I want to go back to my hometown to see my childhood playmates, touch the crooked words carved on the corner of the wall at that time, sit on Grandpa’s thick shoulders and listen to his historical story that will never end, at that time, I wore the red scarf which I was proud of; I wanted to go back to my hometown, step on the soil after the rain, catch the cunning Loach, catch the dragonfly with broken wings, and catch the gluttonous lobsters, I want to go back to my hometown. I really want to go back to my hometown. I want to go back to my hometown, cook for my old grandfather, read the instructions of household appliances for my illiterate aunt, go to the grave for my dead grandmother, and talk about the trivial things at home these years, by the way, I want to go back to my hometown, paint the sunset glow in my hometown, wash the natural bathhouse in my hometown, recall the smell of my brother around me, and experience the simple relationship between men and women in childhood; I want to go back to my hometown, looking for treasure in my own vegetable garden, picking grass in the rice field in front of the door, eating big lotus in the lotus pond next to the house, only listening to the sound of frogs and envy. I want to go back to my hometown. I really want to go back to my hometown. I want to go back to my hometown, walk the muddy path we walked together, go to the classroom we used to sit in, wipe the Blackboard we once wrote, lie on the double bed with you at the head of the bed, talk about hometowns with the teachers we are familiar with; I want to go back to my hometown to see you who haven’t seen you for a long time, to find the lost immaturity, to find the madness and ignorance at that time, I want to review the self-righteous friendship of my friends at that time (maybe there is a young and ignorant puppy love); I want to go back to my hometown, the last class where someone tidied up drawers, and sleep in the bed where someone folded, once again, I want to go back to my hometown and hug you that I have been thinking about day and night. I will talk about us in the past, talk about us now, and talk about us who are going to grow old. I want to go back to my hometown. I really want to go back to my hometown. I want to go back to my hometown, listen to your nickname again, pass on our note again, talk about our ignorant worries, sit in the back seat of your bicycle again, and listen to your inner laughter again; I want to go back to my hometown, watch the sunset by the river, blow the breeze on the levee together, stroll around the night view of the town together, and ridicule those young and crazy young boys and girls together. I want to go back to my hometown. I really want to go back to my hometown. I want to go back to my hometown to retrieve our memories, our innocence, our everlasting life, our youth and ignorance, and our fading friendship, we lost each other’s heart accidentally; I want to go back to my hometown, eat street snacks together, and Taste the Feeling of swaggering through the street together, let’s dress up as a bad girl in the eyes of adults, and then talk with you who smoke happily. I want to go back to my hometown. I really want to go back to my hometown. I want to go back to my hometown, I think, miss the ignorant me, miss the crazy me, miss the days with you, miss your smiles, miss your breath, I really want to go back to my hometown. As long as we have you, why do we make the fish heading for the sea? They are for life, but we are just for games. Chatting, drinking tea, reading books, kk songs, in fact, life could be so leisurely, why talk about what nonsense ideal, let alone it is still so skinny. Go back to our hometown, don’t let our memories grow old in loneliness; Go back to our hometown, don’t let our oath corrode in the wind. Go back to your hometown and go back together sometime. Go back to your hometown, really go back to your hometown.

