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This can be regarded as a diary of the soul, written to yourself, and also to you in the distance, a person whose soul can depend on each other.

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Today is your birthday. First of all, wish you a happy birthday. Boil some eggs and eat longevity noodles. I will also do this on this side of the screen. Celebrate for you! Sincerely say: Happy birthday!

I don’t know what kind of mood I should use to finish this text. Although you and I are thousands of miles away, I will still express my heart, your heart with all my strength. It took me a short time to get acquainted with you, but I have really understood you. You are a truly indomitable man. No matter how the environment around you changes, your heart remains the same, that is to choose to be strong. Sometimes when I read you, I will feel dejected and cry, because there are your heart, your blood, your tears and everything in the words. I know that the gift for you may be worthless to you, but it is a piece of my heart. Will you use it to write? I only choose two, because when I miss you, I will look at it, just like you are by my side, although we didn’t meet each other once. Maybe this is something I can’t expect in my whole life?

I always feel that sometimes my head is very painful and painful these days. I don’t know what is going on. I believe nothing will happen. Because I have always been in good health. It’s you who face the computer for more than ten hours every day. You can’t listen to anything you say. Sometimes I am so angry that I don’t eat, but you still do what you want, and then you can’t call you, you will have a rest. Sometimes you always rub your eyes when watching videos, and you will really feel distressed. I know that your career is busy and there are many lock-ups in your life. Therefore, for your better work in the future, be sure to take good care of yourself, treat yourself better, and be better. In this way, I won’t worry too much. Remember what I said to you:. Don’t forget to bring your phone and keys when you go out, and don’t forget to bring your charger when you are on a business trip. You went on a business trip on April 15.6. You know, I slept late at night and couldn’t fall asleep. It was your first business trip since I met you. You said you knew so many people, you only told me that you always walk alone, How can I tell others? I am very touched, do you know? I’m worried that you didn’t take this one or that one, so I can’t send you in person. I’m afraid that I don’t have enough time, and I’m afraid that I can’t wait for our meeting all my life. I said if one day, I really left this world, what would you do? You said that you would write words to me in heaven, and I would not leave, because my miss is still there, my concern is still there, and my miss is still there, so, I wrote “the platform in my dream, my heart is no longer far away”, “spring in the Twilight”, “I am your warmth”, and all my concerns and thoughts, I know my literary talent is not good, but that is what I want to say to you most in my heart.

In the future, you should remember that if there is no one at home, the power and gas will be turned off. I can cook by myself. I buy meals every day. One is that it is not good for my health, and the other is that the oil is not good. The other is that it is unsanitary. No matter how tight the time is, no matter how busy it is, there is still Twenty? Don’t play less computer, don’t always face the computer, take a proper rest, and exercise more at ordinary times. I think you should lose weight, reduce some, be nice to yourself, for your future life, you need to exercise more. Besides, don’t stay up all the time. Don’t go through eleven o’clock at the latest. Get up in the morning and go out for running. Let me think about it. There is nothing to say. Drink more hot water at ordinary times, don’t drink the mineral water you bought all the time, and don’t lie on the bed to eat fruits or drink when you are going to sleep at night, and also communicate more with your son, because after all, we can not spend much time with them. I hope you who read the words, don’t cry, don’t feel sad, don’t feel sad, don’t feel depressed, this is not what I want to see, I will be in the sky far away, staring at you all the time, staring at you.

You know? I have thought a lot these days, and finally decided to leave the Internet temporarily. It may be one day, two days, or several months or a year. I don’t think it will take long, will it? Without me, I hope you can understand how to take care of yourself, cherish yourself and cherish yourself. If I leave, you won’t have to nag me every day, facing the person who annoys you every day, who cares about you, I also said that if I were around you, if you were facing the computer for such a long time every day, I would unplug the power cord. What I am talking about is not angry words, but from the bottom of my heart. I will come back. I believe it will take less than a few days. I just want to give myself some time. This period of time is really too tired, and sometimes my brain can’t remember things, I wonder if my memory is declining rapidly?

