feel distended pain. After brushing teeth and washing face, the pain spread to the whole left face and left neck, so he resolutely decided to go to the hospital to see a doctor in the afternoon. After hearing this, a very close classmate said that he would accompany me to the hotel. My second monk Zhang was confused and asked him why he wanted to go to the hotel. Unexpectedly, he asked me, aren’t you going to the hospital, I had nothing to say on the spot. The hospital is a hospital. Well, I really feel sorry for his English teacher. In the afternoon, there was an activity of learning from Lei Feng to do good deeds which was strictly stipulated by the school. It was a formalistic activity with Chinese characteristics, because of the unbearable pain in the left ear, I randomly placed a few garbage-picking poses and took a few photos as evidence of participating in the activity, and then went to the hospital to see a doctor accompanied by three sworn followers. After checking my left ear, the doctor told me lightly that it was just inflammation and there was no need to be nervous. Then he prescribed me some medicine. The whole process lasted only ten minutes, and only three packets of medicine were prescribed, so I took the last green Chairman Mao in my wallet. After leaving the hospital, I couldn’t help sighing to the sky that RMB was as cheap as papyrus in the hospital. A sworn follower said calmly that it would be a great honor not to let you take B- ultrasound, CT and MRI. I suddenly felt that the doctor who treated me was a contemporary living Lei Feng. Back to the dormitory, I found that there was no cigarette left. In fact, I quit smoking. Really, I quit for two hours. But I didn’t quit completely, so I had to go downstairs to buy cigarettes. I didn’t go to the grocery store where the price of cigarettes was relatively low, but went to the supermarket where the price of cigarettes was relatively high. The cigarettes in the canteen in the school all have such a characteristic, that is, no matter Camellia, 520, Double Happiness, Pentas, Zhongnanhai or China, the smell is the same. What I said is exactly the same. There is no difference but the smell of fucking fake cigarettes. When I arrived at the small supermarket, I told the salesman that I wanted a bag of camellia, and then the beautiful saleswoman smiled shyly at me like a young girl facing her first lover, with two clouds of Xianyun flying on her cheek. She said that almost all the cigarettes were sold out, but they hadn’t arrived yet, leaving only Zhongnan sea and Marlboro Road. Neither of the two kinds of cigarettes I like to smoke. Zhongnanhai smokes like burning sanitary napkins, while Marlboro smokes like the chimney of a crematter. Of course, I have never smoked the burning sanitary napkin or the chimney of the crematter. I just use this metaphor to express my disgust. Finally, I chose Zhongnanhai because it is half cheaper than Marlboro. Well, there’s nothing to say. It’s all trivial. However, in the trivial gap, in the blank between speaking and speaking, in the moment of raising my head and lowering my head, I miss you, and miss you under the different blue sky and white clouds in that small town, at the moment I miss you, is it right that I am also thinking about me. When thinking about me, will your corners of mouth rise involuntarily like me. As long as I think of you, all trivial matters and boring days become full of special meanings. As long as I have you, no matter how I live, I am satisfied.

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The night was deep and the moon was in the sky. From time to time, bullfrogs could be heard in the field, adding a little lively atmosphere to the quiet night.

Life can be settled, and life can also be particular about. A good man is willing to settle down and pay attention to the truth of life. Since we come to this world full of worldly wisdom, we must live bravely, live our own characteristics and live our own way, live out your own charm.

Life is not for oneself at all. If a person lives for himself, then it is too selfish. When a person is born, he has already shouldered the mission of serving the society. The narrow mind makes people feel painful and uneasy. Only open your mind and tolerate others can you gradually find the happiness of life. The stage is as big as your heart is. With your own stage, you can show your colorful dancing and charm to your heart. The same is true on the stage of life. To do what you want to do and strive to fulfill your dream is to realize your own value without paying attention to others’ accusations, strive for a goal that I think is meaningful, with a persistent and Eternal Heart at the same time.