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One day, holding a neither thick nor thin book, you ran to me excitedly, pointing at the black words on the white paper and said with a smile: look at you, this sentence is really good! I was attracted by her voice. I leaned over and saw only those figures pointed at by my finger: Butterfly, how can I fly across the sea? My heart was stunned, then I smiled at the man, without saying anything, but thinking in my heart: Butterfly, I don’t know if it can fly over the sea, I only know that I am not a butterfly, therefore, I can fly across the sea. That man couldn’t hear what was in my heart, so I had to reply with a smirk. I was always like this. Whenever I didn’t want to speak, I would always pull up a smile without soul, it’s a little far-fetched. I don’t know if others can see it. I only know that my heart is very clear about what on earth is in my smile. Sometimes I hate me like this, but more often, I prefer to let it flow away like this, while I still haven’t made any changes. Since then, I don’t know why. You always say that butterfly can’t fly over the sea. And what I can’t fly is always the moral barrier, even a harmless joke. Others call people like me rigid. Of course, some people say that people like me are thin-skinned. Every time the later generations said the answer, my heart always thumbs up, as if I was seen through by others, but my face is a smile that does not show the mountain or the water, I still look heartless all day long. I didn’t do such a thing, didn’t pretend to be a fan of others to enter other people’s concerts, didn’t make up reasons to ask for leave just to be punished, and didn’t seem to have done anything against morality. When I am alone, I will smile bitterly. In fact, I don’t want to do something harmless, but it seems that I don’t have the courage to do it. Or, in another way, this is, so thin-skinned. I still remember the first time someone asked me to help her cheat. I didn’t answer but didn’t refuse. After finishing the test paper, I quietly avoided the invigilator’s eyes and wrote the answer on the draft paper, but I didn’t immediately give the answer to the strangers behind me. Not don’t want to, but, dare not. In fact, knowing that the exam was over, I still didn’t have the courage to pass the answer on that paper to that person. The small piece of white paper with answers written like ravines and ravines knew that the exam was over, but I didn’t know that it was completely wet by the sweat in my palm. I threw this answer into the trash can, and then when it seemed that it had never happened, I kept comforting myself with words like cheating was wrong. I can’t cross the threshold of morality. What’s more, the threshold even can’t reach morality. At this time, I felt that I was just like that butterfly. I tried my best, but still couldn’t reach the other shore. At that time, it seemed that even I didn’t know what it was. Later, time passed by in the air like dust, which seemed to leave no trace for me. I was still the butterfly and the sea, it seems that I can never fly. At that time, I could deeply feel the sorrow of butterfly. I don’t know where the butterfly can’t fly but the sea comes from? Are based not on fact? I don’t know these, but for myself, I can always know clearly. Just like I love the light that sunshine penetrates through the layers of leaves and falls in front of my eyes, just like I love the cool wind blowing the high leaves, while the low leaves are still different, just like I love a person lying on the grass and looking at the blue sky, and then letting myself miss the person who has stopped in my heart in the past days, just like I obviously don’t like it, however, I still repressed my heart and echoed with a smile, so sometimes I also felt that I would be hypocritical, but I didn’t take it to heart. No one said that I must show others my true self. After all, I still haven’t crossed such a barrier. I don’t know when to change and when? At this time, I will come after all. At that time, I liked someone very much and kept everything in my heart quietly. I was happy but sad. I carefully collected it. Before that, I actually didn’t know what love was and what sex was. At that time, I always took things too simple. I like it, but I don’t like being hurt. So I didn’t even have the strength to pull up a hypocritical smiling face. Seeing that man getting further and further away from me, I didn’t have any tendency to chase. However, since then, I have learned to be myself. I have never forced myself as before and never cared about myself in others’ eyes. Perhaps, if there is no one who likes himself, then you don’t have to bear it. I never compared myself to a butterfly any more. First, I no longer thought about the distance between a butterfly and the sea like this. The butterfly is too beautiful, but I yearn for the ordinary. People who know me all say how my life can be so ordinary. In their words, it is so boring, but I still enjoy it. Look at the mountains, even if they are just small mounds, water, even if they are just shallow pools, the sky, even if they are just haze, clouds, even if they are just dark clouds. Later on, I lived a more and more comfortable life, but I was still like a fish suddenly got water, and I just wanted to swim in the water without thinking about anything, I don’t know how long I haven’t felt it. The more you think like this, the more you feel that it is really not easy to live like this. Now, butterflies still cannot fly over the sea, right? I don’t know.