Night, deep, you have already fallen asleep? Recalling the days when I met you, my heart was really warm. I don’t know if I am the only one in your heart now? You said: many people, many things are love in words, but resonance in words. However, words and life are two different things. Without words, we have our own lives, and I am care about you most in life, I hope that I know this deadline will not be forever, because you will wait until the person who loves you most and cares most appears. If you miss me, just look at my photos. I am like that in my life. I never make up. I am a simple, plain and easily satisfied person. Will you text me? Call? Not? Because men are very careless, sometimes ignore my feelings, I will blame you, I call you, right? Maybe you are afraid that it is not convenient for me to answer the phone? But will text messages always be sent? You are no longer you when you are busy, as if you become another person, because you are typing and looking at the keyboard, so tired, so sometimes I choose to video with you, in that case, you won’t tire your hands or eyes. Will you feel the warmth in my heart after reading the words?

Maybe, if I really don’t come back, you will gradually forget me, because time will take everything away, really. If, one day, I leave the distance you care about, will you never remember me at the intersection of time? I wanted to tell myself not to cry, not to be sad, not to be sad. However, facing the real you in front of the screen, the salty liquid would flow down uncontrollably, gradually blurring my sight, wet my keyboard. I know you are going to be busy in a few days, so you don’t have time to surf the Internet. You are too tired to send text messages, right? Certain no. You always say that I will only think about you with my thoughts, because I don’t know what you are like in life. You also say that what I think is sometimes in fairy tales, no, in fact, sometimes I say those words on purpose, saying words that I don’t want to see, and saying so many words against my will. Now just after 12 o’clock, sincerely wish you a happy birthday! As long as you are good, your home will be good, Everything will be fine, so you must be a real man. Even if you are bitter or tired, you must fight against it by yourself. I know that you have always done this. Besides, it was my son’s birthday and Mother’s bitter days. Don’t be too sad when thinking of her mother who had passed away. That was not the result she wanted to see. As long as you were fine, she would be pleased if she had soul in heaven.

I have said these words to you many times, and I don’t know how many times I can say them in the future. Do you still remember that song? “Sleep with your name”, I gave my heart to you, and I am your heaviest traveling bag. From then on, no matter how many ups and downs, you will treasure me well; you gave your dream to me. You are the distant place I care about. From then on, no matter the moon falls or the morning rises, I look forward to your return day and night. I will sleep with your name, write the brightest star on the horizon, how confused the distance is, let me illuminate your direction; I will sleep with your name, write the brightest you in my heart, how desolate the lonely distance is, let me comfort your vicissitudes. What’s more, if you have social activities in the future, drink less wine, and you will not have a high capacity of alcohol, drinking too much will hurt stomach and liver. You should be more careful in everything when you work, when you are on a business trip, and when you are on a business trip, there is also a heart that can harm people, but it is indispensable to prevent people. Nowadays there are too many bad people in society, so you should think about everything, don’t be so honest when facing anyone, it will suffer losses.

Everyone in the world may not cherish it when they own it, and regret it when they lose it, right? I said I didn’t want to write any more. You said you liked it very much. I said you liked more, so you just said, then you wouldn’t write. You won’t be angry with me for this, right? Because my literary talent is not good, I don’t like to read what I write, and I only envy others. I once thought about studying hard and reading some books, but I can’t remember my memory. You know? I used to dream that you could also write a text about me. You don’t need to write my name, just write something you want to say to me most, because your writing style is so good, I have written so much, and now I don’t expect any more about these. There are some things that I can’t seek for, including your words. Even if I really don’t go to QQ during this period of time, I will also remember your words, your past and present.