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I wanted to write something, but it was hard to write. I was afraid of hurting others and myself. Since I couldn’t explain it clearly, I didn’t have to put on airs. Not long ago, the 7.0 earthquake happened in Ya’an, sichuan was destroyed by the devil of the earthquake again. The condolence was not shown here, and I accidentally noticed one thing. When the earthquake happened, a teacher calmly asked the students to leave one by one, and finally he left, the public opinion unanimously applauded, and we need to pay attention to such a detail that the classroom is equipped with monitoring probes, which is also clear to the teacher. In 2008, Fan Meizhong was dubbed the nickname of fan running because he ignored the students, the living condition that his life is inferior to death makes people fear. According to this, can we infer that this teacher may be coerced by these external things to make a choice against his will? In fact, she is not stronger than her students. She is not a professional earthquake rescue worker, and she does not necessarily have stronger escape skills than students. Everyone is weak in front of the earthquake, in that case, why did she run back? After fulfilling the obligation of informing, necessary guidance is enough. Why should we run to the end? The teacher is also a free individual, and he also has the right to life. If all the students run out, only the teacher is killed, is it fair to the teacher? When a life has to pay for other lives under certain pressure, it is unfair to the life itself. Of course, if they are kindergarten students, they do not know how to escape, then it is necessary to run after as a teacher. When we judge others’ behaviors, we are always used to putting ourselves in the altar of morality. Fan Meizhong’s running is nothing to blame, what he should be scolded was that he didn’t fulfill his obligation of informing. If we could not avoid running faster than Fan Meizhong, it would be normal even if he ran faster, because life was free, life Be Free! Likes (Prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the 30th year of my WeChat era

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Hungry again, I opened the snack box casually, and a shiny little mouse stared at me straight, with two small eyes shining. I confronted it for a long time. Suddenly, the little mouse suddenly ran away, and I shouted after knowing: Ah! Rat! A he rushed in hurriedly: What’s the matter? I gesticulated to him in a hurry: mouse, such a big mouse, chewed me a lot of biscuits, ran to the back of the wardrobe, and quickly caught it! Ah he frowned and said: this is the consequence of putting the food in disorder! Then he looked at the room and said: There are so many things, how to catch them? Just move it. I’ll move it. You hurry to the broom. I urged. A he brought the broom, and I moved the wardrobe. A small black shadow ran out and rushed to the box nearby. I shouted at once to kill it. It was a pity that ah he was half a beat slow. When the broom was swept up, the mouse ran away early. Ah he didn’t even touch the mouse’s tail. Why are you so slow? Go move that box and look at me. I rubbed my fist and rubbed my palm. Ah he glanced at me, threw the broom to me and went to move the box. I stared at that corner tightly and swept over the shadow as soon as I saw it. Unfortunately, the broom stuck between the ground and the wall, creating a triangular gap. As a result, the mouse broke away from my broom, and ran away. Dead mouse, see if I won’t beat you to death! I chased up with a broom, sweeping in a mess. Jiang Xiaoyan, what are you sweeping? You can clean it up by yourself later. A he looked at the room which suddenly became messy, and his face turned blue with anger. I don’t care, I must catch that dead mouse today! And then a hurried retreat. I don’t know if that mouse was tired. Anyway, I was tired. I lay on the bed and said with anger and weakness: Well, I have a large number of people. I ‘d better leave you a way to live. Ah he, we will live with Mickey in the future. Shall I change my biscuit box and chocolate box into iron ones? However, what if Mickey bites off our wires? I will buy a sticker with mouse tomorrow. What a mess, put away the food, don’t recruit me any more rats. Ah he picked up the things on the ground and said angrily. Oye, dead mouse, tomorrow I will let you die without a burial place! I jumped up happily and threw the biscuits in the snack box into the air. Jiang Xiaoyan, have a good sleep with the mouse tonight! Hey hey, lost at one time, lost at one time.