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Counting the festivals, Grain in Ear and summer solstice, the curtain of summer has been opened for a long time, and the weather is not so hot. Occasionally, the temperature rises 30 degrees one day. A group of people all say, is it the summer of this year, some unexpected coolness? Before people were at ease, the temperature in Suzhou suddenly soared to 356 degrees, and it was stuffy. When they moved a little, sweat beads flew out, making them uncomfortable. The weather is just like a roller coaster, which makes people feel too rough to breathe. During the senior high school entrance examination these days, a large group of children felt uneasy and had to take the heat to refer to them. It was really hard for them. In such a weather, I always complain again. Why can’t it be balanced? It’s just mild these days, giving some rare coolness to the children who are busy with the senior high school entrance examination. There is a saying that if you are willing to kill thieves, you can’t go back to the sky. Is this God’s thing controlled by human resources? No matter how hot it is, no matter how much sweat it is, it can only follow its wishes, however, these children suffered a lot. When they were sweating like a pig, they had to concentrate on the test paper before the case. They answered questions one by one slowly, and even had no time to take care of the sweat hanging on their faces. Because of my daughter’s senior high school entrance examination, I accompanied her at home these days. He said that he would take care of his daily life, send it in the morning and pick it up in the afternoon. The rest could not be plugged in at all. What I didn’t expect was that the weather was so hot. It seemed that the God also joined in the fun. At this time, he ran out to stir up and test these children. The Sky, which was always smoky, suddenly became much taller. It was a blue tile. It was rare to see a few clouds without wind. The leaves around were as static as they could not see a little swing, only the white flowers are covered with hot sunshine. The rising heat permeated every corner of the city and village, sparing no effort to drill into every door and window. As an old saying goes, it is hard to deal with the summer heat. It was only seven o’clock in the morning when I sent my daughter back. My whole body was already wet. I felt more distressed when I thought that my child would fight in such a climate. But what could I do? Facing the first turning point of life and such hot weather, besides facing, it is also facing. These factors cannot be easily defeated. Otherwise, what perseverance and ideal can we talk about? When we were studying, teachers often said that winter practice is three nine, summer practice is three UPS, which means such a test; People can do everything in good times, and they often do well. What about adversity? It is a big difference. It is not only a matter of ability, but also a matter of mentality. Although the temperature is soaring and the weather is hot, I hope that the little guy will not be impatient or impetuous, and take every exam carefully, which will be regarded as hot summer weather and also a test for himself, compared with the many challenges we will face in our future life, this is nothing at all. There will be many situations in our life. I don’t know how many times cruel and fierce it will be. When this is the beginning of growth, A kind of hardship that must be experienced. Children are inevitably embarrassed in the examination room, and parents are even more uneasy, but there is nothing they can do if they are not calm. Exams are children’s business. What can parents do to help? Besides logistics, what else can I do? Sending my daughter back, I wanted to knock a few words, but I couldn’t calm down. The Wind from the electric fan was hot, which made people feel more annoyed. Calm Heart and cool nature. What my ancestors said had been passed down for several years. However, my heart couldn’t calm down at all. How could this coolness happen. Such weather was really out of date for the children who took part in the College Entrance Examination. It was a pity to see the children walking into the examination room one by one. It seems that they are also telling them that there are few smooth things in the world. If you want to come up with achievements and make achievements, you must face all kinds of challenges, have a good attitude and face all kinds of situations that come one after another, only in this way can we go further and fly higher. Although the heat is hot and the sweat is flowing like a pig, it is regarded as another test that I have met and an indispensable test when facing life choices. The weather is hot and the sun is like fire. It is hard for these children. I wish all of them can pass the normal level and realize their ideals.