The most worrying thing about you is that you don’t have to eat only one meal every day sometimes when you are busy. Remember to eat well in the morning, full at noon and less at night. If you only eat one meal at night, that would be fatter, especially for breakfast, which can also be found online. This is my most straightforward and longest article about you. Therefore, I have written it so attentively that you must remember what I said! Be nice to yourself and better, I am looking forward to your coming to see me, the real me and the real me in life one day. Do you know why I want to look at you on the other side of the screen last night? I’m afraid that there won’t be so many in the future. I won’t look at it if I don’t look at it. I will look at your photos when I miss you. I save them all, I don’t know whether it is true or not because you said that you haven’t had a video with others, so I will choose to trust you. There are too many words to say in my heart, which will stop in one second.

Finally, I will say another sentence to you: sincerely wish you a happy birthday, I will call you to bless you, drink less wine today, then lie down and have a rest, then you don’t have to face the computer for so long. You said that you would listen to me. The Q number is just hanging. Sometimes people are not in front of the computer. This is the best. Don’t always face the computer. The radiation is too large and it takes a long time, not good for lumbar spine either. That’s it. My care, my blessing, my thoughts, my thoughts, my greetings and my warmth are all written in it. After reading you, don’t be sad, don’t be sad, don’t be depressed, maybe you won’t? Don’t say I look at you with my thoughts. I just guess that if there is still a little position in my heart, then listen to me and know how to take good care of yourself, when I come back to see you one day, I will see if you are fat or thin? The night is very deep, my head is a little painful, don’t write it? Let’s stop here. I just hope that one of your words will be written to me in the future, even one. I don’t know if this is an extravagant hope?

Because dreams are there, so warmth is there; Because love is there, so words are there; Because love is there, so care is there; Because don’t give up, so Miss is always there! Every time I open my eyes, there is nothing, and I know that the distance between them is really far away. However, missing is just around the corner. It turns out that missing is also a kind of warm pain. A kind of pain that warms each other’s hearts can rise to eternity by leaning against each other. Do you think so? I hope that in your heart, I will always be the unique, unique and different one. Do you remember what I asked you? I said if there were many women standing beside you, you said you would choose me who was standing in the corner. Whether it was true or not, I was very pleased and filled with gratitude in my heart. Thank you sincerely, I will miss you with my heart, miss you, and keep going like this

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The sun is hot in the sky, pale and turbid. Ah, such environment and air are really hard to make people feel comfortable; Is this scene and atmosphere the only feature of the east city of Cangzhou in the north? I walked on the street, staring at the dust rolling up in front of me, changing the walking route from time to time. I was in a hurry, helpless, walking in the dust of the street..

