In this life, I will never forget this day: November 11th, 2011, the lunar calendar is October 16. That’s Singles Day. Originally, there should be wonderful stories and thoughts in this Singles Day. However, excellence eventually turned into bad. I was at a loss and helpless. I didn’t know how to spend that night. I only vaguely remember that in the KTV private room, I sat still like a lifeless wooden sculpture amid the noise made by my friends singing out of tune. The happiness of others lies in me, which is sarcasm; The singing and dancing of others lies in me, just like the Twilight Bell in the same mountain temple; The sweet smile of others lies in me, it was no different from the zombies in the ancient mountain cave …… that night, on my way home, it was so quiet around, the road was so curved and long, and my legs were so soft and feeble. On a dark night, I absolutely don’t need the dazzling white light. Even if I don’t turn on the light, I can’t sleep; Before going to bed, I don’t need the extra bath that wastes water even though I wash three times every day when it is usually hot; Lying on the mattress bed like a coffin, I don’t need to sleep either! When I stared at it, there was a piece of darkness in front of me; When I closed my eyes, there was also a piece of darkness in my heart! Although there is heartbeat, it is not necessarily alive, because there is brain death; Even if you are alive, there is not necessarily thought, because there is such a possibility of idiots. That night, I put my body flat on the bed. Therefore, I was like a dead body with blood drained, hanging there passively, letting time dry into a mummy. The empty brain, the empty heart and the empty people constitute the typical specimens of my vegetative people that night. I don’t know when the alarm clock rings unyielding, and a new day begins. The next day was a brand new day. With the Street Dance of the Sun, the dilapidated night hid in the darker and darker darkness. However, the revived brain nerve, firmly, firmly, tidied up the memory fragments of last night into a record that could not be wiped by the eraser. She, deeply, deeply, deeply, engraved in my mind, engraved in the depth of my heart. From then on, my heart carries my soul, and this life is destined to wait for her! The most painful thing for a person lies in his heart; The most painful thing for a heart lies in his regret. A selfish mistake is enough to make people regret for life! On Singles Day in 2009, I experienced this kind of black pain. However, my pain is far more than that. My pain lies in causing others’ pain! The black one hurts even more!

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