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I like tai chi very much, and the time for learning Tai Chi is quite short. Now I have learned more than 20 routines of Tai Chi, sword and fan, and I have personally experienced the magical fitness function of Tai Chi, recalling my experience of practicing tai chi is very meaningful. I started to learn boxing in 1973, when I worked in the teaching and research section of Shouguang County. It was the Tai Chi introduced in the newspaper that attracted me and moved me with its strong effects of eliminating diseases, strengthening body and self-defense, so I made up my mind to learn it. At that time, I lived in a dormitory alone in the campus of Shouguang No. 1 Middle School. I am imitated and learned according to the figures and instructions in a book, whose title is 24-style simplified tai chi, which is very difficult. At that time, I couldn’t find a Tip who was good at boxing or anything else to refer to, so I had to bite this brochure blankly. A few paragraphs of text, a simple picture, often ponder and draw for a long time. Learn one trick a day, learn one trick a few days, remember that it took more than a month to finish. Then I often practice in the house and feel very embarrassed when I go outside. So, until 1976 nian transferred department. During this period, I kept looking for boxing friends around, hoping to find them to learn from each other, but I never found them. Once I went to Shangkou Middle School on a business trip, I heard from the teachers that a master in the school’s kitchen, how good the Tai Chi was and how good the body was, so I visited him and consulted him. Later, this master came to Shouguang City and came to me specially to exchange his experience of practicing tai chi. In 1976, I was transferred to Shouguang county Party committee office as a secretary, and later to the county cultural center and Weifang daily. Until 2000, I retired. For more than 20 years, I didn’t stick to boxing well, intermittently. Sometimes, as an adult, I didn’t fight for several years. Sometimes I remembered that when I had the appropriate time and space conditions, I would fight for a period of time. For example, when I was working in a cultural center, I lived alone in a room and persisted in fighting for a period of time, in 1987, when studying in the Party School of the provincial Party committee, I went to the nearby park in the morning and played with a team for a period of time. During this period, I could basically insist on running in the morning. I thought that no matter what kind of exercise project I chose, I could just stick to it. I didn’t realize the special fitness effect of Tai Chi. 2013 nian 2 yue 10 ri

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It took only 4 hours to return to Xi’an, but I began to miss the gurgling water beside the Han River and the cool breeze. I remember once saying: what are you still doing there? Now I suddenly found that I also fell in love with the quietness of Hanjiang River, which was a little pure. The river slaps on the river edge, wetting your feet. The night annihilated the moving of the river, but the lights on the South Bank were particularly bright. At that time on the north shore, I could hold your hand, even if I couldn’t see anything clearly. Nowadays, you and I are no longer as carefree and irrelevant as children. The concept of life and survival begins to be distinguished in consciousness. At this time, we struggled, struggling under the reinforced concrete, struggling in the whirlpool of time, struggling on the hot and dry Road, struggling but staring at one direction, not forgetting, not letting go. There were many unreal small houses on the Hanjiang River, but there was a real home in my mind, which seemed to be in sight but erratic. Even if there is no blue sea and blue sky; Even if there is no quiet mountains and forests. Don’t let me feel distressed for the people I care about. It’s not because I don’t want to feel heartbroken for you, but because I care too much.

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I hope to go far away, escape from what I know and everything I have. I want to set out to go anywhere, whether it is a village or a wasteland, as long as it is not here. What I am longing for is not to see these people any more, and not to live such endless days any more. What I want to do is to unload the disguise that I have been used to and become another me to get breath. Unfortunately, I have always backfired on these things. For some things that have been missed, maybe you don’t have to try again to retain them. If you are wrong, you are wrong. For getting, we should all be full of gratitude. For losing, who can guarantee that it should belong to you? There are some things that you care about rather than get. The world has changed, unforgettable people, dreams, expectations, the road they have traveled, and some people they think should cherish. What’s the matter now? Time cannot go back to the beginning.

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Once, I took my colleague’s eight-year-old child to play. While walking, he taught him some words on the roadside plaque, and also taught him some common sense. For example, how to identify the direction, how to cross the road, what do traffic signs mean, and also tell him when he shouldn’t talk to strangers, when and how to talk to strangers. When I was talking, I just walked to a traffic intersection. I pointed at the man on the traffic post at the intersection and said to the child: that’s the police Uncle. They are good people. If you encounter any difficulties in the future, you can go to them, they will help you. The child glanced at the traffic post and suddenly said to me: No, I will not look for them. They are bad guys and they are hooligans. What? Who did you listen? The child pointed to a banner hanging on the traffic post and said, “Look, what is written on it, what a hooligan! When I saw it, I saw your woman, my concern! How could this happen? I didn’t understand until I looked carefully that the words above were self-adhesive, which should be your safety and my concern. However, however, the word “safety” lacks the head and the tail respectively, but no one makes up for it. When I use a popular online word, I am speechless. Should I blame the negligence of the functional department or the child now being too early?