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Some people are destined to be lonely, and I may be the one who is destined to be lonely. Previous or present lives, dreams and dreams. Every lonely lost man always has a distant or near, hazy or clear scenery in his heart, but the wind messed up the coordinates in his heart and lost his direction for a while, we can’t find the road ahead or the way back. For a lot of time, I have been thinking whether the distance between dream and wake up is as far as the distance between home and me? How can a cigarette and a cup of wine solve the Depression? Does the significance of travel and tourism lie in whether the process is bitter or sweet? Therefore, I am longing for the night, for reading a piece of scenery in my dream, even if I still forget it after waking up; I am also longing for a cup of liquor and a pack of cigarettes, waiting quietly for the sunset at dusk and the smoke from the countryside, short-lived beauty but poetry and painting become eternal; I am more eager for a trip, even if there is only a short journey, I will also appreciate the hardships along the way. A city is a place where souls cannot be retained. It only buries people’s bodies like walking corpses. Under its flashy appearance, there are too many hypocritical, dirty desires, power and money temptations hidden. People take advantage of each other and guard against each other. Thieves, cheaters, beggars, rich people. They continue the same thing along the same track every day. Prostitutes defeated ragged scavengers with vicious words and disdainful eyes in the daytime, but at night they became captives under the legs of different men. Elites from all walks of life were well dressed and dignified, after removing the disguise, I indulged myself in the fireworks alley. Walking through the streets and lanes of the city, the road was full of strange faces, young women with heavy makeup or men with oily faces. Most of the people of all kinds were in a hurry and indifferent expression. Even though they were still enjoying the excitement and pleasure of a one-night stand together last night, the encounter at this moment was walking on the same street, passing by each other and continuing to move forward along the scheduled track. Maybe there would be no intersection. City is such, there are lonely and cold hearts hidden in the noise, and strong desires looming in the prosperity. The outsiders yearn for the prosperity of the city, but once they integrate into the complexity of Tao which is full of desires, will they feel that the more prosperous they are, the more lonely their hearts are? In this world, only mountains and water can retain people’s souls, just as mountains can contain plants and water to nurture life. The mountain is the solid backbone of the Earth, and the indomitable spirit, water is the blood of the Earth. I am a person who likes mountains and waters. Mountains and waters will grow up with me and grow old with me. Finally, mountains and waters will bury my body and soul. If you place yourself at the foot of the mountain, your soul will be reshaped no matter how fragile it is, and your heart will be moistened no matter how dry it is. I am a fool with no wisdom. I can’t understand a landscape like the ancient sage, realize the true meaning of life, enjoy the landscape, find nothing but peace, and place my tired body and mind and fragile soul. Maybe it only takes one day to travel through a mountain and a Mekong River, but it takes a lifetime to truly understand a landscape. The Mountain and the water are both to the highest benevolence and goodness. The relationship with the mountain will bring Buddhism, and the relationship with the water will bring poetic feeling. How many famous mountain ancient temples have gone through numerous wars and disputes, and are still standing for thousands of years and inheriting for thousands of years. Buddha in the mountains can protect all living beings and spread all things. Mountains and waters have made many literati and poets, and literati’s pen and ink have also made many landscapes. Since ancient times, most scholars have preferred landscape. In Chinese culture, landscape poetry and painting have their own style. Or the picture scroll of the magnificent country, wantonly splash ink or fine brushwork to understate. Or gentle and quiet landscape poems, handy poems or articles with thousands of words. Every time I watch and read, I feel personally on the scene. The Benevolent is Leshan, the wise is happy with water, and the ancients are many saints, However, the sage is more fond of mountains and rivers. If it were not mountains and rivers, how could Wang Xizhi write down the first running script in the world at the beginning of the flowing water and song of Huiji Mountain to achieve the eternal masterpiece? If it were not mountains and rivers, how can Tao Yuanming plant beans leisurely in Nanshan and pick chrysanthemum and Gracilaria. Once, I thought it was the ink of literati and movers that defiled the landscape. Now, it is the selfishness of modern people that really defiled the landscape. A landscape with good scenery has been dubbed as a scenic spot. Since then, it has become a tool for making profits in the industry. If the ancients were reborn and read mountains and rivers with a mood of exchanging interests, would there be any interest only in the joy of mountains and rivers? My hometown is a perfect place for mountains and rivers, but in the eyes of people, it is just a place for poor mountains and rivers. I want to know whether the mountains and rivers that are not endowed with scenic spots by the country are all poor mountains and rivers? Is the so-called scenic spot just like a prostitute who can go there as long as he has money? In my eyes, the landscape of my hometown is a kind of rough and crazy, a kind of natural beauty, just like the uncarved jade inlaid on the Earth. Can those who have seen the scenery elaborately carved by human beings still appreciate the beauty of nature. A kind of fragrance like the body of a virgin. Is it better than the scenic spot that human beings devote all their efforts to enjoy? When I was young, I often climbed to the highest mountain behind the village, and then looked at the higher mountain in the distance. The high and low ups and downs were endless, like the galloping horses, the vast and mighty as the sea waves. At that time, I once thought of going through every mountain here. However, when I grew up, I found that people were really too small, so I began to feel cowardly, going through every mountain here finally becomes a promise to break my promise. Now, I don’t know whether the impassioned howl of our childhood will echo in the Valley of our hometown? But I firmly believe that in my heart, the call of mother echoing in the mountains and waters of my hometown is still coming all the time: a wandering man, I am waiting for the sail of your return. I always have a dream to be a lonely traveller and have a long journey to walk through those untraveled landscapes. Dedicate the most brilliant years of life to the purest and most primitive beauty of nature. Unfortunately, life is always just a pity. If you can’t be extraordinary and refined, you can only go with the flow and return your soul to the mountains. Let the body without soul die in the world.