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Once we were still young, carrying the yellow troubles, but at that moment we knew that we would grow old. The older I grew, the more lonely I was. When I walked through the bleak winter, I experienced another desolation in my heart. Last winter, my mother and I went to the field to pick vegetables. Except for the vegetables in three parts of the Acre under our feet, there was a barren field around. Not far away, a vast expanse of withered and yellow weeds were burning in the blazing fire, and a thick blue smoke rose in the air. Suddenly, an inexplicable sadness came out of my heart. I know that behind the light is darkness, behind the prosperity is loneliness, and after the beauty is a scene of withering. Maybe all the beauty in the world will experience a burning, just like a flourishing age fireworks, which will eventually turn into ashes. However, looking at the scene in front of me, I thought a lot, thinking that life can only be cultivated in the resurrection of death again and again. This winter buried all I had. I was sad and delighted. I began to look forward to a warm spring. I was placed in this desolate and barren land, and I suddenly asked curiously, where is our rape flower? Mother smiled, silly child, where can rape flowers come from in winter? Spring will come. I suddenly realized that the golden rape flowers once flooded my young childhood, and that golden silhouette was clearly destroyed in my mind. Now I have lost my memory. I only remember that there was once a piece of rape flower, golden and green, just like the time shortage wrapping my childhood and growing all the way. When I opened the package of memory again, I saw beauty but forgot time, just like me, even forgot which season rape flowers belong. Maybe there is always a moment in life, because of beauty, I forget the time, let everything around me, and even forget myself. There are always a few people in your life that you will never forget, a few cities that make you linger, and a few songs that you will never get tired of listening. My heart is tired, I want to find someone to tell, and the person who is most willing to listen is always myself. I know that I am a loyal listener and a loyal reader, because neither we nor I like betrayal. At this moment, I typed lines of words to let the gentle notes flow gently in my heart. Yang Yuying’s song “I am waiting for you in Spring” was still so beautiful and beautiful. I was intoxicated, not only because of her sweet voice, but also because the soft lyrics kissed my earmuffs, which was a murmur that could comfort my sadness. If a song can be a dream, I would rather listen to the single cycle for a lifetime; If a city can block a heart, I would rather stop and wait for a lifetime; If a love can perfect a story, I am willing to give up three thousand prosperity and promise a happy life. When I was young, I promised myself that I must become a very powerful person in the future. I want to be a swordsman in others’ eyes and a hero in my own eyes. It turns out that I can’t escape from my little self all the time. Later, I learned that to be a great man, one must learn to be a puppet first, and to be a businessman, one must learn to be a hurting person first. I can disguise, but the disguise is not enough, I will also hurt people, but the wound is not cruel enough. If I gather all my intelligence together, feel deeper in my mind and more vicious in my means, and throw out a little Yin flying knife at a critical moment, maybe my life will change dramatically, but I’m afraid I don’t know myself at that time. Therefore, I began to believe in fate. When one’s efforts and efforts couldn’t bring out the most beautiful youth, I could only use fate to explain that numerology sometimes must exist, and numerology should not be insisted at all times, everything is just because the oath is too beautiful, but the reality is too cruel. A long time ago, I had been looking forward to going to a university I yearned for, longing for a job I liked, and also hoping to marry a woman I liked. Then would I become the happiest person in the world? There are too many variables in life, and anything coming is not the final ending. No one can be sure what is the happiest and what is the most painful to lose. Then the only best way for us to get happiness is to overcome our inner fear. Things beyond our hearts are too slim and there are too many uncertain factors that can happen at any time. In fact, the key to life and happiness was put into our infancy on the day we were born, but we were too ignorant at the beginning, looking all the way, but lost all the way. Facing the crossroad of youth, we took too many detours to realize that we were finally tired. Maybe it was those detours that paved a broad road. Even if we regret being young and frivolous at the beginning, we should not forget to say thank you, because every step we take is an experience, and these are often the most precious wealth in our hearts. I used to grope constantly in the tunnel of time, wandering from place to place on the way, and stumbling all the way. I used to think that the world was far away from myself, but actually I was far away from the world. I lived in the world, feeling so close and so far. I gradually got used to this feeling, because everything tended to be plain, I began to rely on this stable status quo. My youth could not stand the trouble, and the step-by-step life was also a kind of comfortable life. Sometimes I am afraid that I will accidentally walk into a deserted land and lose myself from now on. But I know that when winter comes and spring comes, there is another warm wind dyeing the boundless green, and my heart recovers again in all things. I lit up the little hope of spring and went back to this beautiful coastal city. I started to continue working and living. I wanted to open my mind and face the sea. The spring was warm and flowers were blooming. QQ:1300882611

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