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2. In the sleeping continent at night, countless dirty secrets and twisted desires broke out from the wet ground. They threw the wet black touch to the sky, and after grasping, pull the Sky Curtain down hard. 3. Shakespeare said that time would pierce the beauty and exquisiteness of youth, carve parallel lines on the forehead of beauty, and nothing could escape the scyck he swept. 4. I was sitting in the living room crying. Although I didn’t cry out, I was almost choked to death by tears permeating into my nasal cavity halfway. 5. White light flows around, and the open streets that gradually become hot are like a black and white silent film. Infinite expansion of silence. 6. The heart is like a giant cannibal flower growing crazily from the ground. In a few seconds, its plump branches and leaves cover all the light. In the huge darkness, countless thorny vines twined and grabbed my throat. 7. I don’t like you because you have a treasure carriage since you were young, nor do I like you because of your LV bag, I don’t even like you because you gave me D G boots. Even if you don’t have any money, I also like you. 8. Love without material is just a cover of weakness. It is blown by the wind, even without the wind. Walking slowly for a few steps is a mess of sand. 9. You don’t know when life changes direction. You are dragged into the abyss by disappointment, dragged into the grave by disease, and completely trampled by setbacks. Before that, before the end of the world turns upside down, let me stay with you. 10. Dozens Of consecutive rainstorms. There is lightning and thunder every morning. Huge lightning and thunder, like hands with sharp long nails, tore everyone’s eardrum abruptly. Every explosive Thunder is like a heavy slap suddenly thrown in the dark. 11. This is the strongest syllable of tragedy that pervades the whole open world and the great sadness of the low violin. 12. If we are all children, we can stay in the same place of time, sit together and listen to those stories that never grow old while looking forward. 13. Our life is rotating day by day, the second hand, the minute hand and the hour hand. 14. Do you know that our life is like this, one after another, endless farce. 15. Melancholy youth, rebellious years, fermented into a bowl of green straw juice, poured into the heart. 16. Human beings are really a completely self-centered animal. 17. This is the strongest syllable of tragedy that pervades the whole open world. The great sadness of the low violin 18. The huge moon shines the desire evaporated during the day thoroughly. The silvery moonlight divided all the ugly things into Ivory White. 19. The huge yellow moon above the head evenly smeared the flowing light in the dark and dense woods. 20. But there is one thing that will not be harvested by him, that is our friendship. 21. How much I want to be with him. I want to be with you as before. 22. Our pain comes from love. But our happiness also comes from love. 23. Rotating, colorful material world. Equivalent Exchange, the cruelest and fairest cold world. 24. Endless tears mixed with the frustrated mood that could not be dispelled, flowing out of my body constantly. I feel like a huge reservoir beyond the water level. The whole body is full of tears. 25. My head is going to split, as if hearing ghostly sharp laughter from the deep of the black hole. 26. His dark hair covered the young idol’s face and his great disappointment to the world. 27. The light of sunset disappears quickly like being blown away by the wind, just like the beautiful years that can never go back. It feels like in the last play of an era. 28. If you overlook our university from the perspective of God or height, then you will see a wonderful chasing war between cats and rats. 29. If you can have the ability of night vision in the dark, then now, you will surely see Yuan Yi, who is full of anger and humiliation, gnashing his teeth in the dark. 30. If our life is full of another unknown possibility before, then within the scope of the university Wall, who will meet first in this Chase war, all can lead to completely different endings. It’s like someone throwing a bunch of steel balls in the turntable. Nobody knows who will be the final winner before the turntable stops.