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The trip to Hainan was my first trip. A holiday one month in advance. I was so excited at the beginning, and also had all kinds of expectations. I was very happy. But the days are approaching, but there is not much desire left. No matter how much enthusiasm there is, there will be time to run out. I also have to re-examine my heart that has been restless and wants to leave. How firm and permanent can it be? However, before the result came out, I had already set out towards the sea. I feel it’s OK in my heart, just walk. I got off the plane in the early morning. Stepping on the land of Hainan, there is no more strange. I just feel that the night is quieter than the city where I work, the air is wetter, and there is a sense of coolness belonging to the night. I forgot whether there were stars in the sky. I reported my dad safe at the airport gate and hurried to the nearby hotel. Because the distance was too close, the drivers who lined up on the airport were not willing to take it. Later, the old watch estimated that it was in the middle of the night, but it was not good to leave a bad eye for others, so he offered a high price. At that moment, I finally felt that I was in a strange land. At dawn, the old watch woke up earlier, exclaiming the beautiful red sun outside the window. I looked out with my heavy body in hand, and the chill of the morning came to my face. The vision is very broad, like the morning in the countryside, and the red sun seems to be really brighter. Simply pack up and then go on to the bullet train to Sanya. Walking on the road, the morning dew accidentally wet the feet. Covered on the grass leaves, the dew on the iron fan tree made me feel like I was in my hometown again. When I was a child, I also ran back and forth in the fields covered with mist, listening to the rooster’s crowing and watching the smoke rising slowly from the chimney. I even doubted whether the tranquil landscape I wanted to find was the hometown in my memory? Standing on the street of Sanya, the streetscape is mostly tropical plants, which is not much different from the city I live in. The bus is more like a rural bus, which goes with the stop without a stop sign. I was like a traveller forgotten by time and scenery, and the joy of any traveller walking on the road was not given to me. A little lost. What is the trip I am looking forward? What is the meaning of the trip I am looking? Why do you insist on living elsewhere? Am I confused or magnified something? Standing on the coast, under the scorching sun, blowing the sea breeze, looking at the blue sea like a mirror, I can’t imagine the surging underneath. The magnificence and beauty of the water Sky are incredible, but there is no more understanding. It is not as big as the universe, and its own tiny grand theory. At that moment, in addition to loss, I even felt vulgar. The recognition of life is more real to me, about food, clothing, transportation. I also bought it with money to relax my vigilance towards time in such a beautiful scenery. So, is all this really necessary? I happened to watch a variety show yesterday and felt that I had gained something. Yijiabinte house, like to be alone, you can leisurely and freely do whatever you want. I don’t even like traveling. He said that the mood of loving the sea would be destroyed by people on the beach in five minutes. Therefore, he prefers to visit places of interest online. The sea is a person’s sea; The sky is a person’s blue sky; White clouds are a person’s white clouds; Sunshine is a person’s sunshine. What is magical is, he felt more pleasure, better and better than being on the scene. I suddenly realized that the greater significance of persistent running away is spiritual travel. Running away is not because of the scenery you haven’t met, but because of the heart you haven’t been quiet. What you want is not where you are, but where your heart is. You don’t have to go far away when traveling alone. As long as your heart starts to be quiet, you start to stay away from the hustle and bustle, and you start to slow down your pursuit of time, so many beautiful scenery will naturally come to negotiate with you. One day, if you find that the pace of life in the city has been controlled by you, mistakes in work will not tighten your life any more. Maybe, you don’t have to go further any more, thinking about wandering for a longer time. Because, every place in your heart has scenery. And going to any other city will only be your reward for yourself. Reward you, let time wear and leave, you grow old leisurely with time

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