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The older you get, the farther you leave the village, and the longer you leave the village, the better parts about the village will be clear in your mind day after day, it will remind people unconsciously of the long charm that they are familiar with, especially the human feelings and customs that nourish their growth all the way, which makes people reluctant to part with and have a long aftertaste. Growing up in the countryside, especially in the big mountains, the first thing that comes into view is the continuous and scattered mountains and ridges, which seem to be endless mountains except mountains, with clouds floating on the top of the mountain, there is fog rising on the mountainside, which is simple but simple. It changes in the four seasons, and there is also indescribable interest. Of course, in addition to mountains, there are terraces, streams, and village families hidden in the woods of mountains and valleys, that is, clear streams and flowing water, paddy fields and dry lands, which feed families in the mountains and are these ugly lands, it has nourished the mountain people from generation to generation. Although there is still a certain gap between the current villages and the cities, it is quite different from that of decades ago. Let alone the electric light and telephone, which are all multimedia such as televisions, computers, cellphones, Internet and so on. They have already entered the countryside, and the villagers enjoy the convenience and prosperity of life as much as the city dwellers do, but in the 1970 s and 1980 s, all of these were dreams and pursuits beyond people’s reach. The material life was poor, let alone the spiritual life, it is extremely rare to watch one or two outdoor movies a year. So at that time, the children in the mountain village grew up day by day listening to the songs of grandmother and mother. When they could walk and run, they followed their brothers and sisters with a high voice and a low voice, long and short lines sing songs learned from grandmother or mother, leaving swaying small figures in the embrace of the country, and staggering strings of footprints on the land of the country. The ballad taught by grandmother or mother was inherited from the older generation again. In this way, it was passed down from generation to generation and planted the seeds of culture in every young life. Although it is a plain local culture, it is these rural folk songs that nourish their young hearts and start cultural enlightenment in their simple and naive spiritual world, through the rapping of slang village sayings and the interpretation of both voice and emotion, it inspires children’s wisdom and teaches them to grow up. Although there were some folk songs, with the taste of immortals and some superstition, it can only be said that in the environment at that time, the ancestors or fathers who taught children to learn language with teeth had limited knowledge, many social phenomena, they can’t figure out the natural phenomenon at all, so they have to follow the traces of ancestors and pass on their heart; But this does not affect the enlightenment of children, such as immortals and Bodhisattva, demons and ghosts or crafty villains, they are just a carrier. In the end, they all need to warn the boys and girls that to be a good person, to be a person who can stand up and stand up. It is hard or difficult to be honest, whether you are worried or happy, you should be clear. When I grew up listening to such folk songs, there was an extraordinary rural world in my heart. In my young heart, there seemed to be some cultural traces. This is such folk culture, which lacks systematicness, it may not stand up to repeated scrutiny; However, it does not hinder the germination of knowledge. In every immature heart, it gradually takes root and has some time to taste. I remember when I was just sensible, when I was two or three years old, whether my mother was tired or not, I stayed in my mother’s arms and sang with her again and again. Little Swallow, wearing flower clothes, or Firefly, flying every night, beating the palm, chrysanthemum blooming, and Zhang dingtie, Li dingtie, flower magpie tail long, mother remembered a lot of children’s songs, when I was young, I was familiar with it, wherever I went, wherever I sang, mum always said that what we sang were all the nameless songs that came from our own tune, with a face of satisfaction between words. Unfortunately, now, these children’s songs, these rural folk songs in my heart are almost forgotten, and it is hard to remember a few songs. I suddenly remembered these country slangs that we grew up with when I was young, and I felt a little more in my heart, as if time could go back. I went back to my childhood, it was also the two or three-year-old kid who was reluctant to leave in my mother’s arms. While pestering my mother to sing children’s songs with me, she stretched out her little hand to touch my mother’s face and help her wipe away the sweat on her face. When I came back to reality, it was hard to avoid blaming myself. Why did I forget all the songs my mother taught at that time along the way? Even if I tried hard to remember them, I couldn’t remember them. Could it be a pity? If mother was still alive, it would be OK to ask her again. The pity was that mother had been out of date for many years. Who could she ask for advice even if she had this heart? Besides, I am far away from Suzhou city and thousands of miles away from my hometown. How can I understand these folk songs clearly? What’s more, almost all of my mother’s sisters and aunts have passed away. How many people still remember in their hometown? Therefore, with the idea of writing this group of “folk songs in rural areas”, it is regarded as recollecting the memory, restoring the days I once had and sorting out the human feelings collected in my heart. I believe that there were characters I once had, the once beautiful voice, even those folk songs connected with village slang, will be the memory that many people can’t erase. These rural folk songs that have not been touched for many years, it will unfold a scroll of countryside in many people’s hearts, blending many original rural feelings.

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Time is like a melodious and slightly sad song. Every note is a series of life, and every melody is a reflection of situation concentration. Only when singing can we touch the sentimental heartstrings. The army is like a long road which is wide and slightly rugged. Every time we look at it from afar is the gathering of expectations. Every journey is the support of faith, and we must rely on the powerful feet when we move forward. Singing the song of time, holding the ease and perseverance, lead me to the end of the 12-year military. Maybe, time is like a blink of an eye. More than 4,000 days passed away in such a hurry, savoring carefully is also a happy journey. Even though the appearance of childishness in those years was a little vague, the unforgettable diligence, the calm face to challenge and the persistence of persistent endeavor were all fixed in my memory. Hardship lays the foundation for perseverance. In December of 2001, the weather in the North was extremely cold, and the new training of the military camp had been hot. At that time, I am new recruit, ignorant and naive, with simple thoughts. I didn’t know what kind of transformation this strange environment would bring to me. Everything goes step by step, such as physical fitness in the morning, regular class queue, military posture training at noon and small training at night. The time is always full, with sweat soaking cotton-padded clothes more than once, and I also warn myself more than once: if you fail in your studies, there is no reason to let your parents down and make your relatives and friends sigh. I am very ordinary, but I am never Cowardly. If others dare to face it, I can stick to it as well. Faith lights up the heart and the front. With the courage to face hardship, I regard all this as the premise of sharpening. When I stepped on the train to visit relatives with the happy news of excellent soldiers in my hands, I served as a soldier for a whole year. Maybe it was the initial thought that occupied the heart, but there was no timidity in the hardship afterwards. The construction of national defense optical cable in 2004 is still fresh in my memory. In October of late autumn, we set off before dawn and fought with candles at night. There were blood bubbles in the palm one after another, and the pain of the whole body came one after another. Along the way, we encountered several large stones weighing hundreds of Jin standing in front of us. At that time, I volunteered to serve as the captain of the assault team, leading some party members to find cracks, move steel rods, swing sledgehammer, and encouraged everyone: no matter how hard the stone is, it is not as hard as our bones. Everyone gathered together to tame the hard stones. After the completion of this section of mountain road, it is approaching the end of construction. Under the cable, backfill, the construction is about to end, but the accident suddenly came, the optical cable signal was blocked, it has been found that it is the paddy field section covered by rain, we have to use a spade first, then hold it in hand, drizzle hazy, the water in the field was cold and biting, and the muddy water could not distinguish the appearance of face. A steamed bun and a little pickles accompanied us to fight till midnight. The next morning, there was a thin ice in the ditch. We drank white wine and worked in the water. I mobilized my comrades around me from time to time: it would be cold for a while if the water was cold, and it would be good to hold on. Regardless of the biting ice residue, the long line is a scene of encouragement and competition. When the task was completed ahead of time, the comrades-in-arms smiled with Victory and Freedom. The experience of this construction is deep-rooted, but I feel calm about every hardship in the future. I gradually take the hard time as an important opportunity to test and experience my life. To shape the spirit of perseverance. Balzac said: if a person knows what he wants and has strong fighting spirit, then the whole world will make way for him. I lived in the model company, and the story of the old company commander biefengkui who won the championship in the whole army inspired me to pursue hard. Since I began to get in touch with tank communication major, I have taken practicing refined skills and strengthening quality as the weight of value pursuit. In order to leap forward, I studied the teaching materials, memorized the radio station structure and mastered the working principle; I carried the troubleshooting manual with me, analyzed the fault phenomenon and summarized the troubleshooting methods. In the continuous summary and lasting accumulation, I sorted out the formula of troubleshooting and applied it to practice, which improved the overall training level and was widely promoted by the whole regiment. During the Hanhai storm 6002 exercise, I was responsible for the communication support task of the regiment command vehicle. After the exercise officially started, I carefully operated two radio stations, replaced more than sets of frequencies, debug dozens of switch buttons. When the army launched an attack, I suddenly found that there was no output signal of the radio station, and there was no abnormality in the high frequency cable and the Sky Cable. I quickly judged that the automatic tuning failed, and changed the automatic tuning to manual tuning in time, it took only 28 seconds to make the communication smooth, and the iron streams quickly broke through the front lines of the Blue Army, which made the exercise a complete victory. In 2012, I took part in the record competition organized by the Group Army. Facing the competition field which was full of Masters, I was calm and calm, carefully checked, decisively eliminated accidents, contacted quickly, and won the first place in tank communication at one stroke, set the group army record with full marks, and won the third prize for the third time. Over the years, I have cultivated 12 technical backbones and 8 training elites successively. My personal stories have been reported in National Defense News, forward news and Xinhua monthly News. Maybe it was because of the persistence of daring to fight for the first place that my position as a noncommissioned officer was no longer ordinary. Study diligently to promote the foundation of perseverance. If I don’t study, my thoughts will stop. This famous saying touched me a lot: why not change the status quo of my low education background? This is my thinking in 2009. It may be a little late, but it is not too late. The training is tight during the day, so I put my study position at night. Since then, books such as senior high school Chinese, Poetry of Tang and Song dynasties, records of the Historian, law and Handbook of leading soldiers in the new period have become my close comrades-in-arms. In the ocean of knowledge, I have learned something and learned something. I regard learning as a part of my life, and knowledge promotes me to inspire and expand in my daily life. Leading the Army has ideas, and the creation also has a little inspiration. For the renovation of barracks, the slogan I created was posted on the stairs, hung in the water room, and printed on the switch. I also tried to put my motto and sentiment into magazines and the Internet, and published more than 70 pieces of tofu in succession in one year. Although it is not impressive, I know very well that this is the result of accompanying the lights every night. After experiencing the benefits, I began to take charge of the theoretical study of the company, not only learning by myself, but also arousing everyone’s enthusiasm for learning. After the 18th National Congress of the Communist Party of China, I took the lead in understanding the spirit and memorizing my views. The enthusiasm of the whole platoon to catch up with the school continued to increase. I also participated in the knowledge competition of the 18th National Congress of the Communist Party of China. In recent years, I have never stopped studying, and more than 140 articles have been published successively. This year, five essays have been rated as excellent original articles by the army political work website. Diligence can make up for shortcomings, and diligence can improve. This is the greatest feeling that learning brings to me. Innovation gathers the strength of perseverance. For innovation, the method is a new world. The new situation needs more innovative concepts of leading troops. A failed experience of leading troops gave me such a brand-new feeling. 2004 nian I walked into military mother of ranks, first troops excited. Looking at the eyes full of expectation of my new comrades-in-arms, I decided to take up the task of organization and cultivate excellent new recruits. In the three months, I have high standards and strict requirements in terms of queue, internal affairs and physical fitness. Those who fail to meet the requirements will be punished. However, if there are more requirements, the enthusiasm will decrease, and the progress will naturally be very small. There was some sadness hidden in their eyes, but they didn’t want to tell me. At first of smug, exchange for outcome of a hundred times pathos. After thinking deeply, I slowly recalled the details of leading troops. Only paying attention to guidance but ignoring the care of details, only blindly pursuing achievements but ignoring the inner tolerance, only severe criticism but little appropriate encouragement. Don’t reflect on, It is difficult to inspire, and these details made me suddenly realize that art is also needed to lead troops! Since then, with thinking, I have been accompanied by persistent years of leading troops. Combined with 80 hou, 90 characteristics, I careful understanding warrior motivations have, Cultural Foundation, growth experience, to mobilize enthusiasm, encourage advanced, mining potential for breakthrough. Progress, recognition and encouragement; Mistakes, criticism; Lost, comfort; Confused, lead the way. Combined with the actual situation, it summarizes the four principles of art of war, which are often guided by behavior, dug out expertise, encouraged at ordinary times, and reported progress, and sorts out calls to see responses, work to see enthusiasm, the seven-hour observation method of participating in the activity has achieved good results. I have been the monitor for five years and acting as platoon leader for three years. I have written 11 work experiences and participated in the compilation of brochures such as “three character classics of ideological work” and “three or two ways of crime prevention” of the company, I introduced the experience and practice four times, and successively transformed more than 30 soldiers, 12 of whom became excellent backbones. Long way, pleased no regrets. 9 medals and more than 20 winning certificates sparkled with sweat. If my army grows up in enrichment and pursuit, then the exhortation of relatives, the devotion of leaders and the comfort of comrades-in-arms have added courage and motivation for me to move forward, I have built up my persistent and firm belief. Even if there are only or left from the finish line, I will still try my best to Sprint. Tonglian address: 65th division of 65352 troops, Shancheng town, Meihekou city, Jilin province Contact: Gong Mingshan Tel: 13091553534153264624670435-6973065 Zip code: 135022

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